Non Sequiturial 101

Same quiz. This time, I used just my middle initial and spelled out my last name. Lookie, different.

Fri, 24 Aug 2007 22:07:58 GMT

Your Expression Number is 9

An idealist and humanitarian, you strive to make the world a better place.
You do your best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion.
Deep down, you dream of being loved by many.

You are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others.
While you are very ambitious, you never lose site of perspective.
You have an abundance of creative talents... you just need to tap into them.

Although you are a giving person, you can become selfish if you are ignored.
If you are not able to help people, you tend to shelf your talents.
Without others, you become aloof and start to lack sensitivity.

What's Your Expression Number?

Got this from Erin's LJ.

Fri, 24 Aug 2007 22:02:56 GMT

This sorta creeped me out. I hate when they are dead on.

Your Expression Number is 4

Practical and down to earth - everything in your life is organized.
You are a great writer and teacher. You never forget a detail.
Very patient, you have the ability to cultivate talents in difficult fields.

You also tend to have an artistic side. You'd make a great architect or classical musician.
You face your responsibilities with a positive attitude - and you always get things done.
You are serious, sincere, honest, and faithful.

Sometimes your strong sense of responsibility leads to frustration.
You also tend to develop strong likes and dislikes, which border on dogmatism.
At you're worst, you can be a dominant disciplinarian.

What's Your Expression Number?

Someone just shoot me now...

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 21:51:10 GMT

*Takes a breath..*

Okay. Imagine you just got a new car. Well, newish car. It's a used car. 2003 Volkswagen Jetta 1.8 Turbo Wolfsburg Edition. Yay! you think. Dealership says you don't make enough yearly to be able to have the title all to yourself. Okay. In steps Mom to the rescue. Fine. She's the co-signer of your 'new' car. Excellent. Your happy ass takes the 'new' car off the lot.

Months go by. Your birthday month comes around and so does your re-registration. You hop off to the DMV *hisses* and get in line to wait how ever long it takes. My experience lasted twenty odd so minutes. Get up there to find out, your wonderful Mom has a not so wonderful driving record. Two DUI's and a butt load of fines. The woman's DL is suspended for FIVE years. Come to find out, I can't re-regsiter the car because Mother has outstanding fines and the loss of said DL. Crying, I step out of DMV *hisses* and tuck my tail between my legs. There's nothing I can do, but have my Mother settle her issues with the DMV and her license. Fine.

Fast forward a few months. August. I haven't been driving my car since the Fourth of July. Got pulled over for said expired tag for issues mentioned above. Explained the hellacious deal I'm in with the car, and understanding police officer let me go without a fine of 78 odd dollars to pay and got a warning. Thank god. Said car sits unloved and undriven in the drive way as I type this.

I get together with a friend, said friend has a friend that is an ex-police officer. Ex-police officer has contacts with people in the DMV. Excellent. Find out from ex-officer, that I can get my Mom's fines paid off, there's a good chance I can register my car again. I put up the 140 dollars and drive out to St 60 and Faulkenburg, to the Clerk of Circuit Courts building to pay it there. Find out in that same strip mall that there's a DMV office. Go there with Mom in tow and find out more shit. Seems there's more to it than I thought. 300 dollars more in fucking fines. Yay! Not only that, any car, including mine that has her name on it to have a breathalizer machine installed in the car. That's 800 dollars there for that fucking machine. And I don't drink! I'd be punished further if that went through.

Flash forward to 8/9/07. Get more inside info from ex-police officer and friend saying that there's an old ex-police office off of Hillsborough and 30th street next to a school and infront of a Drivers License office that could help my troubles. Go there and phone the friend. Find out name of a lady inside the DL office that can help me. Go inside and find out that in the end, there isn't any help for me, just more hell. Mom has to pay up on her other fines and shit and I need to ultimately find me a new co-signer or do what countless co-workers have been telling me, take the hit on the credit and turn the car back in. No way in hell I wanna do that. SO, I need to get in contact with my Grandmother and see if she can help me out and be my new co-signer.

Only snag with my Grandmother being that I have to promise to go to church and meet some 'good Christian friends'. Whatever.

-Angel-

More sarcastic Mike Rowe selling crap on QVC!

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 15:42:10 GMT

PRECIOUS MOMENTS

Bye for now.
-Angel-

I'm sorry, this has to be the funniest QVC moments in their history!

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 15:39:26 GMT

I couldn't resist!

Circa 1992, Mike Rowe (host of Dirty Jobs) worked in (very) late-night TV selling crap to idiots on QVC. He used the opportunity to its full comedic potential.

NOAH'S ARK

Enjoy!

By for now.
-Angel-

If interested in more of that oddity, you can find more vids here..
http://www.youtube.com/user/brinydeep

He did...WHAT?!? blinks

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 15:32:44 GMT

In my past visit to YouTube, I popped 'Mike Rowe' into the search box.
I was very surprised to find out what he did prior to 'Dirty Jobs'.

Take a look..

He clearly hates his job and the crap he has to sell. LMAO!

Bye for now.
-Angel-

I have brought forth treasure!

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 15:28:36 GMT

www.breuerunleashed.com Comedians Jim Breuer, Mike Weingartner, Billy Mira, Dean Edwards, and Rob Magnotti, recast the classic scene from the Wizard of Oz

The dude that does Andrew Dice Clay is hillarious!

Bye for now.

-Angel

Finally adding an actual PERSONAL entry into this fucker!

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 15:11:22 GMT

*sighs*

Sometimes I wonder where times goes. Wonder how the hell the week flies by. Wonder how my future is going to pan out. It worries me to no end, that when at work, depressed at the unnatural, but ever present flow of my life gets me on unpleasent thought of suicide. Now, to be honest, I couldn't see myself pulling off any scheme to end my life, I just get stuck thinking about the possibilites. Would anyone miss me? I'm sure some would. Would they care? Sure. Would like to hope a few would. With all that gets me down, it becomes a constant struggle to meander from those dire dark thoughts and pretend to be happy. Be happy I'm alive. Be happy I have a place to call home and all that other shit. There are always those times that I am constantly questioning EVERYTHING.

When, in times like these...When I get off work, I jump online. I do it because I can't get to sleep right away. Sure, I could lie down and let sleep take me eventually, but I like to wind down some. Funny, I say that. Working all night, at a very physical job does wear me out, but mentally I'm not ready for the bed.

I'd like to take this time to interrupt my current topic, if there is/was ever one, to jump to something else. There, after all, is a reason I named my journal what I did. I can be non sequitor. I just recently jumped the bandwagon of yet another band WAY before my time. I guess I was born in the wrong generation or something, because todays music is seriously lacking talent and drive. Where are those meaningful lyrics anymore? Chicago. Yes, the band. Like I do with any band I stumble on upon, I latch onto a certain member. My 'prey' or 'subject' happened to be Peter Cetera. Now, I like Chicago, only with this man in the band. Post 1985, I can't bother with. With anyone who really knows me, knows that I become HIGHLY obessive and I am naturally inquisitive. I seek out knowledge. How else would I have gotten through History in school? It was my favourite subject. Still is. Seriously. If I'm flippin' through the channels on tv and I catch a glimpse of some archival footage on a program about World War II, I'm rivited to the screen. There I go, getting easily distracted...

Mr. Cetera's voice is so ...calming. It's beautiful. I love his tone. The current song I am listening to...well, I actually paused it while I am taking the time to write this, is called 'Even A Fool Can See.' This is perfommed by Peter Cetera. Dunno if he wrote it. Here are the lyrics. It's a nice song. It makes me sad, though. I did get teary eyed listening to it.

EVEN A FOOL CAN SEE
LYRICS BY - PETER CETERA
ALBUM - WORLD FALLING DOWN

One big happy family
Together the rest of our lives
As far as our friends were concerned
Everything seemed right

But that’s when she told me
She said me it was time to move on
Just something that she kept inside
That told me the thrill was gone

And now I can’t believe
I can’t believe it’s over
Suddenly it’s plain to see
She’s leaving me and

Even a fool can see
There’s nothing left between us
I knew all along something was wrong
But I did my best to deny it
And now I can’t go home
She wants to be alone so
Tell anyone who misses me that I’m alright
Even a fool can see

There were times we had nothing
And somehow we laughed through it all
There are moments I’ll never forget
And some I wouldn’t care to recall

And still I can’t believe
I can’t believe it’s over
Suddenly it’s plain to see
She’s doesn’t need me

Even a fool can see
There’s nothing left between us
I knew all along something was wrong
But I did my best to deny it
And now I can’t go home
She wants to be alone so
Tell anyone who misses me that I’m alright
Even a fool can see

Nothing more to talk about
It’s over when it’s over
In the end you both stop trying
In the end it’s oh so sad
And you are crying

And now I can’t go home
She wants to be alone so
Tell anyone who misses me that I’m alright
Even a fool can see

Won’t ya tell me that I’m alright
Even a fool like me

Woo ooo I’m alright
Even a fool can see
Whoa ooo ooo ooo

I am aware it is a breakup song and I have no doubt, it was written about the singers real life goings-on, but I can relate to it. I feel calm and sad with all his solo music. But, when listening to his contributions in the band Chicago, I'm not feeling sad. Odd. Well, it's 9:33 a.m. What am I doing? Going on and on about some classic pop/rock singer. *sighs* I really have it in for those older dudes.

I recently discovered that the comedian Jim Breuer ( HA! I've been mispelling his last name for the longest. Brewer. Funny!) has his own radio show. The only bummer is, it is only avaliable to listen to on Sirius satelite radio. It's featured weekly at four p.m. It's called Brewer Unleashed. This knowledge was discovered when I popped his name, mispelt and everything, into the search box on YouTube. I have recently become a YouTuber. I have my own page. Nearing a hundred on my favourites. Anyway, I searched and my results came up with video clips of his radio show. The humor was hit or miss. Not everybody enjoys Jim Breuer's flavour of comedy. It's safe to say, that it takes an aquired taste.

http://www.breuerunleashed.com
...is the offical radio show site.

http://www.youtube.com/user/breutube
.... is the offical YouTube vids of the radio show.

http://groups.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=groups.groupProfile&groupID=102002409&Mytoken=D0E2ED79-8CC9-42B6-8B555C71753AEAAA29217182
....is the offical MySpace page for Breuer Unleashed.

OH! Before I forget and get lost in a tangent...

I have a MYSPACE page. As much as I dislike the very thought of MySpace, I had went along with the hapless masses and made one. Now, I warn you, it is very, very, very boring and plain.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=194945872

I know. I know. All that is on there is a profile. A weak one at that, and a picture of Hugh Laurie as HOUSE as my icon. Why not me? I don't like having my photo taken. Even if I did, I wouldn't post it. Who'd wanna see little ol' me? Hah!

Back to Jim Breuer.

There goes that damn tangent again.
Jesus.

My horoscope is right.

I AM the definition of 'easily distracted'.

www.breuerunleashed.com Comedian Jim Breuer tells the story about getting laser eye surgery and it going wrong!

How does this man make this story sound funny? It's great.

Bye for now!

-Angel-

Got this from Thrilldare....

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 12:57:06 GMT

Cetera's solo music videos...I promise NO more CHICAGO!

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 15:03:35 GMT

http://www.vh1classic.com/view/artist/4229/54148/Peter_Cetera/Restless_Heart/index.jhtml

http://www.vh1classic.com/view/artist/4229/54147/Peter_Cetera/Best_Of_Times/index.jhtml

http://www.vh1classic.com/view/artist/4229/54146/Peter_Cetera/One_Good_Woman/index.jhtml

http://www.vh1classic.com/view/artist/4229/47202/Peter_Cetera/The_Next_Time_I_Fall/index.jhtml

http://www.vh1classic.com/view/artist/4229/54145/Peter_Cetera/Big_Mistake/index.jhtml
I know...BIG MISTAKE again? Hell, I couldn't help myself. *winks*

Wish the vids would have showed up, instead of links! *headdesk*

I took way too much time saving these...

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 14:43:55 GMT

If favoriting four different recorded versions of one song means anything, it's just that I enjoy, "If You Leave Me Now," way too much. "Stay The Night" is hillarious. Read some trivia on it, said that a stuntman for Peter Cetera actually broke his leg when he was hit by the truck in one of the stunts. Really? Who would have thought?

A Bit of Fry and Laurie good-ness!

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 10:49:52 GMT

Some of this is just plain funny. Some of this is just plain stupid. But, as a whole, it is entertaining.

Peter Cetera solo music videos

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 10:42:47 GMT

My obsessive-ness knows no bounds. Here, as you can see, I have a mild curiousity with Mr. Cetera.
No. I'm okay, really. Get the tasers away.

I'm gonna take this time to pimp myself!

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 10:36:55 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/profile_favorites?user=DOCTORxHOUSE

I have a wide variety of vids I have favorited from other users. Feel free to waste some time looking at them.

My new obsession.... Peter Cetera, ex-Chicago bassist, vocalist.

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 10:30:29 GMT

Love his hair!
So 80's.

" I keep a sock in my pants." Various HOUSE quotes..

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 14:06:46 GMT

All quotes by Dr. Gregory House, unless otherwise noted.

I hurt my leg. I have a note.

Sorry, up late. Internet porn.

Excuse me, I have to go make pee-pee.

Chris Dewey: [trying to tell an uninterested House a patients history] You're reading a comic book.
Dr. Gregory House: And you're drawing attention to your bosom by wearing a low-cut top.
[she covers her chest with her clipboard]
Dr. Gregory House: Oh, I'm sorry, I thought we were having a "state-the-obvious" contest. I'm competitive by nature.

Dr. Lisa Cuddy: People talk.
Dr. Gregory House: About how big your ass is getting? I've been defending you- you got back!

[to Cameron at Christmas]
Dr. Gregory House: Candy canes? Are you trying to mock me?

You always trust me. Big mistake.

Oh it's story time! Let me get my baba.

Like I always say, there's no "I" in team, there is a "me", though, if you jumble it up.

Look I have a cane, and I know how to use it.

Medical screwing. It's what I do.

So, there I was in the clinic, drunk. I open the drawer, close my eyes, take the first syringe I can find..

Okay you two. Grab some scalpels and settle this like doctors.

Dr. Lisa Cuddy: If you had a problem working with Stacy, you should have said so.
House: What was I supposed to do? Ask her to leave? That's just rude. Death row guy. I want the case.
Dr. Lisa Cuddy: How do you even know about him. You don't have access to the hospital's mainframe.
House: No, but "partypants" does.
Dr. Lisa Cuddy: You stole my password?
House: Hardly counts as stealing; It's a pretty obvious choice.

House: So, how are we doing on cotton swabs today? If there is an acute shortage, I could run home -
Cuddy: (looks at his leg) No, you couldn't.
House: Nice. (He walks over to the waiting room full of patients) Hello sick people and their loved ones! (Cuddy looks at him incredulously)
House: In the interest of saving time and avoiding a lot of boring chit-chat later, I'm Doctor Gregory House. You can call me Greg. I am one of three doctors staffing this clinic today.
Cuddy: Short, sweet. Grab a file.
House: This ray of sunshine is Doctor Lisa Cuddy. Doctor Cuddy runs the whole hospital, unfortunately, she is much too busy to deal with you. I am a board (looks at Cuddy) certified diagnostician with a double specialty in infectious disease and nephrology.I am also the only doctor employed at this clinic against his will That is true, isn't it? (Cuddy just looks at him) But, not to worry. Because for most of you, this job could be done by a monkey with a bottle of Motrin. Speaking of which, if you are particularly annoying, you may see me reach for this. (Holds up his pill bottle) This is Vicodin. It's mine. No you can't have any. And no, I don't have a pain management problem, I have a pain problem. But, who knows? Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'm too stoned to tell. So, who wants me? (None of the clinic patients seem too eager) And who would rather wait for one of the other doctors? ( Everyone raises their hands) Okay, well, I'll be in Exam Room 1 if you change your mind.

House: (To Cuddy) Let me ask you something; If this were another doctor, if the patient were complaining about, let's say, I don't know, Foreman, you'd just dismiss this as the paranoid bitching of another bitch
and file it under "P" for...
Dr. James Wilson: Paranoid?
House:(Turns around) Am not!

[Don't worry. I promise to post more quotes soon. Also, haven't forgot about Bones quotage.]

Oh, almost forgot, with the working nights and all...
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

-Angel-

Something to fill the void..

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 05:54:04 GMT

[ Can't quite remember if this is previous or in the follows what I already posted...oh well.]

JulzRhadeG3: Julian stood from his bed, walking over to his desk. He sighed, opening one of the drawers and removing a dark wooden stake. He stared down at it for a moment, thinking. He considered for a moment staking himself, wanting to. But he couldn't bring himself to do it. He hoped that eventually, things would be right between him and Cordelia. But after what he did, that possible future seemed almost impossible to reach. Julian looked into the mirror, not seeing his reflection. Shaking his head, he walked back-
JulzRhadeG3: to his bed and layed down, staring at the stake blankly as he spun it around with his fingers.
JulzRhadeG3: (done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel laid on the bed once again reading the lines of a book he had many times before. He wasn't really getting into the book as much as he usually did. His mind was elsewhere. He lowered the book to his chest and ran a weary hand through his tossled hair. He sighed. He could sense Julian down the hall. He felt his worry, his depression as of late. He had that tingle go through him and he knew there was a stake in the other vampires grasp. He contemplated getting up and hobbling down there to check up on his childe. With a sigh, Angel sat up, then rose from the bed. His dark hazy eyes going to the door.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (should I do Gunn now?)
JulzRhadeG3: (Gonna do gunn now or wait?)
JulzRhadeG3: Oh didnt see thatlol
JulzRhadeG3: uh, whichever you want)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (ok ...I will..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn was standing in the middle of the lobby. He still didn't see any of his vampiric boss or Julian. It was well into the night, having past dusk about 2 hours ago. He walked over to the weapons closet and pulled it open. His eyes wandered over the many weapons housed there. A slot in the middle still stayed vacant. The spot were Angel's favorite broadsword would have hung had it not been shattered. Gunn turned from the cabinet and looked over his shoulder. Wesley was behind the reception counter.:: English, I think I know what's up with Angel. His cherished sword got ice-a-fide, and now he's mopin. I bet that's it. We should get him another.:: Gunn started over to the desk.:: You think the pawn shops carry 17 century swords with gold and sliver handles?:: Gunn asked as he stopped before the counter and leaned an elbow to it.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: (Its been 4 days since the sewer thing..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (ok...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (your point? I didn't specify a day.)
JulzRhadeG3: (Just double checking)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (ok..)
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley looked up from his work, he blinked a few times. " Thats a great idea. Lets get Angel another broad sword. " He said smiling, " Something special. Something that says " Angel's sword. " Wesley got up and walked to Gunn. " There has to be a place somewhere in LA that can do that. " He raised an eyebrow and turned toward the reception desk where Cordelia was standing, still burried in a book. " What do you think? "
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia lifted her head. She let out a small yawn, " Theres always ebay " she said , the edges of her lips curling up into a smile. She would have laughed but she was to tired. " And I'll take a wild guess that you want me to get on my handy-dandy computer and run a search for local sword shops..." She said, " I guess I'll get to work. At this point I'll do anything to make Angel feel better. " With that, she turned and sat at her computer.
JulzRhadeG3: (done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (yay..)
JulzRhadeG3: ( Yay?)
JulzRhadeG3: ( lol )
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (uh huh...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel was taking painful, limping strides to his door. A wince crossing his face each time he leaned his weight on his left ankle. Sure it had been days since their trip to the tunnels, but for some reason his ankle hadn't fully healed. His long, black leather duster almost seemed to consume him. Angel hadn't been feeding regularly and it showed almost making his skin look translucent. The black slacks he was wearing was still the ones from that sewer nite. His chest was bare and a thin line remanied from that claw slice he had inflicted by the demons. The door opened slowly and Angel suck his head out.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: He gazed down the hallway in both directions, seeing it was empty. He carried himself, slowly and agonizingly down to Julian's room door. He halted before it and rested a broad shoulder to the side of the door frame.:: Julian.:: Angel called out in a hoarse voice from the hallway.:: I know you are in there.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (Gunn now.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn smiled at Wesley's suggestion. That would be perfect, get the age old vamp down from his hiding hole and start helping out the helpless again. Gunn nodded towards Cordiela.:: Ya, that internet might find something very close to what Angel had. Like get his name carved on the handle or the blade. That would be bitchin!:: Gunn exclaimed happily. He lifted his elbow fromt the counter and rubbed his palms together.:: I can check out the shops. English, just get me the addresses.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian's eyes looked to the door, breaking his stare on the stake. He knew who it was. He could smell Angel coming down the hallway. Setting the stake down on the sheets, he sat up. " I have nothing to say to you..." He said in a normal tone. " And I know you have nothing to say to me.." He finished. Julian got up and reached for the stake. He took one last look at it before walking back to his desk and placing it neatly back in the drawer he had taken it from.He looked at the door, hoping Angel would--

JulzRhadeG3: go away.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (Completely for now)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (for now?)
JulzRhadeG3: ( Not doing Wesley or Cordi until next turn)
JulzRhadeG3: (BRB)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (okay)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel growled in frustration as he eyed the closed door. He really didn't know what possessed him to come to stand at Julian's door. Maybe it was just a feeling, something that he felt as being his sire. Either way, both vampires needed to come out of the rooms and venture downstairs. Angel figured cases were building up ever since he went immobile in his room for days.:: Julian, open the door. :: He sighed and paused lowering his eyes to the floor.:: Please.:: he almost sounded like he was begging.:: Cordiela has to hear it from you.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (I'll pick up on Gunn when you do Wes and Cordy)
JulzRhadeG3: (Ok)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian folded his arms and walked slowly toward the door. He stopped in front of it. " Has to hear what from me? " He leaned against the fram to the right of the door handle, waiting for his reply. He didn't want Angel to come in. He didn't really want to see Angel for a while, if ever again. He sucked in a short un-needed breath.
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley walked toward the garden door of the Hyperion. " I'm going to get take out. Anyone want anything? " He said, putting his light brown jacket on. He turned and stared at Cordelia and Gunn. Chinese sounded good to him, but he'd go wherever to get what the others wanted. It would probably be a long night.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (I will do Gunn first..)
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia didn't take her eyes from the computer. " How about..." She thought, " Pizza? " She asked, bringing up the yellow pages website and starting a tab for ebay. She typed in her searches and hit enter. " Gunn what do you want? " Cordi turned her head to the man.
JulzRhadeG3: (OK)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn looked from Cordy to Wesley. Almost seeming like he knew what Wesley thought he answered.:: Chinese sounds good to me, English. Get me some chicken lo mein, and a side of that fried rice.:: With that said he turned his attention back to Cordiela.:: Maybe when he gets back, the vampires will come down and make an apperance.:: He told them. He cocked his head to the side thinking for a moment.:: Has Angel even had a mug of blood today?:: he wondered outloud to himself.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: (K)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel listened intently to the sounds from beyond the door.:: Listen, Julian. I know you know what I am talking about. Just hiding up here, with that stake, and not coming out, what good is that going to do?:: he sighed. He raised his head, looking to the door again. He could feel Julian right on the other side of it, doing much as he did. His eyes narrowed as something came to him.:: Why did you shatter my 17 century broad sword?:: he asked suddenly. His arms crossing over his chest.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian Rhade reached for the door handle. His hand was cold and the door handle glazed over with ice. The broadsword. *How could Angel ask that question? Did he not remember how he had pointed it at my head?* He quickly asked himself. He twisted the door knob and opened the door halfway, using his body to block Angel access to his room. " The good it will do is I won't be near Cordi to possibly go nuts again and do you-know-what. " He paused for a few seconds. " And your broadsword? Hello? Is that brain--

JulzRhadeG3: old brain of yours finally giving up, or do you not seem to remember how you pointed it at my face. I didn't really do it on purpose. Hell, as you already know I wasn't really myself at the time. " He tilted his head down toward the ground and closed his eyes, feeling almost bad about exploding in Angel's face. But why should he feel bad? He was just another disappointment to Angel, and he knew Angel didn't really want him around. Or at least thats what he thought. He waited.
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley nodded to the both of them and turned, walking out the garden door. He neared his motorcycle and took out his key. He smiled to himself as he grabbed his black helmet, remembering how he went walzting through the doors of the Hyperion 4 days before wearing the pink one. Wesley swung his leg over and put the key into the ignition. He turned it and kicked the starter. The engine rumbled to life. He put it into gear and sped off.
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia raised both of her eyebrows at Gunn. " He hasn't really had anything these past few days. " She said sounding depressed about it. " Have you even seen him? Hes a wreck! thanks to that horrible, rude, uncontrolable, parasite upstairs and down the hall from our lovable boss. " Cordi turned back to her computer and started browsing through the web pages.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( doing Gunn first.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Gunn walked around the counter and came up to stand behind Cordeila. His eyes went to the glowing screen of her computer. He noticed the small pictures showing different swords going for bids. He pointed towards the screen at one.:: That one.:: He exclaimed.:: It looks similar to the one he had. It ain't 17 century , but I don't know how many peeps would be selling something that old. I would think something like Angel's old one to be in a museum someplace.:: he said and lowered his head over her shoulder.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Maybe someone should go give Angel some blood.:: he suggested and straightened up.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done, now Angel)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::First off...I didn't point it to your head. I had it going for your throat. Besides..::He paused taking in an unneeded breath.:: How can you learn to deal with the new you, if you don't try?:: Angel asked him. His eyes slid to the side seeing just a sliver of the other vampire.:: I can't come in without an invitation, so I don't know why you don't open the door all the way.:: He knew neither vampire wanted to see the other , but all had to change.:: I need some blood, and I can get you some as well. Just come out.:: He told him. Angel turned and started limping away.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian listened to what Angel had to say. Angel was right. He couldn't come in without an invitation. He stared as Angel limped away, considering his offer. * No, I don't want any help from him* he said in his mind. He was hungry and he knew it. If he didn't have blood soon he would probably bite someone again. He sighed, walking over to a chair near his bed and grabbing his shoes, slipping them on lazily in his upright position. He threw on his black denim jacket. He walked slowly to the door and--

JulzRhadeG3: continued out, following far behind Angel. He almost had no choice at this point. It was either follow Angel or end up a miserable and dangerous wreck.
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia took her hands quickly from the mouse. " This one? " She asked, pointing to the screen. It looked similar to the Angel's old sword. She knew that they could never replace his favorite broadsword with one exactly like it, but the were going to try and get one that would mean more to him. She glanced at the price. " Ouch. " She said quietly, looking up at Gunn. " Anyone got a credit card? " She said jokingly.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: ( I gotta go in a second, so make your last Angel post please)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Gunn winced at the actual price of the sword. Way past what even he would consider a good buy.:: Well, Angel does have a credit card. Just charge it to his Platinum Visa. It's a gift for him. I'm sure he won't mind.:: Gunn told her and shrugged his shoulders.:: Get it personalized at some shop with his name on it or something when we get it.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (ok..)
JulzRhadeG3: ( Thats so mean! I'm not gonna let you charge it to his credit card! lol)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel started decending the stairs slowly. He heard the voices down in the lobby from as far as the hallway he had been in. :: I won't mind about charging WHAT to my card??:: Angel asked as he came down the stairs. He had heard what they were discussing, just wanted to hear it again.::
JulzRhadeG3: (that your last post for now?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (yes..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (you leaving for the nite?)
JulzRhadeG3: ( I have to go pick up a German Ping Pong table and some compressed Air)
JulzRhadeG3: ( Not for the night)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (and can you save this to your email?)
JulzRhadeG3: (I'll be back later..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (I cant save this to my email.)
JulzRhadeG3: I'll save it and send it to thedarkavenger
JulzRhadeG3: Is that one working?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (save it to yours as well. I cant get to my email..lol)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: My roomie has a block up on sites...
JulzRhadeG3: ...
JulzRhadeG3: OK
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yeah...can you? Ok
DrmntBrthOfLife1: how long till you come back on?
JulzRhadeG3: Probably at least 2 hours
JulzRhadeG3: but I'll get the thing to you somehow
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ok well i am working a few hours tonite..
JulzRhadeG3: I saved it to my computer
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ok cool
JulzRhadeG3: What time you get off?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: not sure..early though
JulzRhadeG3: I'll just keep checking
JulzRhadeG3: gotta run
JulzRhadeG3: later Angel
DrmntBrthOfLife1: later
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 3:24:37 PM.
JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 3:27:53 PM.
JulzRhadeG3: Hey
JulzRhadeG3: I'm not leaving I guess
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Hmm..why's that?
JulzRhadeG3: They are going to grab the table and then coming back. Then I will leave
JulzRhadeG3: ok so it was my turn?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yep
JulzRhadeG3: Julian's eyes widened as he noticed Angel was leading him downstairs. He put on a burst of vampiric speed and grabbed Angel by the shoulders,pulling him back so hard he thought he might break more of Angel's bones. " Hey, I'm not going down there! " He whispered, just barely audible. He let go of Angel and looked him in the eye. " Cordi is down there, I'm not going. " He said, getting ready to turn and head back to his room. He couldn't see Cordelia. Not only because of the discussion they had earlier but-

JulzRhadeG3: he was still afraid he might bite her again.
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia stared in shock at Gunn, " We are not charging it to HIS credit card! "She exclaimed, suprised at Gunn for even suggesting it. " Hello? Gift for Angel. Keyword, GIFT. " She sighed and grabbed her bag from next to her. She rummaged around for a few seconds and pulled out a gold credit card. " Why charge it to Platinum Visa when I've got gold mastercard? " She smiled slightly. " I should have enough points built up. But it may come up just a bit short. " She admitted, clicking the buy it now option.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (Wesley won't be back for a while)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (alright.)
JulzRhadeG3: I cannot believe this~
JulzRhadeG3: !
JulzRhadeG3: My mom is making me go!
JulzRhadeG3: ...sorry
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (damn)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (ok...later then..)
JulzRhadeG3: later
DrmntBrthOfLife1: save this.
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 3:35:25 PM.
JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 5:04:29 PM.
JulzRhadeG3: ...
JulzRhadeG3: You cannot play ping pong with them, dude its impossible. They don't play by any rule and they do stupid stuff like even if its totaly out of bounds, they smack it as hard as they can and say they win.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: wb
DrmntBrthOfLife1: really now.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I woul rather play air hockey.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: *would
DrmntBrthOfLife1: or pool
JulzRhadeG3: Air hockey kicks all ass
JulzRhadeG3: Ping pong is second
JulzRhadeG3: third is foosball
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Uh huh
JulzRhadeG3: So, how long you stayin on?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Waiting on a phone call I believe.
JulzRhadeG3: Waiting on a phone call to go to work?
JulzRhadeG3: BRB coffee
JulzRhadeG3: back
DrmntBrthOfLife1: k wb
JulzRhadeG3: Scones. I love them. They are good. But theres one thing I just don't get...
JulzRhadeG3: How the HELL does something come out of the oven STALE?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: eh...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I dunno
JulzRhadeG3: Scones, Jam, and coffee...damn good breakfast
JulzRhadeG3: OK so are we continuing our RP?
JulzRhadeG3: ::Angel started decending the stairs slowly. He heard the voices down in the lobby from as far as the hallway he had been in. :: I won't mind about charging WHAT to my card??:: Angel asked as he came down the stairs. He had heard what they were discussing, just wanted to hear it again.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Hold on...I should call em.
JulzRhadeG3: OK i am just posting our last things
JulzRhadeG3: Julian's eyes widened as he noticed Angel was leading him downstairs. He put on a burst of vampiric speed and grabbed Angel by the shoulders,pulling him back so hard he thought he might break more of Angel's bones. " Hey, I'm not going down there! " He whispered, just barely audible. He let go of Angel and looked him in the eye. " Cordi is down there, I'm not going. " He said, getting ready to turn and head back to his room. He couldn't see Cordelia. Not only because of the discussion they had earlier but-

JulzRhadeG3: he was still afraid he might bite her again.
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia stared in shock at Gunn, " We are not charging it to HIS credit card! "She exclaimed, suprised at Gunn for even suggesting it. " Hello? Gift for Angel. Keyword, GIFT. " She sighed and grabbed her bag from next to her. She rummaged around for a few seconds and pulled out a gold credit card. " Why charge it to Platinum Visa when I've got gold mastercard? " She smiled slightly. " I should have enough points built up. But it may come up just a bit short. " She admitted, clicking the buy it now option.

JulzRhadeG3: there
JulzRhadeG3: ( Angel you still there?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yes I am here. Sorry I had used the phone.
JulzRhadeG3: Ah
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel stumbled back being pulled by the shoulders off of the stairs and back up to the hallway. When he got sight of the other vampire, his dark eyes were gone, replaced by deep glowing amber. A growl purred from him, his eyes narrowed. He felt his bones shift in his broken left ankle, and it had caused him to yelp in pain.:: What the hell....::he sputtered out.::
JulzRhadeG3: (Doing Gunn now or are you waiting?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Actually ...Thats my only post. I have to go to work. be back around 9pm

:: BLINKS::

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 05:47:23 GMT

You know what is a bit disturbing at 1:45 in the A.M.? Huh? Invisioning David Boreanaz dancing around in your head to, not one, but two songs. First up, 'Temperture', by Sean John. Quickly followed by 'Itsy Bitsy, Tinnie Weenie, Yellow Poka Dot Bikini' song.

::SHUDDERS::

I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP!

-Angel-

...

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 05:41:46 GMT

DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel looked down seeing the ground freezing over. He knew the powers Julian possessed, and saw what had happened to his favorite broadsword. He didn't move, he stood motionless, as his dark eyes were glued on the moving sheet of ice. It continued to creep up and then overtook his legs. They were incased in solid ice. His legs tingled and he winced some, but still didn't move. He wasn't a fool.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Any slight movement, and it was bye bye to his legs. He swallowed hard and blinked at Julian. He scented the air and smelt Wes, Gunn and Cordy.:: Don't come any closer guys.:: He shouted out warning them. He didn't want anyone to anger Juilan any further. He didn't want to loose his legs, or worse off any of his friends.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::his dark eyes never left Julian. He wanted to keep them on him even when he spoke to the group, just standing 10 feet away down the same street. Sure, they were concerned about both of them, but no need to have them storming in to save the day at the expense of Angel loosing his legs. He bit down on his lower lip. Usually tempertures didn't effect him, mostly cold, cause he was that already. But this, this was different. He held back the shivers that were rising in him. He was worried that if just one escaped his inner hold on it, that that would trigger the shattering of his legs.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: He obviously didn't need, or want that. He thought that Julian did this, so that he could have a better shot at feeding from him. He just hoped in the process, he wouldn't loose his legs, any pressure could be the determining shatter point. He closed his eyes briefly.:: Julian....::He started out slowly in a whisper. He almost had the chill running though his
DrmntBrthOfLife1: -whole body now.He wanted to hold back on the teeth chattering, so he clentched his jaw tightly when he wasn't speaking. But, that did little to take the waves of chill that entered his voice. This caused his voice to shake. He closed his eyes once more, just blocking out the ice and powerful effects it had on him for the moment. He had a reflection on how bad he had been treating Julian. It had been horrible. He took no time to help the youngester make the change from being human to vampire. No training, no guidance, no willpower, nothing. Angel shunned him on every level possible. Angel groaned outwardly. This was bad. This was his punishment. If Julian chose to feed off him till the last drop of the shared blood was sucked clean out of him, that would be that.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (DONE..)
JulzRhadeG3: wow...
JulzRhadeG3: i feel so bad..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (heh..)
JulzRhadeG3: But hey, the heartless bastard deserved it
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I guess..)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian stepped foward, closer to Angel, happy with his handy-work. He forced a smirk even though he barely had the power to stand. The ice wouldn't hold forever. "Sorry but it was necissary so that maybe for once in your entire life since you sired me, you'll listen." Julian mumbled out, a chill going up his own spine. He was having the hardest time in his life not sinking his fangs into Angel and drinking till he felt especially stuffed. "You...killed me. You ended my life, only to bring me back as this filthy demon...every time I tried to get close, you just pushed me away when you full well knew that I needed help. And you know, for the longest time back in sunnydale...when I was...not the unholy thing you made me. I was happy..or at least I thought I was.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (and....)
JulzRhadeG3: All until a cute little blonde named Darla came to me and told me everything I wanted to hear. You, Angelus killed my parents. The only family I had left. And sure, maybe it wasn't you. Maybe it was her that killed them, but you lost your fucking mind and turned me into..this...thing thats inside of me now, constantly clawing, trying to surface." There was a silence between them. Julian inched even closer, now only a few inches from his sires face. "You probably think I'm going to kill you, or tear of your legs or whatever is running through that demonic head of yours...."--
JulzRhadeG3: He paused. "But I'm not going to. I'm not..." Julian was forced to stop by the smell of Angel's blood catching under his nose. He shuttered and shrugged it off. "I'm not...that sick and twisted. Not like you think I am." Julian slowly paced back and forth, his hands now behind his back, trying his best not to collapse or bite Angel. "Tell me, how many have there been? How many innocent people like me have you sank your teeth into and then sired them? HMM?"
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (No cordi or wes)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (hmm...making it simple.. No Gunn for me either..then..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel simply just stood there, not like he could move. That would not be reasonable. He kept eye contact for as long as he could, till that urge of the shiver rose in him and he squeezed his eyes shut and gritted his teeth together. He hoped after all this, discussion, that Julian would release the icy hold he had on him. It was becoming unbareable. The words coming from the othger vampire were noted in his head. Darla- check, Julians family- no check, killing innocents - many checks in that column. He flipped his eyes back open when he felt that the other had moved very close to him.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: They were nearly eye to eye, so close he could feel the others cold breath beating on his face.:: I-I c-c-can't k-keep t-t-t-track.:: Angel studdered out. The chill was invading his voice. He could not hold that back. He did what he could with what mattered, holding back the full body shiver. That would be the end of him. His veins felt like they were frozen
JulzRhadeG3: (Thats because they ARE LOL)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: -solid. Angel ticked his eyes from Julian for just a second. He looked forward down the dark street. He could see the outlines of three figures, he knew who they were. His eyes returned to Julian.:: W-w-what..d-do y-y-you w-want from m-m-e?::: he forced out. He knew what the other wanted. If not just his blood, he wanted answers. Why did it matter how many lives he took?::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done. I figured that. But Angel is unsure..)
JulzRhadeG3: The younger vampire closed his eyes for a few seconds and then opened them again. What did he want? He would tell Angel what he wanted. Slowly, Julian lowered his right hand, releasing Angel from the ice, it melting harmlessly into water. "Theres only one thing that I want to know from you..." Julian stared into Angel's eyes. He felt ready to snap but he couldn't. Not yet. Not before he found out. That is, if there was an answer. There had to be.
"Why?" He croaked weakly, not taking his eyes away from his sires. Julian felt another chill disperse itself through his body, the smell of blood nearly causing his legs to buckle from underneath him. But he held still, focusing his attention on nothing but Angel.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel felt the hold on his legs disapate. There was a watery feeling, and he knew the ice was melting away. His legs were feeling weak, and had become like jello. With a puddle of water at his feet, Angel stumbled back, regaining use to his legs again. The stumble turned into a fall. Angel slammed back on his ass on the wet pavement. The rain had let up from earlier. It was on longer pouring down as it was. Smooth rumbling from the clouds was heard in the distance. Angel raised his head and looked up at Julian.::
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 1:16:08 AM.
JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 1:16:42 AM.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Why?:: Angel repeated, blinking his eyes. He didn't attempt to get up this time. His legs were still getting used to the fact that they were free now.:: Why? Because, You may not k-know the whole deal yet. But un-life as a vampire is a very tasking duty. Some of this ...you have :: he paused and swallowed:: figured out...others you haven't. I have been under constant pressure for being in control of my own operation. An undercover operation. I...it wasn't planned for me to sire you, Julian. And that young woman, a few weeks back. Her, I didn't mean to end her life as I did. I just snapped. I don't know why. AND I could do NOTHING to stop it. It was controlled by the demon. I hold back a hell of a lot, Julian.:: he said in a whisper. He tried not to vampi out at that moment.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: His nerves were fried and had just been unfrozen.:: I have a soul and concience and that innner fucking demon. I have to deal with. That girl and your life wasn't a thing I planned. I just b-broke..snapped. I'm sorry.:: he paused looking down for a moment and closing his eyes. :: Every time I try to sleep, I am haunted, not just by you, but by her..and the countless others. I have to pay and pay and pay..for all of it. Eternal torment...look it up. I pay for it....every damn day. I am sorry, Julian, but I can not give you your life back.:: He ended it there sighing.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: He walked towards it and ripped the sign part off, tearing the pole out of the ground and breaking a piece of the wood off into a make-shift stake. He held it over his heart and closed his eyes, trying to move, but he couldn't. *damnit*
JulzRhadeG3: (Done, have fun)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (boy that was random..)
JulzRhadeG3: (No it wasn't)
JulzRhadeG3: (This is how its been for him since we started the RP. The thought of killing himself lingering in the back of his mind)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel looked up at Julian expecting the other to retaliate. No, that wasn't to be. Julian had moved from towering near him. Angel felt the woosh. He had temporarly closed his eyes focusing on inner thoughts for the moment, and Angelus rambling on in his mind. When he opened his eyes, he saw Juilan had a make shift stake in his clutches, and it was over his own heart. He narrowed his eyes and started to raise himself off the ground. He winced, but got up to stand. He didn't move towards Julian, just stood still.:: Julian....you ...don't have to ...:: he told him.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian's face was now streaked with tears, staring at his sire and moving his eyes towards the area where three figures stood. He looked back to Angel, returning his face to his human features. "Tell Cordelia...I'm sorry.." Those were Julian Rhade's last words. In an instant, Julian pulled the stake hard towards his chest, the ragged tip penatrating his skin and driving itself through his heart. Julian's body exploded into a cloud of dust and fell to the ground. The stake bounced a few times before resting itself at the top of the small pile of dust. He was gone. Forever...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (dude...)
JulzRhadeG3: (Yes?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (why?)
JulzRhadeG3: (Don't even ask me that question)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (::sighs:: alright...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (::morns::-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :-(
JulzRhadeG3: (Alright now for my cordi and wes posts...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (alright..)
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia had been inching closer during Angel and Julian's conversation, trying to see what was going on. She watched as Angel fell backwards onto the ground and she watched Julian walk away. But he seemed to disappear for a moment. By the time she realized what Julian was holding it was too late. She watched the last reminants of her friend disappear into a pile of dust. She screamed and broke into a run, but it would do no good. She turned her head towards Angel and ran to him. "WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP HIM?!" She screamed at him. Her knees gave-way and she collapsed onto the ground, her face in her hands crying.
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley had tried to warn Cordelia about getting any closer but she had ignored him. He wasn't even sure if she really heard him. Wesley went to turn to Gunn to plan incase the two vampires snapped, but Cordelia's scream quickly drowned out any other though. Wesley squinted his eyes, but there were only a small handfull of things that could have happened. Wesley's eyes moved to Gunn. He wanted to say something but he couldn't find anything to say.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (-sigh-)
JulzRhadeG3: (This isn't 'the end' though..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( isn't? ::ponders the meaning..::-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: damn smiles...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: sorry..
JulzRhadeG3: I sorta didnt want to kill him..but I couldn't stand to post him anymore...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn had watched it all, standing behind Wesley, squinting when needed. That still didn't make the figures ahead of them any clearier when he did so. He watched as one of the figures, Angel, fell back and onto his ass. The other figure when out of view but then soon returned. Then that tell tale sound hit his ears. The sound he could never forget. The last sound a vampire made before poofing into dust. The immistakeable screaming mixed with a growl they did. Gunn hung his head down.:: Well one of them just..excuse the pun...but bit the dust.:: Gunn said in a low voice. He looked up at Wesley. He heard Cordy scream out and run past them. It was Julian. It had to be.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (Done.)
JulzRhadeG3: (That was so impersonal)
JulzRhadeG3: (Of course, I doubt that bastard even cared)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (well he had mixed feelings.)
JulzRhadeG3: (Yeah, but when it comes down to it, he was just another vampire. Soul-less, creature of the night. Evil.)
JulzRhadeG3: (That was really hard for me to do...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel still remained still, he thought maybe he had a chance at winning back Julian, or atleast get him to stop himself from the staking he was going to do. All that ended in an instant. Julian, in complete sadness, took his own un-life. Angel had no hand in it. He just watched blinking as the vampire bursted into dust before his eyes. The stake making a clatter apon the pile left behind. Angel lowered his head, looking down at it. He swallowed hard. That was when he heard Cordiela...
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 1:51:39 AM.
JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 1:53:03 AM.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: she was screaming and running up behind him. In some effort to try to make a last ditch attempt at saving Julian. Angel didn't think he had a chance at even doing that. Somehow, he figured with the way he had been treating him, the whole group as a whole also had been treating him like dirt. This was his only way out. Angel licked at his bottom lip and raised his head up. He closed his eyes.:: Cordy....:: He breathed out slowly. :: He told me to tell you...that he is sorry.:: he said and then looked over his shoulder at her. He saw the emotion on her face.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: Was that your only angel post?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (for now..yes..)
JulzRhadeG3: alright it looked like the second part to one
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( oh there was one before that..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (lol)
JulzRhadeG3: (-growls lowly-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (need that one??)
JulzRhadeG3: yea
JulzRhadeG3: I got kicked off)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel still remained still, he thought maybe he had a chance at winning back Julian, or atleast get him to stop himself from the staking he was going to do. All that ended in an instant. Julian, in complete sadness, took his own un-life. Angel had no hand in it. He just watched blinking as the vampire bursted into dust before his eyes. The stake making a clatter apon the pile left behind. Angel lowered his head, looking down at it. He swallowed hard. That was when he heard Cordiela...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: she was screaming and running up behind him. In some effort to try to make a last ditch attempt at saving Julian. Angel didn't think he had a chance at even doing that. Somehow, he figured with the way he had been treating him, the whole group as a whole also had been treating him like dirt. This was his only way out.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Angel licked at his bottom lip and raised his head up. He closed his eyes.:: Cordy....:: He breathed out slowly. :: He told me to tell you...that he is sorry.:: he said and then looked over his shoulder at her. He saw the emotion on her face.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (damn, I feel like shit..)
JulzRhadeG3: I feel even worse)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :'(
JulzRhadeG3: I'm literally crying and my chest feels like someone is squeezing my heart)
JulzRhadeG3: just give me a minute.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: wow...okay..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: dude...I am sorry..now I feel like the heartless bastard...
JulzRhadeG3: "Sorry isn't good enough!" Cordelia yelled over her sobbing. She let herself..fall onto her side, curling up and continuing to cry. She thought about how she had treated him the past few days. What she had said to him. She cried harder, thinking about one of the last things she had said to him while he was still sane. She had told him they weren't friends. Those words ate at her painfully, she felt dead and empty, like there was nothing left of anything. "Julian I'm so sorry.." She said over her tears, her eyes still closed and trying in some way to hold onto the memories of him that were quickly fading in her mind.
JulzRhadeG3: (its nothing you did...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (in a way it was..)
JulzRhadeG3: (How so?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (heh..do I have to explain?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I didn't want you to loose your character..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (but, that was your choice. I was going to intervene...)
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 2:06:55 AM.
JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 2:07:15 AM.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (wb)
JulzRhadeG3: Did you get my wes post?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: no..
JulzRhadeG3: ok
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley arrived a few feet away from Cordelia and Angel, unable to speak or move. He could hardly believe what had all just happened. He eyed the pile of dust on the ground, still unable to move. (I'm sorry this is all i can write..)
JulzRhadeG3: I lose characters all the time..its just the way things have to go sometimes..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :'(
JulzRhadeG3: its probably not a healthy thing with long term rps like this because i get so attached..
JulzRhadeG3: and then when i have to do things like that...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I killed off Angel...once....and had numerous attacks on him from others...always a vampire slayer was there to risk their life to ffeed him for some reason.....I understand..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I am bonded to my character...
JulzRhadeG3: Well i just lost my last character,,,but its fine i guess
JulzRhadeG3: not like he was real
DrmntBrthOfLife1: True...but it still is an expression of yourself somewhat...you created Julian. I didn't created the character of Angel, but I try my hardest to keep with the backround and the detail of the character to keep it true to form. I don't like to sway. Angel can be heartless and unthinking...so I did that tonite..sorry.
JulzRhadeG3: its fine dude
DrmntBrthOfLife1: anyways...the end right?
JulzRhadeG3: if you want to
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Not, really..but I was unsure..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Wouldn't know where to go from here. But I was going to risk Angel for Julian if he hadn't got the stake. Seriously..
JulzRhadeG3: Theres still alot thats been left unsaid
JulzRhadeG3: I can create the base for an ending if you want
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Umm...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I..uh guess...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I got attached to your character..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: You did a fine job. I hope I did the same.
JulzRhadeG3: Where do you want 'the end' to begin
JulzRhadeG3: As I've said in the past, your a great RPer
JulzRhadeG3: I don't have anything to complain about
DrmntBrthOfLife1: How..about...well....now..? Or did you want to reverse it?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: That would be altering it if we backed it up..
JulzRhadeG3: No, no, I mean like now or later like the next day or a week later or whatever. Not reverse, that wouldn't make sense
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yeah...well do you have time now?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Or..you going? Cause I am not sure when I can be back online..
JulzRhadeG3: I have plenty of time
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (<< has been holding in a pee since before Angel and Julian fought.)
JulzRhadeG3: Dude
JulzRhadeG3: like..go to the bathroom
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I couldnt leave...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: hahah
DrmntBrthOfLife1: sure...hold on then.
JulzRhadeG3: ok
DrmntBrthOfLife1: dont go no where.
JulzRhadeG3: if you needed to make a pitstop you could have said something
DrmntBrthOfLife1: back
JulzRhadeG3: damn
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ssorry I was really stuck itno the rp
DrmntBrthOfLife1: *into
DrmntBrthOfLife1: what?
JulzRhadeG3: you were gone a while
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I had to piss ..
JulzRhadeG3: Alot!
DrmntBrthOfLife1: yes..
JulzRhadeG3: lol
DrmntBrthOfLife1: that happens
JulzRhadeG3: damn Angel
JulzRhadeG3: next time just say something lol
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Alright..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: But I..sadly live to rp. I love it...I hold it dear...like you this is my social outlit.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: But anyways..::sighs:: onward..
JulzRhadeG3: lol
JulzRhadeG3: As I asked before,
DrmntBrthOfLife1: yes..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: continuing..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: "the end"
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I would like closure..
JulzRhadeG3: yeah, so where do you want this end to start?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: why not like I suggested...where we left off?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: What did you have in mind?
JulzRhadeG3: I dunno I haven't thought of anything yet lol thats why I'm asking you
JulzRhadeG3: Your post
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ah
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel turned his head back, lowering his eyes to the pile. He bent down and took the makeshift stake from the top. He rose, holding the stake. He spun around on his heel, he looked down seeing Cordiela torn up, and crying her eyes out. He tilted his head up and saw Wesley there. He just swallowed.:: It...happened..so...fast....::he started to say...:: then paused. He focused back on Cordy. It ate at him how much she felt for him all the sudden.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done. Unsure of what do to with Gunn.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: *to do
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (damnit man..Why did you have to go and do that??? I really liked this Rp...the way it was going. ::sighs:: Im sorry..)
JulzRhadeG3: (I'm sorry but it was eating at me at all of the pain and emotion and crap. I couldn't to do it anymore. Sorry.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (right...okay)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( but did Angels explaination even make any sense? About why he did what he did? I was trying to make it sound right.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (shuting up now..)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian wanted purpose. And he wanted to know why Angel sired him. You basicly came out and said that he had no purpose, so he saw no reason to keep 'living' if all he was, was a danger to people he cared about
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia didn't say anything. She didn't know what else to do except stand up and walk towards the hyperion, wanting to be alone. When she reached the doors, she walked in and up the stairs, down the hall and into what used to be Julian's room. She tried to stop crying. Julian wouldn't want to see her like this. She did her best to hold back what she could but it still wasn't enough. She let her body fall onto his bed and she curled up once more, trying to calm herself down.
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley was still frozen, eyes locked on the pile of dust. He absolutely refused to cry. He managed to move his head to look at Angel, a blank expression was locked onto his face. He still couldn't say anything, or make any noise for that matter.
JulzRhadeG3: (done...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :'(
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (hell, I dont know what to do..)
JulzRhadeG3: "So the poor creature finally staked himself. What a shame" A sarcastic, sexy voice said from a dark alley behind everyone. Footsteps were heard as the figure stepped into the very little light ther was. Darla stared around and finally locked her sight onto Angel, walking foward. Step by step she got closer to him, an evil smirk that seemed permanatly whiped across her cherry red lips. She was wearing a black leather jacket with matching pants, and high heeled boots to complete it all. Her hair was dry and perfectly waved as she finally stopped about two feet from the large vampire.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (okay..now I got something to work from..)
JulzRhadeG3: "Bravo...Bravo.." she said smoothly, clapping her hands slowly.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (I figured this might help)
JulzRhadeG3: brb while i raid the fridge
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JulzRhadeG3: sry
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 2:52:46 AM.
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel heard that unmistakable voice reach his dead ears. He spun around, his duster swinging around his legs. He had a firm grip on the stake, still in his hand. He saw her, it was Darla. ** What the hell is she doing here?** Angelus inquired in his mind. He gave her a questioning look and couldn't help but cock his head to the side. His dark eyes skimmed over her attire. **Damn her for looking so, entireablely, sexy.** Angelus cursed in his head.:: Darla..:: Angel blurted out. Standing still, he watched as she inched closer and then halted 2 feet from him.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: He narrowed his eyes at her, as he inclined his head some.:: It's not like you to miss the main event.:: Angel spat. He gripped the stake at his side tighter. With all the confusion, he had half the mind to stake himself. But, first before that was even attempted, he wished to hear her out. Why had she come along all the sudden? His dark chocolate eyes became glittered with feral gold.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: the sight of his own sire, enough to spring him into an emotional tizzy. She would always be able to arouse his demon, and his attention. He heard footsteps moving away from behind them. Angel snapped his head to the side, and looked back over his shoulder, Gunn was heading back to the Hyperion. He sighed and turned back to Darla. He crossed his arms over his broad chest. He still held the stake.:: Is there a reason to your visit?:: He inquired.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley followed soon after Cordelia and gunn, after seeing Darla. He didn't want to stick around for what might happen at this family reunion. Why was she there? This is the question Wesley asked himself all the way back into the lobby. He sat in Angel's office with the doors closed and locked and finally let himself cry some for the loss of Julian.
JulzRhadeG3: Darla smirked. "What, your honestly trying to say that your not the least bit happy to see me, Angelus?" She stepped closer to him and ran her finger along his arm. "I was here for the show. The grand finale! The little mutt finally broke down and bit the dust, tell me Angelus, how does it feel to lose another one?" The expression on her face changed from smooth and sexy, to total seriousness. She honestly wasn't there to rekindle old habits, only to screw with Angel's head until he snapped like a mouse's neck in a mousetrap.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (I've never really RPed Darla before, how am I doing so far?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (nice imagery...heh..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (very well actually.)
JulzRhadeG3: lol why thank you
JulzRhadeG3: lol why thank you
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (your welcome.)
JulzRhadeG3: LOL
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: He squinted his eyes at her words.:: *how does it feel to loose another one?* he asked himself in his head. ** Tell her it takes a weight off your shoulders.** Angelus suggested. ** Tell her he took himself out. He was pitiful and finally saw that. The boy was not good enough to be a vampire. And you were not fit enough to train him. Just a sad story thats all.** Angelus said. Angel gave that some thought.:: I don't have anything to say.:: he put dryly. He shrugged his wide shoulders.:: But, Angelus has something to add.::He told her.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (boy that was blunt.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( If I let Angelus out..he is gonna say some nasty stuff bout Julian...)
JulzRhadeG3: Angel's eyes sent a chill down her spine. She could tell by the look in them he was thinking with two minds. When he spoke of Angelus she smiled and leaned in, resting her weight on his chest. "What does my dear boy have to say?" She asked, her tongue running visibly across her lips and then disappeared back into her mouth. She gave a very short and indirect laugh as she stared deeper into Angel's eyes. Seeing Angelus in small parts.
JulzRhadeG3: (Do what you want)
JulzRhadeG3: (Don't hold back because your afraid of what I might think)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel allowed his eyes to fully change into that deep, glowing feral amber. Then he morphed into the demon. The corner of his lips curled up on one side, giving off that signature Angelus smirk.:: Well, in one word..this sums it up.:: Angelus purred.:: Unworthy.:: he ended. He let loose a low chuckle and the smirk fell from his lips. He ticked his yellow eyes down and eyed the stake in his hand. He twirled it around letting it roll over his strong fingers. He ticked his eyes back up.:: After all...:: He growled.:: I know that was what you would have wanted.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: Darla let her own face morph, matching his smirk. "I wouldn't exactly call it. Unworthy. I would call it. Pathetic. " She said, eyeing the stake and trusting that Angelus would never even consider it. "So," She started, running a hand through Angelus's still partly wet hair. " It is now gone, having taken its own life. Who should we kill next?" She asked, her smirk turning into a weak smile through her fanged teeth.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (But thats as much as i can do tonight)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: awww...
JulzRhadeG3: i'm emotionally exhausted
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Im am seriously sorry..
JulzRhadeG3: All is not lost though
DrmntBrthOfLife1: not really
JulzRhadeG3: I have a small idea in the works but my mind is refusing to work properly.
JulzRhadeG3: Hey does Angel have a last name?
JulzRhadeG3: -trying to change subject-
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Why...do you wish to know?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Just curious..
JulzRhadeG3: Well on the show I have never seen anything about his last name?
JulzRhadeG3: if there was I missed it
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Well in fanfics that use Angelus in them..they refer to his last name as Galway or something close to that. That is the name of his hometown. Galway Ireland. So...thats all about I know..
JulzRhadeG3: hmph
JulzRhadeG3: And what about you?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: There are others that just make it up.
JulzRhadeG3: Mister no last name
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Well now...aren't we getting personal..

JulzRhadeG3: -tackle-
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::stumbles back only slightly.:: Woah that was quick.
JulzRhadeG3: -knocks you over- I ran
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: nice disappearing act.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::folds arms over chest::
JulzRhadeG3: More like damaged modem scripts
JulzRhadeG3: And whats with the folding of the arms? Hmm?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I dunno. Just a response.
JulzRhadeG3: -arcs a brow-
JulzRhadeG3: alright
DrmntBrthOfLife1: yea..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: anyways..
JulzRhadeG3: "Hooray for I am pretty!"
DrmntBrthOfLife1: lol
JulzRhadeG3: LOL
JulzRhadeG3: "Heh. Boobies"
DrmntBrthOfLife1: you looking at that again?
JulzRhadeG3: No
JulzRhadeG3: Memory
DrmntBrthOfLife1: oh
DrmntBrthOfLife1: right.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: wish to continue?
JulzRhadeG3: Last posts..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: k
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 6:56:52 PM.
JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 7:00:31 PM.
JulzRhadeG3: sorry sire
JulzRhadeG3: lol
JulzRhadeG3: -ducks in fear-
JulzRhadeG3: PLEASE FORGIVE ME!
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Raises single eyebrow and peers down at him. Shakes head:: I suppose I can.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::guestures for him to stand.::
JulzRhadeG3: -stands-
JulzRhadeG3: Yes sire?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Would you like to continue?
JulzRhadeG3: Yes
JulzRhadeG3: But I need my Darla posts
DrmntBrthOfLife1: k
JulzRhadeG3: and your Angel ones. Just the most recent
JulzRhadeG3: like our last two posts
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel allowed his eyes to fully change into that deep, glowing feral amber. Then he morphed into the demon. The corner of his lips curled up on one side, giving off that signature Angelus smirk.:: Well, in one word..this sums it up.:: Angelus purred.:: Unworthy.:: he ended. He let loose a low chuckle and the smirk fell from his lips. He ticked his yellow eyes down and eyed the stake in his hand. He twirled it around letting it roll over his strong fingers. He ticked his eyes back up.:: After all...:: He growled.:: I know that was what you would have wanted.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: JulzRhadeG3: Darla let her own face morph, matching his smirk. "I wouldn't exactly call it. Unworthy. I would call it. Pathetic. " She said, eyeing the stake and trusting that Angelus would never even consider it. "So," She started, running a hand through Angelus's still partly wet hair. " It is now gone, having taken its own life. Who should we kill next?" She asked, her smirk turning into a weak smile through her fanged teeth.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

JulzRhadeG3: Thats it?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: so far. I am doing my response.
JulzRhadeG3: Alright
JulzRhadeG3: -waits-
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus ticked his amber eyes up, peering at the star sprinkled sky. He pondered her words.**Who to kill, who to kill?:: he asked in his mind. Cordiela would be interesting. But it was all the more fun to go after innocents, ones that don't know him personally. What he wouldn't do to have a repeat of what he did to that 23 year old woman. Just that memory got him hardining down below. His yellow eyes slid down and he smirked at her. He sensed something up the road.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: (-arcs a brow- 'hardening down below' are we? )
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (lol well she is his sire..and he does in a way love her.)
JulzRhadeG3: (ugh, didn't need that image running through my brain -cringe-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: LOL
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Well I will spare you any more details...hehehehe
JulzRhadeG3: (lol it was more of a joke, but okay)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (knew you would cringe)
JulzRhadeG3: ('details' are something thats needed)
JulzRhadeG3: (omg you did that on purpose?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I know...and I live for details. Sorta...But it was needed. I know that is how Angelus feels.)
JulzRhadeG3: (Exactly. It doesn't really bother me. I'm a dramaking..)
JulzRhadeG3: (MOVING ON)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (-please-)
JulzRhadeG3: Darla sensed Angel's emotions. "How about that dumpy girl that works for you..she looks...tasty." Darla suggested this running her hands from his shoulders down to his abdomen, her tongue licking at her fangs. "Or we could go find a nice, quiet alley and show eachother how I know you feel.." She gave him another smile, staring into his amber eyes.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( ..go find a nice, quiet alley and show each other how I know you feel." hehehe...You know..if you want me to go into detail...you are asking for it there. You want them to...? I can live with it. Just can you deal with the imagery?)..
JulzRhadeG3: (It won't bother me, and its not up to me if they do or not because your the one playing Angel here..)
JulzRhadeG3: (Its on the table)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (right. But I would like to know if you are comforable with that...Obviously you are..)
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 7:19:54 PM.
JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 7:20:48 PM.
JulzRhadeG3: (Sorry..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus slid his eyes to the side, looking off at a building across the street.:: She does look tempting.:: Angelus had to admit. He couldn't deny that along with the soul, he too had feelings for the ex-Sunnydale queen of mean. The only feelings he wanted out of it, were the sound of her neck breaking after he drained her. Then he would do what he willed with the body, take it. Licking at his dry lips, being careful not to snare his tounge on his sharp top teeth and fangs, he answered her.:: I am up for a nice dinner and a show.:: he purred. He turned his attention back to her and lowered his head to hers, leaving a light kiss on her lips.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done. wb.)

iTitaniumX3: Darla cocked her head to the side at his comment. "Mm sounds go-" Angel's lips pressed against hers. She let out a small purr of pleasure, kissing him back before pulling away. "Later, " She started, putting her finger on his bottom lip. "I want to go say hello to your....friends.." She morphed her face back to her human features and started slowly walking towards the Hyperion.
iTitaniumX3: (Short, sorry)
iTitaniumX3: ( I am doing so many things at once_
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (ah...multitasker you...::points.:: )
iTitaniumX3: (-winces when he points- Sorry Sire! -lowers head-
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus looked a bit perplexed as she moved away from him. He let the demon fade away from his face. Dark eyes stared at her back as he spun on his heel. Sliding his eyes to the side, he peered at the Hyperion. A blood bath was surely not far off. He started like he was going to go after her, but he let her fade from view. When that happened, he sprinted across the road, and hopped the fence. He ran through the backyard garden area, and shoved open the doors. He was sure he beat his sire by more than a few steps. He didn't spot anyone in the lobby. Sighing, the vampire bolted across the slick floor, and bounded up the stairs. He slowed as he stalked down the hallway. Scenting the air, he paused infront of the third door on the right.:: Cordy..::he said urgently.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
iTitaniumX3: (be right back...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (narrows eyes. Crosses arms. Waits.)
iTitaniumX3: -comes back in with lowered head and arms in air- Sorry sire, I had to get cookies for Miz-Doesn't-have-any-time-for-me
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::raises brows:: COOKIES??:: Cocks head to the side.::
iTitaniumX3: -looks away- yes..cookies..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::scoffs, waves a hand towards him.:: Please continue....
iTitaniumX3: As you wish
iTitaniumX3: Darla sensed that Angelus wasn't behind her. She narrowed her eyes knowing he probably went to warn his pathetic friends. Her hands touched the cold metal of the front door handles. She pulled, the doors opening with a faint squeak. "Darla's hom--" she stopped before she could finish because she saw that the lobby was empty. *How suprising.* She said sarcasticly in her mind, walking in. Darla took a look around scenting the air. She picked Angelus's scent up. It lead to the stairs. She was on her way.
iTitaniumX3: (What was my last Cordi post?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: *hold on..*
iTitaniumX3: (Thanks sire)
iTitaniumX3: (lol thats fun)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia didn't say anything. She didn't know what else to do except stand up and walk towards the hyperion, wanting to be alone. When she reached the doors, she walked in and up the stairs, down the hall and into what used to be Julian's room. She tried to stop crying. Julian wouldn't want to see her like this. She did her best to hold back what she could but it still wasn't enough. She let her body fall onto his bed and she curled up once more, trying to calm herself down.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (there you go.)
iTitaniumX3: (Thank ya)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (no prob)
iTitaniumX3: Cordelia jumped when the voice behind Cordelia spoke her name. She grabbed a bunch of the sheet and whiped her tear streaked face. She turned and glared at Angel. "W-h-a-t." She shot harshly at him. Cordelia was angry for two things. For not saving Julian, and for siring him in the first place. Her eyes narrowed even further waiting for her answer from the vampiric boss.
iTitaniumX3: (Done)
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::growls::
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::growls::
iTitaniumX3: Sorry sire..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Uh huh...
iTitaniumX3: Seriously
iTitaniumX3: I am
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Were you posting? or was it mine?
iTitaniumX3: My hard drive
iTitaniumX3: My hard drive keeps damaging itself and it halted while I was typing
iTitaniumX3: Your turn
DrmntBrthOfLife1: hmm...
iTitaniumX3: -gets on knees- SORRY!
DrmntBrthOfLife1: * I was under the impression that Cordiela had her door closed on her room. Was it open?*
iTitaniumX3: (Yea it was open)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::glares down at you.:: Better be.
iTitaniumX3: (And its Julian's room)
iTitaniumX3: (Or it was..)
iTitaniumX3: -kisses your shoes-
iTitaniumX3: (okay that was pathetic)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: agreed.
iTitaniumX3: hmm
iTitaniumX3: -hands you warm fresh blood-
DrmntBrthOfLife1: *Now sssshh !! I am posting. ::pushes mug away.::
iTitaniumX3: -pouts- Alright)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus stood in her doorway, a hand pressed to the doorframe. He was dripping wet on the threshold of the room. Now that Cordiela resided in the room, he needed an invite. He wasn't going to enter anyway, unless needed.:: Leave :: He snapped.:: Get Out.:: He snarled out at her. He snapped his head to the side and eyed down the hall. He heard the double doors open and felt Darlas presence. He turned his head back to her.:: NOW!:: he shouted.::
iTitaniumX3: (Sire, I said it was Julian's room)
iTitaniumX3: (You don't need an invite)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I know ....well I was unsure...either way...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( my mind is wandering away again.)
iTitaniumX3: (I'm trying to figure out what to do..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (alright..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (want me to post Gunn?)
iTitaniumX3: (sure..its needed. I will be starting my wesley posts again)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (Kay..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn was sitting in a chair facing the window, when he was sure he heard someone yell. It sounded oddly like Angel. He pulled his eyes from the darkness outside, and stood up. He cautiously padded across the suite he stayed in and got to the door. He wrapped a hand around the knob and slowly turned. The door opened slowly, and he poked his head out. He saw Angel standing in a doorway, about 5 doors down. Just then, the vampire turned his head gazing directly at him.:: You:: He stated, and pointed at him. :: OUT!:: he spat.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (ooops forgot the colors..)
iTitaniumX3: Cordelia got off of what used to be Julian's bed and walked to the door, smirking at him not being able to enter. "Whats the matter Angel? Can't get in? You're NOT INVITED!" She screamed, slamming the door in his face. Because Julian was dead, he should have been able to enter. But something cancelled his invite. Cordi stormed back to Julian's old bed and sat down, arms crossed and her face red with anger and sadness.
iTitaniumX3: Wesley stared at the title of a book sitting on Angel's desk. He had locked himself in and was trying to privately mourn for tonight's loss. He heard the garden doors slam open and then the sound of a female voice. *Darla!* Wesley said in his mind. If she was here Angel would turn into Angelus, and if Angel turned into Angelus then everyone was in grave danger.
iTitaniumX3: Darla reached the top of the stairs and started down the hallway, seeing Angelus there. "Well well Angelus..trying to warn our supper?" She folded her arms and glared at the man she sired so many years ago. The man she was with for more than 150 years. He had a soul now. *Oh well* She thought. She would just have to tempt him more and more until he snapped like a toothpick.
iTitaniumX3: (Done)
iTitaniumX3: (Your turn Sire)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (goodie)
iTitaniumX3: (Lol its fun calling you that)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus felt her right away, turning his head quickly. He glared at her, not letting her deep filled desires she had on him, take effect. He snarled at her once. He pounded on the door before him. He looked down the hall, towards the room Gunn was in. The door was now closed. No one wanted to listen to him. It was like they were blocking him out because of what happened. *Screw em then.* Angel thought angerly. ** Yes, screw...one of them. Maim and torture the rest.** Angelus purred. Angel vamped and snarled at her showing his fangs menicingly.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
iTitaniumX3 signed off at 9:42:40 PM.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn had closed his door, when he saw Darla show up in the hallway. No way was he going to get in the middle of those two vampires. He was safe, he figured in the room. Without an invite, the vampires would be forced to stay out. Gunn moved to the far end of the room and found the ax his homeboys from the streets made him. He snatched it up and sat back down in the chair he was in earlier.::
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn had closed his door, when he saw Darla show up in the hallway. No way was he going to get in the middle of those two vampires. He was safe, he figured in the room. Without an invite, the vampires would be forced to stay out. Gunn moved to the far end of the room and found the ax his homeboys from the streets made him. He snatched it up and sat back down in the chair he was in earlier.::
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn had closed his door, when he saw Darla show up in the hallway. No way was he going to get in the middle of those two vampires. He was safe, he figured in the room. Without an invite, the vampires would be forced to stay out. Gunn moved to the far end of the room and found the ax his homeboys from the streets made him. He snatched it up and sat back down in the chair he was in earlier.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: *wb*
iTitaniumX3: (Terribly sorry sire)
iTitaniumX3: (lol)
iTitaniumX3: (Modem scripts..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::nods:: continue...
iTitaniumX3: Darla sighed, letting her face go. "Angelus you really have gone all gooey haven't you? I knew it!" She exclaimed, turning and heading back down the hall. She was going to take this manipulation as far as she could. All until his soul was ripped from his body. Darla growled inaudibly to human hearing, but vampiric hearing could hear it loud and clear.
iTitaniumX3: Wesley heard Darla move up the stairs and slid one of the double doors open just a little to see if anyone was in the lobby. He found it empty and spotted the weapons cabinet at the far end. He made a run for it, sprinting across the marble flooring of the lobby at top speed. He went to stop, but traction gave way and he slipped, falling on his side and sliding about two feet. He winced in pain, getting up and opening the cabinet, grabbing every stake he could carry.
iTitaniumX3: Cordi looked around. Julian hadn't had much. She saw his laptop on the ground on the other side of the bed. Sometime when everything had started, it must have fallen. It looked to be undamaged when she picked it up, setting it on the bed and opening the case. While she waited for it to power up, Cordelia looked through his desk drawers. She wasn't looking to see if he had been hiding anything. She was looking for things to remember him by. "Its like Doyle all over again.." She said quietly in a sad voice. There was nothing in his desk but a few pieces of paper, a pen, a broken stake and...She stopped. Her eyes rested on a picture tucked half into the corner of the drawer she was going through. She picked it up. It was a picture of Julian and herself.
iTitaniumX3: (Sorry that took so long. Grams keeps asking me why my eyes are tearing..)
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: wb
iTitaniumX3: -hands him a stake- Go ahead!
iTitaniumX3: -turns head away-
DrmntBrthOfLife1: *You are overracting..* ::hands stake back::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (did darla head down the hall past Angel or away from him?)
iTitaniumX3: (away)
iTitaniumX3: (-drops it and bows-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (thanks.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus watched at Darla moved away from him, back towards the stairs. He knew Cordiela wouldn't budge out of that room, or Gunn for that matter. As long as both stayed in their rooms, they were safe. Angelus grunted and moved off, stalking behind Darla. He had picked up on that low growl she made. She was near the stairs when he sacked her from behind. He collided into her back, and both of them fell as one, tumbling down the stairs. Angelus was growling and grunting all the way down. Various body parts were struck roughly apon the hard steps. When they came to rest at the bottom, Angelus was halfway atop her, some blood was running from his nose and lip.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done. no Gunn.)
iTitaniumX3: (Okay..what kind of thing was that? A sexual move or a 'I'm kicking your ass!' move?
iTitaniumX3: (Knowing those two. That could mean anything)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: *second one....lol and I know what you mean.*
iTitaniumX3: (Yeah, Angelus isn't exactly...um. Gentle)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Nope..
iTitaniumX3: Everything was going her way at the moment. Angelus was getting angry. It showed as they tumbled down the stairs. She laughed when they stopped and Angelus was 'halfway atop her'. "Mmm lets to that one again!' She said, licking her lips, carefully piercing her tongue as she did so. She stopped her laughing, smelling someone in the lobby. She turned her head to see Wesley Windom Pryce next to a cabinet and loaded with stakes. "Lets eat him first!" Darla exclaimed, trying to squirm out from under Angelus.
iTitaniumX3: Wesley heard voices and then loud grunts and growls from Angelus when he came toppling down the stairs. He held up a stake in each hand when Darla spoke. "Don't come near me you unholy demon..." He knew full well if she came anywhere near him, he was dead. The color drained from his face, but he inched closer. "Angel...or Angelus?" he asked.
iTitaniumX3: Cordelia held the picture to her chest, over her heart and turned, sitting back on the bed and staring at the computer screen. Another picture of them was his desktop backround. She closed her eyes tightly, trying to keep the tears from running again. It was no use in the end, the tears started to run. She tried to shrug off the feeling like she was being watched. What she didn't realize is that she really was being watched.
iTitaniumX3: (Your trying to say something?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: *Wyndam* lol..
iTitaniumX3: (I'm not done. And thank you)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (lol)
iTitaniumX3: Julian phased into view, though a bit transparent behind Cordelia. He didn't say anything. He couldn't find anything to say to her. He just watched her for a little while, 'stepping closer to the bed. He saw she was on his computer and had found the picture he kept of them. He sighed inaudibly and phased back out again, still standing there but invisible to human eyes.
iTitaniumX3: (Done)
iTitaniumX3: (I'm not telling you anything! -ducks-
iTitaniumX3: )
iTitaniumX3: (Sire? You there?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I am here.)
iTitaniumX3: (-reaches out with mug of blood for you-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: *takes it this time.*
iTitaniumX3: (-gets a mug for self and sips it-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus squirmed around and felt her doing the same under her. He got his footing and shot up to his feet. He reached a hand down and helped Darla up. He shook his head at Wesley.:: Oooh..Am I supposed to be threatened by that?:: He asked him , while raising a single eyebrow. Then without warning he quickly backhanded Darla across the face. When she stumbled back, he tore a stake from the inner pocket of his duster. He raised it above her breast.:: WESLEY!:: Angel barked.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
iTitaniumX3: (No Charles?)
iTitaniumX3: (I'll be back in a second)
iTitaniumX3: (Grams is kicking me out!)
iTitaniumX3: (-growls- I guess I can't complain. Shes 75
iTitaniumX3: so brb
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iTitaniumX3: Back....
iTitaniumX3: (No Gunn? -sips blood-)
iTitaniumX3: (You busy sire?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Not anymore.
iTitaniumX3: ?
iTitaniumX3: What..were you doing?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn had heard the racket in the hallway and then downstairs. He hurried from the chair now feeling he had to get into motion. Something was going on and he needed to be of some help. He blasted out of the room and hurried down the hall. He felt on himself and found that he had a hidden stake stashed in his belt loop. He pulled it out and held it in the one hand. In his other, he hefted the homeboy made ax. He stopped atop the walkway above the lobby. Peering down, he saw Angel and Darla. He turned his head and then saw Wesley near the weapons cabinet. Without a second to pass, Gunn dropped the ax, and with the stake raised in one hand, he clodded down the stairs in a hurry.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: He got up behind Angel , and hooked that stake hand around the front of him. He aimed and brought the weapon home. That got a cry out of Angel.:: Got em, English!:: Gunn called out proudly. Gunn stepped away from both vampires and bounded up the stairs to retreive his ax.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
iTitaniumX3: What the fuck?
iTitaniumX3: Okay back up
iTitaniumX3: That last part made no sense to me
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (lol..hey ...whatever...trying other stuff..)
iTitaniumX3: what?
iTitaniumX3: -arcs a brow at his sire-)
iTitaniumX3: Okay Angel. Just start from the beginning lol
iTitaniumX3: I thought you weren't busy anymore?
iTitaniumX3: We can stop if your busy
DrmntBrthOfLife1: What?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: No...I just have another Rp going.
iTitaniumX3: okay explain that last part of Gunn to me
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Ok..Gunn figured Wesley was in trouble so..he went in to help.
iTitaniumX3: yeah yeah
DrmntBrthOfLife1: makes sense.. Cordiela is busy with what appears to be ghost julian.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: and his laptop
iTitaniumX3: I'm not saying anything
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Ahah..Phantom Julian.
iTitaniumX3: and I meant explain the part with the stake and Gunn?
iTitaniumX3: Still not saying anything sire
iTitaniumX3: Sorry
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Well ...like I said...I am not completely sure why I did that. Figure that Gunn is confused. Doesnt know what team Angel is on at the moment. The ax he didn't want to use....so ..a stake...
iTitaniumX3: -sigh- you still don't get it!
iTitaniumX3: I mean you said he drove it home..ahem angel would burst into dust
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( he thought he did....)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (it his pretty damn close though...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I get what you are saying.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I am..getting..out there with my posts. I do apologize.
iTitaniumX3: Its fine
iTitaniumX3: Sire can do no wrong! HAHA
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :-\
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :-(
iTitaniumX3: ? Whats wrong?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Ok...I admit it...I didn't know what the hell to do with Gunn...okay??
iTitaniumX3: Your saying that like its a problem
iTitaniumX3: I don't know what the hell I'm doing!
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (go ahead...)
iTitaniumX3: Darla felt Angelus's hand collide with her face, and then the she saw a stake over her heart. "Oh, Angelus you can't and you know it. You just love me too much." She told him, purring with pleasure at his anger. She managed to pull free from his grasp. She turned and growled at him, but not out of anger. "Come and get me Angelus!" She bolted towards the garden doors and ran out into the night.
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: wb
iTitaniumX3: Wesley watched the most recent events unfold and then dropped the stakes he was holding when Darla ran out of the hotel. Without saying anything, he walked back into Angel's office and locked himself in once more, sitting back down in the chair. (Done and super short, terribly sorry)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Geez..
iTitaniumX3: what?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: nothing.
iTitaniumX3: No no
iTitaniumX3: Tell me
iTitaniumX3: Angel.
iTitaniumX3: I don't see you typing..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ?
iTitaniumX3: Cordelia Chase turned around, seeing nothing but empty space. Empty space. Thats how she felt. Empty. Empty and depressed, mixed with anger. *What did Julian mean when he told Angel to tell me he was sorry? Sorry for what? biting me? * She thought back to his journal which was lying on the bed next to his computer. She didn't know exactly why she was on his computer. She didn't know what she was looking for. Cordelia shut the case and sighed loudly, only to take in an equally loud breath or air. There had been nothing left of Doyle when he died. Nothing except the only thing he had. HIs visions. Which he passed on to Cordelia. Julian only had a few things, but she would keep every single one of them.
iTitaniumX3: IDone)
iTitaniumX3: You said quote-unquote Geez
iTitaniumX3: -ahem- why?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: No one seemed to notice what happend to Angel..but ..dont worry I have a plan.
iTitaniumX3: Wesley ignored it
iTitaniumX3: He was in no mood to stick around
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus was full of anger, he didn't know whether to jam the stake in her , or throw it away and beat her up some for the hell of it. She made up his mind for him, moving out of the way and heading for the double doors of the backyard. He didn't realized he had been staked, and wrongly at that. In all the anger he had inside, he didn't take heed to the woosh of air and the warnings his inner senses were telling him. Now that Darla had run off, Angelus then looked down , and stumbled back some. His head turned, eyes at the stairs. Gunn. He smelt Gunns scent all over him. He lowered his head, seeing the butt end of the stake hanging out of his chest. It was off to the right. It had missed his heart, but it had hit a lung. Coughing, and reaching a hand to clutch at his chest, the vampire sank hard to the floor. Blood started coming from his mouth.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done. I wanted drama...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn caught the look Angel gave him before the vampire collapsed onto the ground coughing up blood. With the ax in his hand, he skipped down the steps and past Angel. He headed past the counter and turned. Through the window, he saw Wesley sitting at Angel's desk. He went to open the door, but it was locked. He tapped a finger to the window.:: Wes..:: He mouthed the words.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
iTitaniumX3: Wesley didn't bother to look at Gunn and ignored him. He just wanted to sit and be alone. He wondered if Angel was on Darla's side or on their side. There was no sure way to know. When Angel became Angelus, anything was possible. Wesley rested his gaze on the book he had been staring at before. He wondered why Angel would have a copy of a book he could not touch. Slowly, Wesley moved his eyes to another book and tried to shut the world out.
iTitaniumX3: (No anyone else for now)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: hmm
iTitaniumX3: (And um. Angel doesn't need air)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I know..
iTitaniumX3: (lol lung my ass)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Just a reaction...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: just like Juilan.
iTitaniumX3: (lol)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I have seen him spit up blood before..so this isnt new
iTitaniumX3: (Yeah it would kinda be hard to not breath. Reguardless of whether you needed it or not)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Thats what I am trying to do..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn figured out that the ex-watcher was ignoring him on purpose. He moved from the door, heading back out into the lobby. He looked down across the floor, seeing Angel yanking out the stake and throwing it away.:: Yo, you evil? Cause I got something for you if you are.:: Gunn told Angel as he came a bit closer and then stopped.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

One Potato, Two Potato, Three Potato, Four...

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 05:40:43 GMT

[ AND NOW THE EXCITING, CONFUSING CONCLUSION...]

JulzRhadeG3: The younger vampire closed his eyes for a few seconds and then opened them again. What did he want? He would tell Angel what he wanted. Slowly, Julian lowered his right hand, releasing Angel from the ice, it melting harmlessly into water. "Theres only one thing that I want to know from you..." Julian stared into Angel's eyes. He felt ready to snap but he couldn't. Not yet. Not before he found out. That is, if there was an answer. There had to be.
"Why?" He croaked weakly, not taking his eyes away from his sires. Julian felt another chill disperse itself through his body, the smell of blood nearly causing his legs to buckle from underneath him. But he held still, focusing his attention on nothing but Angel.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel felt the hold on his legs disapate. There was a watery feeling, and he knew the ice was melting away. His legs were feeling weak, and had become like jello. With a puddle of water at his feet, Angel stumbled back, regaining use to his legs again. The stumble turned into a fall. Angel slammed back on his ass on the wet pavement. The rain had let up from earlier. It was on longer pouring down as it was. Smooth rumbling from the clouds was heard in the distance. Angel raised his head and looked up at Julian.::
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: Why?:: Angel repeated, blinking his eyes. He didn't attempt to get up this time. His legs were still getting used to the fact that they were free now.:: Why? Because, You may not k-know the whole deal yet. But un-life as a vampire is a very tasking duty. Some of this ...you have :: he paused and swallowed:: figured out...others you haven't. I have been under constant pressure for being in control of my own operation. An undercover operation. I...it wasn't planned for me to sire you, Julian. And that young woman, a few weeks back. Her, I didn't mean to end her life as I did. I just snapped. I don't know why. AND I could do NOTHING to stop it. It was controlled by the demon. I hold back a hell of a lot, Julian.:: he said in a whisper. He tried not to vampi out at that moment.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: His nerves were fried and had just been unfrozen.:: I have a soul and concience and that innner fucking demon. I have to deal with. That girl and your life wasn't a thing I planned. I just b-broke..snapped. I'm sorry.:: he paused looking down for a moment and closing his eyes. :: Every time I try to sleep, I am haunted, not just by you, but by her..and the countless others. I have to pay and pay and pay..for all of it. Eternal torment...look it up. I pay for it....every damn day. I am sorry, Julian, but I can not give you your life back.:: He ended it there sighing.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: He walked towards it and ripped the sign part off, tearing the pole out of the ground and breaking a piece of the wood off into a make-shift stake. He held it over his heart and closed his eyes, trying to move, but he couldn't. *damnit*
JulzRhadeG3: (Done, have fun)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (boy that was random..)
JulzRhadeG3: (No it wasn't)
JulzRhadeG3: (This is how its been for him since we started the RP. The thought of killing himself lingering in the back of his mind)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel looked up at Julian expecting the other to retaliate. No, that wasn't to be. Julian had moved from towering near him. Angel felt the woosh. He had temporarly closed his eyes focusing on inner thoughts for the moment, and Angelus rambling on in his mind. When he opened his eyes, he saw Juilan had a make shift stake in his clutches, and it was over his own heart. He narrowed his eyes and started to raise himself off the ground. He winced, but got up to stand. He didn't move towards Julian, just stood still.:: Julian....you ...don't have to ...:: he told him.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian's face was now streaked with tears, staring at his sire and moving his eyes towards the area where three figures stood. He looked back to Angel, returning his face to his human features. "Tell Cordelia...I'm sorry.." Those were Julian Rhade's last words. In an instant, Julian pulled the stake hard towards his chest, the ragged tip penatrating his skin and driving itself through his heart. Julian's body exploded into a cloud of dust and fell to the ground. The stake bounced a few times before resting itself at the top of the small pile of dust. He was gone. Forever...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (dude...)
JulzRhadeG3: (Yes?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (why?)
JulzRhadeG3: (Don't even ask me that question)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (::sighs:: alright...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (::morns::-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :-(
JulzRhadeG3: (Alright now for my cordi and wes posts...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (alright..)
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia had been inching closer during Angel and Julian's conversation, trying to see what was going on. She watched as Angel fell backwards onto the ground and she watched Julian walk away. But he seemed to disappear for a moment. By the time she realized what Julian was holding it was too late. She watched the last reminants of her friend disappear into a pile of dust. She screamed and broke into a run, but it would do no good. She turned her head towards Angel and ran to him. "WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP HIM?!" She screamed at him. Her knees gave-way and she collapsed onto the ground, her face in her hands crying.
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley had tried to warn Cordelia about getting any closer but she had ignored him. He wasn't even sure if she really heard him. Wesley went to turn to Gunn to plan incase the two vampires snapped, but Cordelia's scream quickly drowned out any other though. Wesley squinted his eyes, but there were only a small handfull of things that could have happened. Wesley's eyes moved to Gunn. He wanted to say something but he couldn't find anything to say.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (-sigh-)
JulzRhadeG3: (This isn't 'the end' though..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( isn't? ::ponders the meaning..::-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: damn smiles...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: sorry..
JulzRhadeG3: I sorta didnt want to kill him..but I couldn't stand to post him anymore...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn had watched it all, standing behind Wesley, squinting when needed. That still didn't make the figures ahead of them any clearier when he did so. He watched as one of the figures, Angel, fell back and onto his ass. The other figure when out of view but then soon returned. Then that tell tale sound hit his ears. The sound he could never forget. The last sound a vampire made before poofing into dust. The immistakeable screaming mixed with a growl they did. Gunn hung his head down.:: Well one of them just..excuse the pun...but bit the dust.:: Gunn said in a low voice. He looked up at Wesley. He heard Cordy scream out and run past them. It was Julian. It had to be.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (Done.)
JulzRhadeG3: (That was so impersonal)
JulzRhadeG3: (Of course, I doubt that bastard even cared)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (well he had mixed feelings.)
JulzRhadeG3: (Yeah, but when it comes down to it, he was just another vampire. Soul-less, creature of the night. Evil.)
JulzRhadeG3: (That was really hard for me to do...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel still remained still, he thought maybe he had a chance at winning back Julian, or atleast get him to stop himself from the staking he was going to do. All that ended in an instant. Julian, in complete sadness, took his own un-life. Angel had no hand in it. He just watched blinking as the vampire bursted into dust before his eyes. The stake making a clatter apon the pile left behind. Angel lowered his head, looking down at it. He swallowed hard. That was when he heard Cordiela...
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 1:51:39 AM.
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: she was screaming and running up behind him. In some effort to try to make a last ditch attempt at saving Julian. Angel didn't think he had a chance at even doing that. Somehow, he figured with the way he had been treating him, the whole group as a whole also had been treating him like dirt. This was his only way out. Angel licked at his bottom lip and raised his head up. He closed his eyes.:: Cordy....:: He breathed out slowly. :: He told me to tell you...that he is sorry.:: he said and then looked over his shoulder at her. He saw the emotion on her face.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: Was that your only angel post?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (for now..yes..)
JulzRhadeG3: alright it looked like the second part to one
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( oh there was one before that..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (lol)
JulzRhadeG3: (-growls lowly-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (need that one??)
JulzRhadeG3: yea
JulzRhadeG3: I got kicked off)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel still remained still, he thought maybe he had a chance at winning back Julian, or atleast get him to stop himself from the staking he was going to do. All that ended in an instant. Julian, in complete sadness, took his own un-life. Angel had no hand in it. He just watched blinking as the vampire bursted into dust before his eyes. The stake making a clatter apon the pile left behind. Angel lowered his head, looking down at it. He swallowed hard. That was when he heard Cordiela...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: she was screaming and running up behind him. In some effort to try to make a last ditch attempt at saving Julian. Angel didn't think he had a chance at even doing that. Somehow, he figured with the way he had been treating him, the whole group as a whole also had been treating him like dirt. This was his only way out.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Angel licked at his bottom lip and raised his head up. He closed his eyes.:: Cordy....:: He breathed out slowly. :: He told me to tell you...that he is sorry.:: he said and then looked over his shoulder at her. He saw the emotion on her face.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (damn, I feel like shit..)
JulzRhadeG3: I feel even worse)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :'(
JulzRhadeG3: I'm literally crying and my chest feels like someone is squeezing my heart)
JulzRhadeG3: just give me a minute.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: wow...okay..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: dude...I am sorry..now I feel like the heartless bastard...
JulzRhadeG3: "Sorry isn't good enough!" Cordelia yelled over her sobbing. She let herself..fall onto her side, curling up and continuing to cry. She thought about how she had treated him the past few days. What she had said to him. She cried harder, thinking about one of the last things she had said to him while he was still sane. She had told him they weren't friends. Those words ate at her painfully, she felt dead and empty, like there was nothing left of anything. "Julian I'm so sorry.." She said over her tears, her eyes still closed and trying in some way to hold onto the memories of him that were quickly fading in her mind.
JulzRhadeG3: (its nothing you did...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (in a way it was..)
JulzRhadeG3: (How so?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (heh..do I have to explain?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I didn't want you to loose your character..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (but, that was your choice. I was going to intervene...)
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 2:06:55 AM.
JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 2:07:15 AM.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (wb)
JulzRhadeG3: Did you get my wes post?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: no..
JulzRhadeG3: ok
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley arrived a few feet away from Cordelia and Angel, unable to speak or move. He could hardly believe what had all just happened. He eyed the pile of dust on the ground, still unable to move. (I'm sorry this is all i can write..)
JulzRhadeG3: I lose characters all the time..its just the way things have to go sometimes..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :'(
JulzRhadeG3: its probably not a healthy thing with long term rps like this because i get so attached..
JulzRhadeG3: and then when i have to do things like that...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I killed off Angel...once....and had numerous attacks on him from others...always a vampire slayer was there to risk their life to ffeed him for some reason.....I understand..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I am bonded to my character...
JulzRhadeG3: Well i just lost my last character,,,but its fine i guess
JulzRhadeG3: not like he was real
DrmntBrthOfLife1: True...but it still is an expression of yourself somewhat...you created Julian. I didn't created the character of Angel, but I try my hardest to keep with the backround and the detail of the character to keep it true to form. I don't like to sway. Angel can be heartless and unthinking...so I did that tonite..sorry.
JulzRhadeG3: its fine dude
DrmntBrthOfLife1: anyways...the end right?
JulzRhadeG3: if you want to
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Not, really..but I was unsure..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Wouldn't know where to go from here. But I was going to risk Angel for Julian if he hadn't got the stake. Seriously..
JulzRhadeG3: Theres still alot thats been left unsaid
JulzRhadeG3: I can create the base for an ending if you want
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Umm...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I..uh guess...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I got attached to your character..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: You did a fine job. I hope I did the same.
JulzRhadeG3: Where do you want 'the end' to begin
JulzRhadeG3: As I've said in the past, your a great RPer
JulzRhadeG3: I don't have anything to complain about
DrmntBrthOfLife1: How..about...well....now..? Or did you want to reverse it?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: That would be altering it if we backed it up..
JulzRhadeG3: No, no, I mean like now or later like the next day or a week later or whatever. Not reverse, that wouldn't make sense
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yeah...well do you have time now?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Or..you going? Cause I am not sure when I can be back online..
JulzRhadeG3: I have plenty of time
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (<< has been holding in a pee since before Angel and Julian fought.)
JulzRhadeG3: Dude
JulzRhadeG3: like..go to the bathroom
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I couldnt leave...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: hahah
DrmntBrthOfLife1: sure...hold on then.
JulzRhadeG3: ok
DrmntBrthOfLife1: dont go no where.
JulzRhadeG3: if you needed to make a pitstop you could have said something
DrmntBrthOfLife1: back
JulzRhadeG3: damn
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ssorry I was really stuck itno the rp
DrmntBrthOfLife1: *into
DrmntBrthOfLife1: what?
JulzRhadeG3: you were gone a while
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I had to piss ..
JulzRhadeG3: Alot!
DrmntBrthOfLife1: yes..
JulzRhadeG3: lol
DrmntBrthOfLife1: that happens
JulzRhadeG3: damn Angel
JulzRhadeG3: next time just say something lol
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Alright..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: But I..sadly live to rp. I love it...I hold it dear...like you this is my social outlit.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: But anyways..::sighs:: onward..
JulzRhadeG3: lol
JulzRhadeG3: As I asked before,
DrmntBrthOfLife1: yes..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: continuing..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: "the end"
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I would like closure..
JulzRhadeG3: yeah, so where do you want this end to start?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: why not like I suggested...where we left off?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: What did you have in mind?
JulzRhadeG3: I dunno I haven't thought of anything yet lol thats why I'm asking you
JulzRhadeG3: Your post
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ah
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel turned his head back, lowering his eyes to the pile. He bent down and took the makeshift stake from the top. He rose, holding the stake. He spun around on his heel, he looked down seeing Cordiela torn up, and crying her eyes out. He tilted his head up and saw Wesley there. He just swallowed.:: It...happened..so...fast....::he started to say...:: then paused. He focused back on Cordy. It ate at him how much she felt for him all the sudden.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done. Unsure of what do to with Gunn.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: *to do
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (damnit man..Why did you have to go and do that??? I really liked this Rp...the way it was going. ::sighs:: Im sorry..)
JulzRhadeG3: (I'm sorry but it was eating at me at all of the pain and emotion and crap. I couldn't to do it anymore. Sorry.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (right...okay)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( but did Angels explaination even make any sense? About why he did what he did? I was trying to make it sound right.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (shuting up now..)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian wanted purpose. And he wanted to know why Angel sired him. You basicly came out and said that he had no purpose, so he saw no reason to keep 'living' if all he was, was a danger to people he cared about
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia didn't say anything. She didn't know what else to do except stand up and walk towards the hyperion, wanting to be alone. When she reached the doors, she walked in and up the stairs, down the hall and into what used to be Julian's room. She tried to stop crying. Julian wouldn't want to see her like this. She did her best to hold back what she could but it still wasn't enough. She let her body fall onto his bed and she curled up once more, trying to calm herself down.
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley was still frozen, eyes locked on the pile of dust. He absolutely refused to cry. He managed to move his head to look at Angel, a blank expression was locked onto his face. He still couldn't say anything, or make any noise for that matter.
JulzRhadeG3: (done...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :'(
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (hell, I dont know what to do..)
JulzRhadeG3: "So the poor creature finally staked himself. What a shame" A sarcastic, sexy voice said from a dark alley behind everyone. Footsteps were heard as the figure stepped into the very little light ther was. Darla stared around and finally locked her sight onto Angel, walking foward. Step by step she got closer to him, an evil smirk that seemed permanatly whiped across her cherry red lips. She was wearing a black leather jacket with matching pants, and high heeled boots to complete it all. Her hair was dry and perfectly waved as she finally stopped about two feet from the large vampire.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (okay..now I got something to work from..)
JulzRhadeG3: "Bravo...Bravo.." she said smoothly, clapping her hands slowly.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (I figured this might help)
JulzRhadeG3: brb while i raid the fridge
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 2:46:02 AM.
JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 2:50:59 AM.
JulzRhadeG3: sry
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 2:52:46 AM.
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel heard that unmistakable voice reach his dead ears. He spun around, his duster swinging around his legs. He had a firm grip on the stake, still in his hand. He saw her, it was Darla. ** What the hell is she doing here?** Angelus inquired in his mind. He gave her a questioning look and couldn't help but cock his head to the side. His dark eyes skimmed over her attire. **Damn her for looking so, entireablely, sexy.** Angelus cursed in his head.:: Darla..:: Angel blurted out. Standing still, he watched as she inched closer and then halted 2 feet from him.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: He narrowed his eyes at her, as he inclined his head some.:: It's not like you to miss the main event.:: Angel spat. He gripped the stake at his side tighter. With all the confusion, he had half the mind to stake himself. But, first before that was even attempted, he wished to hear her out. Why had she come along all the sudden? His dark chocolate eyes became glittered with feral gold.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: the sight of his own sire, enough to spring him into an emotional tizzy. She would always be able to arouse his demon, and his attention. He heard footsteps moving away from behind them. Angel snapped his head to the side, and looked back over his shoulder, Gunn was heading back to the Hyperion. He sighed and turned back to Darla. He crossed his arms over his broad chest. He still held the stake.:: Is there a reason to your visit?:: He inquired.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley followed soon after Cordelia and gunn, after seeing Darla. He didn't want to stick around for what might happen at this family reunion. Why was she there? This is the question Wesley asked himself all the way back into the lobby. He sat in Angel's office with the doors closed and locked and finally let himself cry some for the loss of Julian.
JulzRhadeG3: Darla smirked. "What, your honestly trying to say that your not the least bit happy to see me, Angelus?" She stepped closer to him and ran her finger along his arm. "I was here for the show. The grand finale! The little mutt finally broke down and bit the dust, tell me Angelus, how does it feel to lose another one?" The expression on her face changed from smooth and sexy, to total seriousness. She honestly wasn't there to rekindle old habits, only to screw with Angel's head until he snapped like a mouse's neck in a mousetrap.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (I've never really RPed Darla before, how am I doing so far?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (nice imagery...heh..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (very well actually.)
JulzRhadeG3: lol why thank you
JulzRhadeG3: lol why thank you
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (your welcome.)
JulzRhadeG3: LOL
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: He squinted his eyes at her words.:: *how does it feel to loose another one?* he asked himself in his head. ** Tell her it takes a weight off your shoulders.** Angelus suggested. ** Tell her he took himself out. He was pitiful and finally saw that. The boy was not good enough to be a vampire. And you were not fit enough to train him. Just a sad story thats all.** Angelus said. Angel gave that some thought.:: I don't have anything to say.:: he put dryly. He shrugged his wide shoulders.:: But, Angelus has something to add.::He told her.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (boy that was blunt.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( If I let Angelus out..he is gonna say some nasty stuff bout Julian...)
JulzRhadeG3: Angel's eyes sent a chill down her spine. She could tell by the look in them he was thinking with two minds. When he spoke of Angelus she smiled and leaned in, resting her weight on his chest. "What does my dear boy have to say?" She asked, her tongue running visibly across her lips and then disappeared back into her mouth. She gave a very short and indirect laugh as she stared deeper into Angel's eyes. Seeing Angelus in small parts.
JulzRhadeG3: (Do what you want)
JulzRhadeG3: (Don't hold back because your afraid of what I might think)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel allowed his eyes to fully change into that deep, glowing feral amber. Then he morphed into the demon. The corner of his lips curled up on one side, giving off that signature Angelus smirk.:: Well, in one word..this sums it up.:: Angelus purred.:: Unworthy.:: he ended. He let loose a low chuckle and the smirk fell from his lips. He ticked his yellow eyes down and eyed the stake in his hand. He twirled it around letting it roll over his strong fingers. He ticked his eyes back up.:: After all...:: He growled.:: I know that was what you would have wanted.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: Darla let her own face morph, matching his smirk. "I wouldn't exactly call it. Unworthy. I would call it. Pathetic. " She said, eyeing the stake and trusting that Angelus would never even consider it. "So," She started, running a hand through Angelus's still partly wet hair. " It is now gone, having taken its own life. Who should we kill next?" She asked, her smirk turning into a weak smile through her fanged teeth.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (But thats as much as i can do tonight)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: awww...
JulzRhadeG3: i'm emotionally exhausted
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Im am seriously sorry..
JulzRhadeG3: All is not lost though
DrmntBrthOfLife1: not really
JulzRhadeG3: I have a small idea in the works but my mind is refusing to work properly.
JulzRhadeG3: Hey does Angel have a last name?
JulzRhadeG3: -trying to change subject-
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Why...do you wish to know?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Just curious..
JulzRhadeG3: Well on the show I have never seen anything about his last name?
JulzRhadeG3: if there was I missed it
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Well in fanfics that use Angelus in them..they refer to his last name as Galway or something close to that. That is the name of his hometown. Gallway Ireland. So...thats all about I know..
JulzRhadeG3: hmph
JulzRhadeG3: And what about you?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: There are others that just make it up.
JulzRhadeG3: Mister no last name
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Well now...aren't we getting personal..

DrmntBrthOfLife1: omg, I am sooo glad you are here...
JulzRhadeG3: Likewise
JulzRhadeG3: Whats up?
JulzRhadeG3: I am so sorry I wasn't able to get back on earlier
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I am so fucking bored..and didn't think my roomie would let me use her computer tonite..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Its ok..I wasn't on anyways..
JulzRhadeG3: okay
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yeah...
JulzRhadeG3: We're even then
DrmntBrthOfLife1: So...lets pick up where we left off...cliffhangers blow...I wanna know what happens next..
JulzRhadeG3: Let me ask you a question. Is your hair naturally curly or what?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: no..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: straight..
JulzRhadeG3: Okay, be so glad
DrmntBrthOfLife1: lol
JulzRhadeG3: I've been battling with my hair for over an hour
JulzRhadeG3: No joke
DrmntBrthOfLife1: why?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: going somewhere?
JulzRhadeG3: I'm married to 5 steps of frizz-ease and a hairdryer
JulzRhadeG3: No, I just hate my curly hair
DrmntBrthOfLife1: damn
JulzRhadeG3: It pisses me off
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Hey.so I got a question..
JulzRhadeG3: k
DrmntBrthOfLife1: What was up with Julians dreams? You gonna share that info in the rp? Or am I just supposed to know that?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I figured out the box..
JulzRhadeG3: Well do you want me to explain? Because it won't be explained in the RP
JulzRhadeG3: not in itself anyway
DrmntBrthOfLife1: please..
JulzRhadeG3: Alright
JulzRhadeG3: You've heard of Self-image right? Everyone has one. Its how you view yourself
JulzRhadeG3: And its also a VERY delicate thing, you see
DrmntBrthOfLife1: yeah..
JulzRhadeG3: Julian's self image is, well. pardon le` french. But TOTALY FUCKED UP
JulzRhadeG3: Mainly because of the person I'm talking to eh hem
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I can see that..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yeah...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: lol
JulzRhadeG3: And because Angel was the one who sent his self-image straight to fuck
DrmntBrthOfLife1: well Angel can be a "heartless bastard."
JulzRhadeG3: OKay listen
JulzRhadeG3: lol
JulzRhadeG3: When we sleep, we dream
DrmntBrthOfLife1: uh huh
JulzRhadeG3: We dream, because its our minds way of dealing with things
JulzRhadeG3: Stress, and anger. All that good stuff
DrmntBrthOfLife1: okay..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I liked your addition of the box...that was a good idea..
JulzRhadeG3: So when he was unconsious. His mind tried to deal with the problem that bashed his self image
JulzRhadeG3: Viola`
DrmntBrthOfLife1: so now that he is awake..he can take it out physically...lmao
JulzRhadeG3: Exactly.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: gotcha
DrmntBrthOfLife1: time for a beat down..
JulzRhadeG3: Sometimes I scare myself...and usually the people around me
JulzRhadeG3: -shrugs-
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Eh...::Aint skeered::
JulzRhadeG3: Exactly why I'm so excited when your online to talk to
DrmntBrthOfLife1: thanks.
JulzRhadeG3: Well..one of many reasons, but MOVING ON
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::grins::
JulzRhadeG3: Whos turn was it?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Uh..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: mine...uh..yea
JulzRhadeG3: mine
JulzRhadeG3: no no,
JulzRhadeG3: I was doing a cordi post
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ll
JulzRhadeG3: when you got off
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ok
DrmntBrthOfLife1: go ahead..
JulzRhadeG3: alright so let me just complete that
JulzRhadeG3: (Cordi mode)
JulzRhadeG3: lol
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 11:52:31 PM.
JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 11:54:24 PM.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: wb
JulzRhadeG3: I'm sorry
JulzRhadeG3: -sigh-
DrmntBrthOfLife1: comp issues?
JulzRhadeG3: Yes
DrmntBrthOfLife1: damn...::go ahead.::
JulzRhadeG3: Because I use my computers so much, and tax the software, I need to reinstall my OSs frequently
DrmntBrthOfLife1: oh..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: well go ahead and post..
JulzRhadeG3: But since I have no system disks for this computer(yet) OS9 is panicing
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia ran through the broken and open doors onto the balcony, franticly searching the area below. Finding it empty, she slammed her hands on the edge, "Damnit!" She cursed. Cordelia started to turn but heard footsteps, echoing through the streets faintly as the figure moved. It was Julian, running down the street. "Wesley!" She yelled, not turning her head in fear of losing track of the vampire at large.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: But hang on
JulzRhadeG3: I have to switch to GNOME and sign onto AIM
DrmntBrthOfLife1: okay..
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 11:57:15 PM.
JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 11:57:57 PM.
JulzRhadeG3: okay
JulzRhadeG3: Post your heart out!
DrmntBrthOfLife1: what was that for?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn knew what was happening. He didn't have to look over the balcony to know. One vamp was after the other. With Julian being nearly drained of all his blood, he knew that it was he who was after Angel. Angel was in trouble, big time.:: I think Angel is in need of some back up right about now. Lets forget his box-of-errie stuff right now.:: Gunn said as he stepped from behind Wesley. He moved into the room and stood near the bed. He watched Cordy near the balcony.:: Yellin bout it aint gonna slow him down any.:: Gunn told her.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: My mom says i gotta get off in 15 more minutes
DrmntBrthOfLife1: shit..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (sneak dude...that aint enought time...)
JulzRhadeG3: -sigh- I'll push it
JulzRhadeG3: (How long were you planning to be on?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( for as long as I can..)
JulzRhadeG3: (If your roomie gives you crap, remind her ungreatful ass of how much you do around the place)
JulzRhadeG3: (Or she can answer to me! -licks fangs-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel felt a presence behind him. He knew it was Juilan, he could tell by the smell and the overwhelming bloodlust. He spun around quicky and just as Julian was about to pounce on him, he spun kicked him. He caught him in the midsection with that blow, and stepped forward following through with a backhanded wack to the face. Angel growled and came forward again, following Julians wobbling, he caught him roughly by the shoulder and tossed him to the side.:: GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!:: he bellowed. A growl was attatched to each word.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (the smack down..is on.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (DING-- round one.)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian felt every blow Angel made in full. He was felt to weak to fight back so he let Angel beat him down. Julian's shoulder slammed into the ground first, he felt it fracture and yelled in pain. He managed to lift his hand up and point it in Angel's direction. "Your...forgetting something..Angelus.." Julian coughed out weakly, Grasping every bit of air he could that he didn't need. The ground below Angel froze, continuing its path up into Angel's legs, freezing them solid. "If...you move...." He felt that he got the point across. Angel wasn't a complete dumbass. He wouldn't have been able to say anymore anyway. He let himself go limp for a moment, before pushing himself off of the ground.
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley gave gunn a look and ran out of Angel's room, heading for the garden doors downstairs. He nearly jumped the whole set of stairs on his way down, shoving open the doors and running out into the rain. His glasses fogged as he ran, faster, out of the alley and into the street, seeing figures in the distance.
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia turned around and saw Wesley running out of Angel's room. She followed his example and did the same, only a few feet behind Wesley. Her legs ached from all the running she had been doing that night, chasing after the one and only Julian Rhade in attempt to save her friend. Now she was running after him again, but it wasn't to save Angel. It was to save Julian from himself. From being what he hated the most. Evil. The evil demon inside of him had driven him to bite her. Evil had driven him to break Angel's ankle. Evil was evil, and usually it gets what it wants.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (Round-2. ~Ding~)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (hmm...plot thickens..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (::rubs hands together::-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: *)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (so, Julian froze just Angels legs..or his whole body?)
JulzRhadeG3: Literally froze his legs)
JulzRhadeG3: (ow)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (got it..I was imagining it to tingle like when your foot falls asleep..)
JulzRhadeG3: (Yeah)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Gunn watched first, Wesley take off, then Cordy. He followed suit, lingering behind. Once he exited the Hyperion, he just followed the voices, it led to the side street beside the hotel. The rain pelted his body, making his eyes hurt. He ran up behind Wesley. He could barely make out two figures in the street, but knew who they were. He rubbed a hand on his other arm.:: Damn...you feel that chill?::he asked narrowing his eyes. He turned his head looking back at Cordy as she stood not too far away.:: I know it isn't just me.:: He said and looked back before him.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 12:22:44 AM.
JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 12:23:34 AM.
JulzRhadeG3: Sorry got kicked off and then my mom came in to tell me to go to bed so I guess I'll be back whenever but I'm not sure
DrmntBrthOfLife1: you can't like go anywhere else?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: like a bathroom with it ...or a closet??
JulzRhadeG3: lol no
DrmntBrthOfLife1: dammit.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: this sucks.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: well ..blows
JulzRhadeG3: Well I'll be back in a bit maybe but as I said I am not sure but I gotta go now cause she is standing in my doorway waiting
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ok..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: later..
JulzRhadeG3: You gonna be on?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I may be..
JulzRhadeG3: Well try
JulzRhadeG3: be back later I hope
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 12:26:05 AM.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel looked down seeing the ground freezing over. He knew the powers Julian possessed, and saw what had happened to his favorite broadsword. He didn't move, he stood motionless, as his dark eyes were glued on the moving sheet of ice. It continued to creep up and then overtook his legs. They were incased in solid ice. His legs tingled and he winced some, but still didn't move. He wasn't a fool. Any slight movement, and it was bye bye to his legs. He swallowed hard and blinked at Julian. He scented the air and smelt Wes, Gunn and Cordy.:: Don't come any closer guys.:: He shouted out warning them. He didn't want anyone to anger Juilan any further. He didn't want to loose his legs, or worse off any of his friends.::
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::his dark eyes never left Julian. He wanted to keep them on him even when he spoke to the group, just standing 10 feet away down the same street. Sure, they were concerned about both of them, but no need to have them storming in to save the day at the expense of Angel loosing his legs. He bit down on his lower lip. Usually tempertures didn't effect him, mostly cold, cause he was that already. But this, this was different. He held back the shivers that were rising in him. He was worried that if just one escaped his inner hold on it, that that would trigger the shattering of his legs.
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: He obviously didn't need, or want that. He thought that Julian did this, so that he could have a better shot at feeding from him. He just hoped in the process, he wouldn't loose his legs, any pressure could be the determining shatter point. He closed his eyes briefly.:: Julian....::He started out slowly in a whisper. He almost had the chill running though his

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[ TO BE CONTINUED... THRILLING CONCUSION COMING UP !...]

Welcome back, welcome back, welcome back....

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 05:35:03 GMT

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn knew what was happening. He didn't have to look over the balcony to know. One vamp was after the other. With Julian being nearly drained of all his blood, he knew that it was he who was after Angel. Angel was in trouble, big time.:: I think Angel is in need of some back up right about now. Lets forget his box-of-errie stuff right now.:: Gunn said as he stepped from behind Wesley. He moved into the room and stood near the bed. He watched Cordy near the balcony.:: Yellin bout it aint gonna slow him down any.:: Gunn told her.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: My mom says i gotta get off in 15 more minutes
DrmntBrthOfLife1: shit..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (sneak dude...that aint enought time...)
JulzRhadeG3: -sigh- I'll push it
JulzRhadeG3: (How long were you planning to be on?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( for as long as I can..)
JulzRhadeG3: (If your roomie gives you crap, remind her ungreatful ass of how much you do around the place)
JulzRhadeG3: (Or she can answer to me! -licks fangs-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel felt a presence behind him. He knew it was Juilan, he could tell by the smell and the overwhelming bloodlust. He spun around quicky and just as Julian was about to pounce on him, he spun kicked him. He caught him in the midsection with that blow, and stepped forward following through with a backhanded wack to the face. Angel growled and came forward again, following Julians wobbling, he caught him roughly by the shoulder and tossed him to the side.:: GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!:: he bellowed. A growl was attatched to each word.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (the smack down..is on.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (DING-- round one.)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian felt every blow Angel made in full. He was felt to weak to fight back so he let Angel beat him down. Julian's shoulder slammed into the ground first, he felt it fracture and yelled in pain. He managed to lift his hand up and point it in Angel's direction. "Your...forgetting something..Angelus.." Julian coughed out weakly, Grasping every bit of air he could that he didn't need. The ground below Angel froze, continuing its path up into Angel's legs, freezing them solid. "If...you move...." He felt that he got the point across. Angel wasn't a complete dumbass. He wouldn't have been able to say anymore anyway. He let himself go limp for a moment, before pushing himself off of the ground.
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley gave gunn a look and ran out of Angel's room, heading for the garden doors downstairs. He nearly jumped the whole set of stairs on his way down, shoving open the doors and running out into the rain. His glasses fogged as he ran, faster, out of the alley and into the street, seeing figures in the distance.
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia turned around and saw Wesley running out of Angel's room. She followed his example and did the same, only a few feet behind Wesley. Her legs ached from all the running she had been doing that night, chasing after the one and only Julian Rhade in attempt to save her friend. Now she was running after him again, but it wasn't to save Angel. It was to save Julian from himself. From being what he hated the most. Evil. The evil demon inside of him had driven him to bite her. Evil had driven him to break Angel's ankle. Evil was evil, and usually it gets what it wants.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (Round-2. ~Ding~)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (hmm...plot thickens..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (::rubs hands together::-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: *)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (so, Julian froze just Angels legs..or his whole body?)
JulzRhadeG3: Literally froze his legs)
JulzRhadeG3: (ow)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (got it..I was imagining it to tingle like when your foot falls asleep..)
JulzRhadeG3: (Yeah)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Gunn watched first, Wesley take off, then Cordy. He followed suit, lingering behind. Once he exited the Hyperion, he just followed the voices, it led to the side street beside the hotel. The rain pelted his body, making his eyes hurt. He ran up behind Wesley. He could barely make out two figures in the street, but knew who they were. He rubbed a hand on his other arm.:: Damn...you feel that chill?::he asked narrowing his eyes. He turned his head looking back at Cordy as she stood not too far away.:: I know it isn't just me.:: He said and looked back before him.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 12:22:44 AM.
JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 12:23:34 AM.
JulzRhadeG3: Sorry got kicked off and then my mom came in to tell me to go to bed so I guess I'll be back whenever but I'm not sure
DrmntBrthOfLife1: you can't like go anywhere else?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: like a bathroom with it ...or a closet??
JulzRhadeG3: lol no
DrmntBrthOfLife1: dammit.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: this sucks.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: well ..blows
JulzRhadeG3: Well I'll be back in a bit maybe but as I said I am not sure but I gotta go now cause she is standing in my doorway waiting
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ok..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: later..
JulzRhadeG3: You gonna be on?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I may be..
JulzRhadeG3: Well try
JulzRhadeG3: be back later I hope
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 12:26:05 AM.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel looked down seeing the ground freezing over. He knew the powers Julian possessed, and saw what had happened to his favorite broadsword. He didn't move, he stood motionless, as his dark eyes were glued on the moving sheet of ice. It continued to creep up and then overtook his legs. They were incased in solid ice. His legs tingled and he winced some, but still didn't move. He wasn't a fool. Any slight movement, and it was bye bye to his legs. He swallowed hard and blinked at Julian. He scented the air and smelt Wes, Gunn and Cordy.:: Don't come any closer guys.:: He shouted out warning them. He didn't want anyone to anger Juilan any further. He didn't want to loose his legs, or worse off any of his friends.::
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::his dark eyes never left Julian. He wanted to keep them on him even when he spoke to the group, just standing 10 feet away down the same street. Sure, they were concerned about both of them, but no need to have them storming in to save the day at the expense of Angel loosing his legs. He bit down on his lower lip. Usually tempertures didn't effect him, mostly cold, cause he was that already. But this, this was different. He held back the shivers that were rising in him. He was worried that if just one escaped his inner hold on it, that that would trigger the shattering of his legs.
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DrmntBrthOfLife1: He obviously didn't need, or want that. He thought that Julian did this, so that he could have a better shot at feeding from him. He just hoped in the process, he wouldn't loose his legs, any pressure could be the determining shatter point. He closed his eyes briefly.:: Julian....::He started out slowly in a whisper. He almost had the chill running though his
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JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 12:37:50 AM.
JulzRhadeG3: hey
DrmntBrthOfLife1: yo
DrmntBrthOfLife1: boy do I have a lot of posts for you...
JulzRhadeG3: oh god
DrmntBrthOfLife1: hehee
JulzRhadeG3: POST
JulzRhadeG3: -waits on edge of seat-
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Angel did reflections...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: lol
JulzRhadeG3: What the fuck
JulzRhadeG3: Post before I bite your wrist
JulzRhadeG3: -bears fangs-
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel looked down seeing the ground freezing over. He knew the powers Julian possessed, and saw what had happened to his favorite broadsword. He didn't move, he stood motionless, as his dark eyes were glued on the moving sheet of ice. It continued to creep up and then overtook his legs. They were incased in solid ice. His legs tingled and he winced some, but still didn't move. He wasn't a fool.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Any slight movement, and it was bye bye to his legs. He swallowed hard and blinked at Julian. He scented the air and smelt Wes, Gunn and Cordy.:: Don't come any closer guys.:: He shouted out warning them. He didn't want anyone to anger Juilan any further. He didn't want to loose his legs, or worse off any of his friends.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::his dark eyes never left Julian. He wanted to keep them on him even when he spoke to the group, just standing 10 feet away down the same street. Sure, they were concerned about both of them, but no need to have them storming in to save the day at the expense of Angel loosing his legs. He bit down on his lower lip. Usually tempertures didn't effect him, mostly cold, cause he was that already. But this, this was different. He held back the shivers that were rising in him. He was worried that if just one escaped his inner hold on it, that that would trigger the shattering of his legs.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: He obviously didn't need, or want that. He thought that Julian did this, so that he could have a better shot at feeding from him. He just hoped in the process, he wouldn't loose his legs, any pressure could be the determining shatter point. He closed his eyes briefly.:: Julian....::He started out slowly in a whisper. He almost had the chill running though his
DrmntBrthOfLife1: -whole body now.He wanted to hold back on the teeth chattering, so he clentched his jaw tightly when he wasn't speaking. But, that did little to take the waves of chill that entered his voice. This caused his voice to shake. He closed his eyes once more, just blocking out the ice and powerful effects it had on him for the moment. He had a reflection on how bad he had been treating Julian. It had been horrible. He took no time to help the youngester make the change from being human to vampire. No training, no guidance, no willpower, nothing. Angel shunned him on every level possible. Angel groaned outwardly. This was bad. This was his punishment. If Julian chose to feed off him till the last drop of the shared blood was sucked clean out of him, that would be that.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (DONE..)
JulzRhadeG3: wow...
JulzRhadeG3: i feel so bad..
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (heh..)
JulzRhadeG3: But hey, the heartless bastard deserved it
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I guess..)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian stepped foward, closer to Angel, happy with his handy-work. He forced a smirk even though he barely had the power to stand. The ice wouldn't hold forever. "Sorry but it was necissary so that maybe for once in your entire life since you sired me, you'll listen." Julian mumbled out, a chill going up his own spine. He was having the hardest time in his life not sinking his fangs into Angel and drinking till he felt especially stuffed. "You...killed me. You ended my life, only to bring me back as this filthy demon...every time I tried to get close, you just pushed me away when you full well knew that I needed help. And you know, for the longest time back in sunnydale...when I was...not the unholy thing you made me. I was happy..or at least I thought I was.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (and....)
JulzRhadeG3: All until a cute little blonde named Darla came to me and told me everything I wanted to hear. You, Angelus killed my parents. The only family I had left. And sure, maybe it wasn't you. Maybe it was her that killed them, but you lost your fucking mind and turned me into..this...thing thats inside of me now, constantly clawing, trying to surface." There was a silence between them. Julian inched even closer, now only a few inches from his sires face. "You probably think I'm going to kill you, or tear of your legs or whatever is running through that demonic head of yours...."--
JulzRhadeG3: He paused. "But I'm not going to. I'm not..." Julian was forced to stop by the smell of Angel's blood catching under his nose. He shuttered and shrugged it off. "I'm not...that sick and twisted. Not like you think I am." Julian slowly paced back and forth, his hands now behind his back, trying his best not to collapse or bite Angel. "Tell me, how many have there been? How many innocent people like me have you sank your teeth into and then sired them? HMM?"
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (No cordi or wes)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (hmm...making it simple.. No Gunn for me either..then..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel simply just stood there, not like he could move. That would not be reasonable. He kept eye contact for as long as he could, till that urge of the shiver rose in him and he squeezed his eyes shut and gritted his teeth together. He hoped after all this, discussion, that Julian would release the icy hold he had on him. It was becoming unbareable. The words coming from the othger vampire were noted in his head. Darla- check, Julians family- no check, killing innocents - many checks in that column. He flipped his eyes back open when he felt that the other had moved very close to him.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: They were nearly eye to eye, so close he could feel the others cold breath beating on his face.:: I-I c-c-can't k-keep t-t-t-track.:: Angel studdered out. The chill was invading his voice. He could not hold that back. He did what he could with what mattered, holding back the full body shiver. That would be the end of him. His veins felt like they were frozen
JulzRhadeG3: (Thats because they ARE LOL)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: -solid. Angel ticked his eyes from Julian for just a second. He looked forward down the dark street. He could see the outlines of three figures, he knew who they were. His eyes returned to Julian.:: W-w-what..d-do y-y-you w-want from m-m-e?::: he forced out. He knew what the other wanted. If not just his blood, he wanted answers. Why did it matter how many lives he took?::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done. I figured that. But Angel is unsure..)

[ TO BE CONTINUED...]

...Yes it goes on and on my friend...

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 05:33:41 GMT

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel rolled his head back and forth on the pillow a few times. He let out some moans. Was this a sign he was coming to? They couldn't be sure.:: S-sharp....fangs.....s-slice...voices...none...at all.:: More words came from him, but it didn't seem ot make sense.:: Hurts t-too much, b-belly spills, dries .....is...gone.:: Angel mumbled out. That was the end of it for now.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley quickly adjusted his glasses. "I think she needs some time..alone..for now." As soon as he was finished, Angel started to mumble again. "Puzzle?" He asked confused. "Its probably just random thoughts. " he added, finding a chair and sitting down. " We should stay with him.."
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: JulzRhadeG3: Cordi finished reading for the moment and closed the book, moving closer to Julian. She tried to smile but she couldn't make herself. It was to painfull. "You better wake up..." She said softly, picking his hand up again. She fell into a mild trance staring at him, watching for any movement.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: -growls at the DC port-
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :-\
JulzRhadeG3: Well its frustrating!
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I bet..
JulzRhadeG3: When it happened you should have heard the growl I let out. lol made grams look up from her newspaper
DrmntBrthOfLife1: heheh
JulzRhadeG3: She NEVER looks up from her newspaper for anyone or anything
DrmntBrthOfLife1: so...
JulzRhadeG3: your turn -smirks-
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yeah.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn looked back to Wesley.:: You want me to go check up on Cordy? I mean you can stay here and watch over Mister Mumbles.:: Gunn told him. He started towards the door, having made up his own mind already. Once he got to the door, he rested a hand on the knob. He waited for a response. Then he heard Angel start up again. More words that needed sentences.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel rolled his head to the side on the pillow, the side away from the door. He grunted but kept his eyes closed.:: Dust....::he moaned:: never b-blood....Never. Crosses.....burn...Julian....Julian....:: he paused and rolled his head towards Wesley.:: Julian....no ...time....l-left.:: He studdered out. His dark eyes only opened to slits. He swallowed hard.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: (Mister mumbles! Ha )
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (yep)
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley ignored Gunn completely. He was trying to make sense of what Angel was mumbling on about. He got up from his chair and very slowly inched towards Angel's bed, leaning down only inches from the vampire's face. He turned his head so he could listen closely to what he was saying. The sound of him swallowing made Wesley cringe. He shifted his position and moved his feet. His right foot hit something hard. A box. Wesley looked down and dragged the box out from under the bed and opened it.
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia's eyes felt heavy. Her body fatigued from the nights events. Slowly she started to teeter back and forth until finally she lost her sense of balance and fell off of the bed, he back slamming into the floor first. The faint sound of her snoring echoed through the room.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian still layed on his bed, unconsious. Unaware of the outside world. Suddenly his mind seemed to wake up. He could see, but only in his mind. He took a look around at the darkness, squinting and trying to make out any objects. But there was nothing. Just darkness. "Well I guess it won't do any help to scream.." He sighed and sat down.
JulzRhadeG3: (Hmm I wonder what this is?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (what what is?)
JulzRhadeG3: ( Hee hee heeeeee)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (oh..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I think I know what you mean.)
JulzRhadeG3: We will see)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn stood near the door for a moment. It seemed like Wesley ignored him. Figures. He saw Wesley bend to pick something up near his foot. A box. Intrigued, Gunn didn't move to leave the room, now he wanted to know what was in the box.:: What's that?:: he inquired. He stepped from the door and approached the bed. He looked down at Angel. He could see that the vampires eyes had opened but barely.:: Angel....you back with us? Or still in the land of incomplete thoughts?:: Gunn asked and waved a hand infront of Angel's face.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel made a loud growl in protest to what Gunn was doing. He had heard what Wesley's foot had hit. It was definately something hard and solid. But what? If Angel could raise his head to check it out he could. He attempted to raise his head but it just flopped back down into the pillow. Angel sighed frustrated. One of his hands underneath the blanket, had some of the bedsheet in a tightly closed fist.:: J-Juilan.....is....dry...::he blurted out and it came out in a rough voice.:: J-Julian....J....J-Julian....Cordy...not...not safe..::Angel said..his voice rising some with panic.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( and it keeps getting more and more interesting...)
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley rummaged through the contents, going through pictures and newspaper clippings. Small objects such as watches, necklaces, glasses were scattered throughout. "What are these?" He asked Angel, placing a handfull of pictures and clippings next to the vampire.
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia was still sleeping. Lost in the land of nod. On the floor in Julian's room. She turned onto her side and got comfortable, continuing to snore and dream of her acting career taking off. After a few minutes, her eyes flew open again, having rolled onto something sharp. She sat up and saw the jagged piece of metal Julian had used to slit his wrist. "ew.." She muttered, tossing it out of the way and looking around. Her eyes came to rest on the bed, where Julian was still unconsious.
JulzRhadeG3: Julian pinched his arm, still in his mind. "Why did I even think that would work?" He asked himself, taking another look around. He sighed inaudibly and started walking. Just as he was starting to hum a song, his body collided with something. He fell backwards and looked up, trying to see what he had hit. It was cold squishy, like a person. "H..hello?" He croaked, blind to what was in front of him
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel blinked at the contents, struggling to see. He swallowed hard again, a huge chunk of blood was in his throat. It slid down slowly going back to his stomach.:: I..I-I don't know..::Angel breathed out. He ticked his dark eyes up and tried to squint, studying what he could see.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: (Oh don't lie)
JulzRhadeG3: ( lol nvm)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::: Gunn looked to what Wesley was holding, various things in that box.:: What is this stuff?:: He looked between the vampire and the ex-watcher. :: Do any of you know?:: he asked. He continued to look at the box. He had a feeling Angel knew something but wasn't telling.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done>)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (what am I supposed to know? Is that like past victims...personal stuff??? hell I dont know..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( it..is! isn't it...? LoL)
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley frowned, and picked up a picture that looked brand new. He turned it around and his eyes widened. "I think I have an idea of what these are..." Wesley stood and walked to Gunn, handing him the picture. He turned back to Angel. "Maybe we shouldn't be looking at this..." He said to Gunn indirectly, looking at the large body on the bed.
JulzRhadeG3: (BRB)
JulzRhadeG3: back
DrmntBrthOfLife1: wb
JulzRhadeG3: (No Cordelia)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: okay..or Julian?
JulzRhadeG3: Julian sniffed the air of his mind and knew who it was. "Angel.." He said in disbelief. This was his mind. He couldn't be Angel for real. He backed up on the ground quickly, putting distance between the two. "Your not real because this isn't real!" He yelled. Julian slammed his eyes shut, trying to wake up.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn took the offered picture and looked a bit taken back from it. He raised his head, looking to Angel. Angel did have something to do with this.:: I knew it!:: Gunn barked out shaking the picture in his hand.:: I knew it had something to do with him.:: he continued, his voice rising and demanding all the sudden. He had a tense look come over his face.:: Damn..:: He said . He turned and dropped the picture from his hand. He went to the door, and this time exited the room. He didn't walk far in the hallway, he just stumbled over to the wall and leaned against it, beside another room door. *What the hell was going on around here anymore?* he thought confused. That picture bothered him and he had to distance himself. He then thought he heard something down the hall. He turned his head and looked down it::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: (Oh so has the old vampire come to a conclusion about whats in the box?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel knew he couldn't hold back the truth for long. Playing dumb only worked for a short while, soon it would all come crashing back to him. Most likely sooner than later. He winced, pulling himself back on the bed so that he had his back up against the headboard. Now that he was sitting up, he pulled a hand from underneath the blanket and aimed it towards the box. Without looking to Wesley he addressed him.:: That's right.:: Angel added.:: You shouldn't:: His fingers flipped over the many pictures and items in the box. They lingered some on a pair of thin gold rimmed glasses. He sighed and pulled his hand away.:: You should put it back.:: Angel told Wesely. His eyes connected with his. They were cold, and now open wider, fuller the way they should be.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: (Dum dum duuuuum)
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley glared. "How many Angel? Honestly. Do you even know?" He shot, walking closer. He picked up a handfull of stuff from the box and dropped them in Angel's lap. "How many Angel?!" he yelled.
JulzRhadeG3: (Short I know, sorry)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (Short and full of fun facts..)
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia stood and stepped closer to the bed, sitting on the edge once more. She saw Julian's eyes were now moving back and forth rapidly under his eyelids. "Julian?" She asked, reaching her hand foward and shaking his shoulder a little. She wondered if he would wake up soon. One thing was for sure, he wasn't dead. His mind was active. "Julian?" She called out again, shaking him once more.
JulzRhadeG3: "Your not real," Julian repeated, his eyes closed and trying to wake himself up. The figure stepped closer to him. "Your not real," Julian reapeated again. He felt gasped for unneeded air when his neck was firmly in the grasp of the large vampire. He felt himself lifted off of his feet. "You.." Came Angel's voice, "Your not real!" He growled. Julian shut his eyes again and tried to concentrate on something else. In an instant, the darkness disappeared and was replaced by a sunny beach. The false Angel--
JulzRhadeG3: looked around and dropped Julian, taking off like a bat out of hell trying to find shade.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (Hmm, how weird that hes dreaming about Mister Mumbles
JulzRhadeG3: ha
JulzRhadeG3: brb
JulzRhadeG3: back
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel continued to stare up at him. He felt the box get unloaded on his lap. Personal affects from numerous people and pictures taken from after their demise. Some were survaleince photos of the victims, a study of their habits, and ways. There was a gruesome photo to match up with the one that was of the person so full of life just days or weeks before. The pair of thin gold rimmed glasses were from a 23 year old woman. Angel had snapped some time back, a few weeks ago. He murdered her in an alley then raped her body. He couldn't forget that.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: How much the demon had enjoyed that night of madness. Angel shut his eyes for a second, sighing once more.:: Listen...::Angel said dully.:: T-there are more that don't fit in this b-box.:: Angel told him.:: I l-lost track.:: he reopened his eyes and focused up at Wesley. He could see the anger flowing off of him in waves. It started to seep into him. But he didn't want to crack, not now. He sensed
DrmntBrthOfLife1: - Gunn out in the hallway. :: Stop playing show and fucking tell. PUT. IT. AWAY.:: Angel growled. His dark eyes flipping to glowing amber. It wasn't a full change. But he hadn't expected anyone to find that box. He wasn't willing to share the details of each thing contained in it. It wasn't anyones buisness, at least he thought.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done..No Gunn.)
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley picked the box up itself and threw it as hard as he could. It crashed through the balcony doors and flew out into the rainy street. "There! Now the whole world can see what you've done! Do you enjoy your sick, twisted hobby? Or is this something that you do, ONLY when you've turned into Angelus, which is OFTEN!" Wesley turned and walked out of Angel's room, slamming his door so hard it echoed throughout the entire Hyperion. Wesley grabbed Gunn by the arm and pushed him into Julian's room.
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia jumped up when she heard a door slam. Moments later, Gunn was pushed into the room, Wesley following behind. "Whats going on?" She asked, walking to Wesley and crossing her arms. "And keep it down, hes...Sleeping..at least I think.." She added, turning her head back to check. He was still laying there.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (No Julian)
JulzRhadeG3: (Jeez so much Drama)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (adds interest..)
JulzRhadeG3: (This is like one of the best RP's I've ever participated in"
JulzRhadeG3: )~
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (yay)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( l like it termendiously)
JulzRhadeG3: (Tremendously)
JulzRhadeG3: (-smiles-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (I can't spell.)
JulzRhadeG3: (You can, everyone makes mistakes
JulzRhadeG3: (-hands you a book titled 'the little vampire that could'-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel kept silent as Wesley yelled at him. He knew right now he could say nothing in defense of Angelus' actions, or himself for that matter. He just let Wesley get it out and toss his personal life into the streets of L.A. Once Wesley stormed out of the room and just about rocked the door from its hinges, he pulled himself out of bed. He sat on the edge of the bed, head lowered observing his stomach. There was a rough line there but it was no longer open and showing his insides. There was a thin showing of blood that had welled up along the cut line.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: He raised his head looking towards the door. He fully vamped out and stood up. He walked over to a dresser near the far wall. He pulled out a charcoal grey, longsleeved sweater. He shrugged it on. On his way to the door, he snatched up his duster, he had two, and left this one drapped on the back of a chair. He put that on and found a pair of shoes. He gave one hard look towards the door,
DrmntBrthOfLife1: and spun around on his heel, his duster swinging behind him. He stalked past the bed and flung what was left of the broken, glass shattered, balcony doors, open. He was greeted with pelting , cold rain. He lept off of the balconly, and fell down the two stories to the ground below. The landing was effortless, he just bent his legs some apon impact. He strolled up to the items that were strewn across the wet side street. Good thing no one was wandering around at night, they would catch a glimpse of this towering man in a duster, with a strange, demon face. He grunted, and stooped down. He started to pick up the mess, and shoving it into his inside pockets on his duster.:: Damnit Wesley.:: He muttered under his breath. The rain came down harder.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Gunn was taken by suprise, Wesley coming out, roughly grabbing him and shoving him into another room.:: Yo, whats up with....::He paused:: Stop with the grip!:: he grunted. He found himself in Julians room when all was done. He looked around seeing Julian on the bed and Cordy near it. He echoed what she said.:: What is going on?:: He blurted out, looking way confused.:: What was up with those pictures? I am sure I was looking at a disembowled ...uh..something...::he said wincing at the memory of the picture he dropped in the room.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian was about to go after him but his eyes flew open. He was awake. In the real world. He sat up quickly and gasped for breath. Without saying anything, he got up and winced in pain, slowly exiting his room. He felt completely empty, he needed blood. Julian was on his way to find his sire so he could feast upon the bastard. The door creaked open and Julian looked inside. Face pale, eyes shifting to blue. It was empty. He growled and saw the balcony doors broken and open. Julian knew he had jumped out.-
JulzRhadeG3: The younger vampires body rang in pain as he walked out onto the balcony, the cold rain hitting his skin. He peered down, staring his sire in the street, picking up things from the ground. Not having the strength to jump, he let himself roll over the edge, falling down and landing on Angel.
JulzRhadeG3: (OW.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (damn...)
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia was about to demand to know why Wesley and Gunn had interrupted her time when Julian stumbled past her. "Wha--Julian? Where are you going?" She asked. But there was no reply. He just lazily and slowly walked out of the room. Confused, she followed him, staying a few feet back. His growl sent shivers down her spine. Cordelia stepped into the room but he was gone, and so was Angel. "WESLEY!" She screamed, Checking the room over.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: (now wesley)
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley furrowed his eyebrows, watching as the empty looking vampire removed himself from their presense. He let Cordelia go and follow him, staying with Gunn. He explained what the box was and what Angel had said about their being more. Cordelia's scream came as no suprise to him. Wesley ran from the room and towards Angel's, finding the room empty when he got there.
JulzRhadeG3: (OK I gotta take my laptop upstairs, I'll be back in a minute
DrmntBrthOfLife1: k
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 1:49:12 PM.
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JulzRhadeG3: hey
JulzRhadeG3: sorry
JulzRhadeG3: Grams being a bitch
JulzRhadeG3: Angel?
DrmntBrthOfLife1: here
DrmntBrthOfLife1: sorry.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel only looked up in the spilt second that that it took his eyes to figure out what the hell was falling towards him. A grunt was forced out of him, as Julians body collided with his, forcing him down to the ground roughly. His head struck the wet pavement and Angel shook it trying to stop the effects of falling into unconciousness. He could smell the bloodlust on Julian and knew he was most likey the next target. He growled and arched his back up, tossing the weakened vampire from him. He shot up to his feet and stalked over towards him.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: He bent down and snatched him up by a shoulder, then switched to his neck. He pulled him way off the ground, about 2 feet and held him up by a single arm.:: Hungry aren't you?:: he said through a fanged mouth. He knew what the answer would be ..if there was one. He didn't wait, and flung the other vampire into a side garden near the side wall of the Hyperion.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: I DON"T have time for you.:: Angel snapped. He went back to picking up the last of what was on the ground, and turned again to Julian.:: I QUIT!::: He barked and took off down the street. He scented the air and picked up on a human scent.:: Theres a man nearby, go feed off that poor soul.:: He told him. He morphed back into his human vistage as he strolled off. He was fuming at the invasion of his personal life tonite and the whole ordeal he himself had went through. He had to space himself away from all of this.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn listened to Wesley, and heard Julian leave the room. He turned his head eyeing the open door.:: What.....?::he spilled out. Everything was confusing him today. Everyone was out there, especially the two vampires. That picture, alone was enough to make him loose his dinner.:: Where.....did he go?:::he asked. He followed after Wesley when he left the room. He halted when the other did. Looking over Wesley's shoulder he saw an empty room, Cordy in it, and an open balcony.:: Is it me, or is that room missing ...something?::he asked.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian remembered landing on Angel, his comment about his obvious hunger and being thrown through the air. He lifted his head, finding it difficult and painfull. The rain was beating down on his back as he layed there, face down in the dirt. Slowly he lifted his body off of the ground, sniffing the air as he did so to see which direction Angel had gone. He vamped out, unable to control it anymore. A deep growl eminated from deep inside him and he took off running in Angel's direction, using every ounce--
JulzRhadeG3: of strength he had left. The rain stung his eyes as he ran, setting his sights down the street on the figure walking in the middle of it. The smell of Angel's blood drew closer to him, Julian nearly being knocked off his feet by it. Closer, and closer he got to Angel. He growled again and threw himself at the figure.

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia ran through the broken and open doors onto the balcony, franticly searching the area below. Finding it empty, she slammed her hands on the edge, "Damnit!" She cursed. Cordelia started to turn but heard footsteps, echoing through the streets faintly as the figure moved. It was Julian, running down the street. "Wesley!" She yelled, not turning her head in fear of losing track of the vampire at large.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

[ TO BE CONTINUED....]

This is the RP that never ends....

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 05:32:12 GMT

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Ok...n-not...l-liking this.:: Angel gasped as he gave up trying to fight to right himself to stand. That was not to be tried at the moment. His eyes blankly looked around the room, not focusing on anything really.:: Cordy?:: he asked wincing again and squinting his amber eyes that had started to lighten in color. It was as if the chocolate brown was fading in some way. He could almost hear the sounds outside of the hotel. They seemed to be coming from down in an alley.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)

JulzRhadeG3: Cordi picked him up again by his shoulders, this time summoning up the strength to drag him at a steady pace. " We..." She said through a grunt, " Need.." She continued, breathing heavily, " You! SO MOVE YOUR ASS! " She yelled, not looking at him. The rain was getting heavier, the large drops almost stang as they pounded her body. She reached the entrance to the garden, dragging Julian behind her.

JulzRhadeG3: Julian listened to what Cordelia was saying very carefully. He considered getting up and, under his own power, go back into the hotel and help. But why should he? It seemed to him that everytime he tried to do good, it blew up in his face and bit him in the ass. He finally thought of the one thing he hadn't been considering all along. Angel was in bad shape. If Angel was in bad shape, he couldn't fight evil. Julian bit his lip. If he did nothing, evil would win. He had considered himself good, though the--

JulzRhadeG3: truth was he was an evil demon on the inside. Cordi started to drag him through the gates when he tugged himself free. He got up and looked at the soaking wet Cordelia. " Fine, you need me. " He said, breathing heavily for air he didn't need. " Here I am.." he finished. His voice faded on the last three words. He had made up his mind. He was going to help Angel, then he would leave.

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley watched, eyes widened behind his thin rimmed glasses, as Angel started to move. He watched as Angel felt his torn stomach, feeling nautious. " Here.." He said, looking away and thrusting Cordelia's white hoodie at him. " Try not to move to much, it will make it worse. " He said, quietly. He turned back to Angel. " The Hakurm demons blood that entered your body when it gave you that slice accross your abdomen is posionous. In living organisms, it shuts the body down. " Wesley coughed and took in a--

JulzRhadeG3: breath. " Since your body is technicly dead, it moved on to attack the blood in your system. Without blood you cannot heal, which is why your wounds have made almost no progress. " He stared at his vampiric boss. He needed to shorten the ending. " Without Julian's blood, you will die. " He figured that was the simplest way he could possibly put it. He also figured Angel could fill in the rest by himself. Wesley leaned out of the doorway, hoping to see Cordelia coming with Julian. But the hallway was empty.

JulzRhadeG3: Done))

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel took it all in. He was already dead..dying for good. Now that didn't sound promising. He wasn't ready for his one way trip to endless torment in hell yet. He had made enough visits to justify that. He used the hand that he had poked his innards with wipe at his wet mouth. He pulled the hand away from his face and looked at it. It was smeared with cold blood.:: Ugh.....d-don't like those... Any other options. I-I...::he paused growling and closing his fanged mouth to swallow.:: I-I guess that explains :: pause:: why I h-haven't changed b-back yet.:: he said refering to his demon appearance. * I don't think Julian is coming back. Not under his own will.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: If he does, I am sure of it he won't stay.:: he thought. Angel took in a ragged breath, and his lightening yellow eyes got lighter almost translucent. They were getting closer and closer to full on white. Something caught in his throat and he dipped his head. He coughed up a chunk of a blood clot. He spat it to the floor beside him. He used his already messy hand to wipe at his mouth again. When he did so, he snagged some of his skin on his fang. The flesh easily cut and started to bleed. Angel dropped the hand down and sighed.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn watched Angel for a bit, becoming suprised when Angel came to.:: What if..Julian doesn't wanna coroperate? It's not like he was doing a lot of team player stuff round here. He is evil.:: Gunn said in a voice that sounded demanding and serious. He took his fingers from his nose.:: Angel, not smelling any prettier the more you...uh leak there.:: Gunn added.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

JulzRhadeG3: Julian shoved past Cordelia, walking towards the doors leading into the Hyperion. He shoved open the door on the left and walked in, taking the stairs lazily up into the hallway. Julian stopped momentarily. He tilted his head back, sniffing at the air. He shook his wet head back and forth, flinging alot of the water off as he neared his room where he could sense the rest of the Angel Investigations team. Julian stopped in his doorway, looking down at Angel. " Lets get one the straight. I'm not doing this--

JulzRhadeG3: for any of you. " He paused, " I'm doing it for the greater good. " He finished. He looked at Wesley. " So what is it that I have to do, exactly.." He asked, not really caring.

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia watched through glaring eyes as Julian got up and shoved past her. She turned and watched him enter the Hyperion through the garden doors. *First chance I get I'm driving a stake through his neck. * She though in her head, * Sure, it won't kill him. But it will hurt like hell. Then maybe aft--* Her thoughts had been cut off by a loud crack of thunder and a flash of lightning nearby. She let out a frustrated grunt and stormed towards the garden doors. One of the glass panes cracked as she smacked--

JulzRhadeG3: the door. She didn't care very much, she just wanted to make sure Julian didn't do anything stupid. She trudged up the stairs and stood in the hallway, overhearing Julian's words.

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley cocked his head to the side. What Angel was saying was true. Even if Julian helped them under his own will, he wouldn't stick around very long. He was about to get up to go outside, seeing if Cordelia had found Julian, but it wasn't necissary. Julian had come inside and was now standing in the doorway. Wesley got up and straightened himself. " We need your blood.." he said dryly. " Alot...of your blood. " He added, narrowing his eyes slightly. He heard the footsteps of Cordelia nearing.

JulzRhadeG3: ((Done..last one was short, sorry))

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: A wave of pain almost debilitating pain, that would have rendered the vampire from a standing position to the floor, had he been standing at the time. Hurt eyes closed tight and he dropped his fanged mouth open and roared in agony. His one hand that was covered in blood now, clutched protectively over his split gut. Through all the pain and suffering, he still over heard the conversations going around him. He took in a sharp intake of unneeded breath and smelt Julian. With a growl, Angel, gazed through glazing slightly yellow, and half white eyes at Julian.:: Stake...s-someone...cause...t-this..ISN'T g-going to work.:: Angel forced out the words from his chest. It seemed he kept loosing his unlifes blood with each word he spoke.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: The blood that had welled up from when he bit into his tounge earlier, didn't seem to slow. It was dripping from his bottom lip, and corner of his mouth.:: I ...:: he groaned and winced again.:: would rather.....just....die...:: Angel coughed up some more blood, same chunky-ness to the floor adding to the mess.:: C..Call Buffy....tell....h-her..I... l..l-love her.:: Angel struggled out. He pressed the side of his head to the floor, and attempted to swallow the rising wetness in his throat. He wanted to keep what he could inside to try to save what he could. He knew that still wouldn't make much of a difference.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn heard a familiar voice and looked to the doorway.:: Oh..look who it is. Demented vampire to the rescue.:: Gunn snorted. He rose to his feet, wanting to distance his nose from the not so fresh smells Angel was putting off. Gunn looked down hearing Angel's request for a stake. That didn't sound all that bad, considering he didn't want to witness one vamp feed from the other. Gunn turned away from the group and headed near the bed. He bent down and scooped up the stake. He turned around to face them.:: You know, if Angel does chow down on you, I don't think he will let up at the crucial moment. I HOPE he don't.:: Gunn quipped. A sharp look in his eyes was seen, when they connected to Julian. He crossed his arms over his chest, still holding the stake.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

JulzRhadeG3: Julian rolled his eyes at Angel, " Get over yourself.." he said, a laugh sneaking itself into his words. He looked to Gunn. " You realize that I could...."

JulzRhadeG3: (K)

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia watched closely as Julian leaned down and offered the uninjured side of his neck to Angel. She didn't want to watch the actual feeding so she turned and stared at the dated wallpaper. Right now she hated Julian. She hated everything about him, but she couldn't help but remember some of the good things that he used to be. A tear ran down her face and dropped to the floor. She backed up against the wall and let herself slide down to the floor. She cried completely silent.

JulzRhadeG3: ( this is my last post)

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley moved to Gunn, backing away from Julian and Angel. " I really don't want to watch this. " He said. He didn't like to see Vampires feeding. The ex-watcher turned, facing the bed. He tapped Gunn on the shoulder and pointed towards the ground. Sticking out from under the bed was a black leather book. Slowly, he leaned down and picked it up. *This must be Julian's journal..* He thought, ignoring the temptation to start reading it. He handed it over to Gunn for him to look at.

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley let his head fall foward. "I'm sorry to say I don't know what your supposed to feel, except better." Wesley was aware of the young vampire's actions but couldn't watch. "If you don't feel any different its either not working or you need more." Wesley slowly moved his eyes to stare at Julian. "You realize theres a good chance of your death. Angel may need a great deal of blood." Wesley thought he got his point across and waited for a response from Angel.
JulzRhadeG3: (Your turn...not that Rhade cares at all...-shrugs- he wants to die..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (Well I would rather not kill off your character..)
JulzRhadeG3: (I didn't say you had to kill him)
JulzRhadeG3: (Its your choice when to stop drinking. )
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Forgotten was the taste left in his mouth. That he could get over. So, he needed to take more from Julian. Perhaps, taking his unlife in the process. Angel snorted and attempted to raise himself up with his forearms. He was tired of laying uselessly on the floor. Sure, he was nearly spilling his guts, but that wouldn't usually stop him. But this was not usual. Angel winced as he managed to lift himself up by his forearms. Then, with a grunt and a whole lot of effort, he shoved his back against the wall behind him. Now he sat upright, sort of at an angle, and panting for unneeded air. He had watched as Julian moved to the bed and picked up something. When he saw the blood form on the other vampires wrist, he knew it was cut.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: His eyes followed Julians every move, until he was back infront of him, on his knees offering a mutilated wrist.:: I..I-I....Is there another way?:: Angel gasped out. He looked past Julian to Wesley.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (now Gunn...)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Gunn looked over to his side and noticed that Cordy had picked up the book from the bed. That was the same journal he had been spy reading. Sure, it was wrong, but he thought he was entitled to it.* Angel might kill off Julian..so he won't mind.* He thought in his mind. He looked to Angel, who had changed his position.:: You...shouldn't move too much. You might..uh tear...::He said. He stepped away from the bed and stooped down next to Angel. He bent his head beisde him and cupped a hand beside his mouth. He didn't want any others hearing this.:: Drink him like a Slurpee if ya want. I just want you back on your feet. We all do.:: Gunn whispered in hushed tones. With that said, he stood up and returned to his spot near the bed.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (I am here..)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian's breathing was still heavy. He didn't need air but it was a habit. He didn't so much as blink as Angel shifted his position. He heard Gunn's comment because of his vampiric hearing. Julian didn't say anything about it and resisted the urge to snap Gunn's neck. "Drink, or I will make you drink." Julian growled, wanting all of this to end. His blood was now forming a small puddle on the carpet. Red, icy blood. He emitted a deep growl only Angel could hear and continued to wait for Angel to drink.-
JulzRhadeG3: Welcome back
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (thanks.)
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia Chase sat, her back pressed into the doorframe of Julian's room, trying not to voice her own opinion about Julian. "Angel please," she said under her breath, knowing full well he could hear her. "We need you-I, need you.." She waited, biting her lip in fear Angel might not drink and then he could die. Her brown eyes stared at Angel. She inched closer to him, pushing Gunn aside gently and now sitting next to Julian, next to Angel.
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley couldn't find words to say after Julian's comment. He was completely speechless that Julian didn't seem to care if he might die. "Angel," he managed. He didn't understand why Angel was holding back. Wesley adjusted his glasses yet again, standing and looking down at his vampiric boss. The tension in the room was reaching a breaking point. Something had to happen soon.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: He heard Julians demand, but didn't look towards him. Instead, he moved his eyes from Wesley to Cordy. He followed her with his eyes. She sat down beside Julian and pushed Gunn over some. He wanted to be there for the gang, to lead the team, like he should. What was keeping him back? The fact that he might just not be able to stop when he resumes feeding from Julian? He took in a breath through barely parted lips. The copper tang of blood reached him. Amber eyes focused on the still leaking wrist of Julian. Angel brought up a hand and latched on to flesh just below it. Angel yanked the wrist to his mouth and didn't hesitate. As his fangs sunk down into the freshly made ruts from the pieces of his broken broadsword, he began to instantly deeply suck. Amber eyes closed as he focused on the task, he ignored all sounds around him.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: : Gunn was in awe of the whole spectacle. First there was guts..then, gross vampire to vampire feeding, then more ..smelly guts, then this. He easily moved to the side, when Cordiela shoved him, so that she could be close to Angel. Gunn watched with his jaw slightly dropped. He hoped Angel would get his strength back.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done..)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian let out a grunt as the blood started to be sucked from his body. The more time passed, the more Julian felt drained, weak and...angry. "ironic.." he let out, taking in a long breath that he didn't need. Julian found a happy memory in his dark mind and focused on it the best he could. The first time he had seen Cordelia, long before she knew anything about him. It was a simpiler life back then. She didn't know he was a freak, nor was he a vampire then. A smile surfaced on Julian's face from the memory
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia watched as Angel started to drink. A wave of relief spread through her body, but then she felt depressed and tense again. She liked Angel, more than a friend, but she would never admit it. But there was always one piece of hatred hanging over her head, towards Angel. She had turned one of her friends into a demon. A vampire. As if he didn't already have enough to deal with. All she could think about when Julian was around anymore was the hatred for him biting her. For letting himself get as dark-
JulzRhadeG3: , and evil enough to have bitten her.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 10:03:53 PM.
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JulzRhadeG3: Sorry
JulzRhadeG3: and done for now, no wesley
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JulzRhadeG3: sorry again
JulzRhadeG3: -sigh-
JulzRhadeG3: modem scripts are still fuggin' messed up..I'm lazy
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JulzRhadeG3: wow this is ridiculous
DrmntBrthOfLife1: wb....
JulzRhadeG3: thanks
DrmntBrthOfLife1: yes..
JulzRhadeG3: Wheres your Angel post ehehm
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I was unsure of your..uh...status so I didn't get it up yet..
JulzRhadeG3: Oh well...as I have said before, I won't sign off without saying anything and just leave you hangning
JulzRhadeG3: So post! -smiles through fanged mouth-
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::: Angel didn't stop there, there was a tightening of his jaw, he thrusted his fangs in farther still. He swallowed mouthfuls of cold blood. The grip on Julians arm was becoming like a vise, more powerful then before. Angel growled into the skin.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done...no Gunn for now.)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian winced in pain as Angel bit harder and squeezed his arm almost enough to break it. With each gulp being taken from his body, he felt his consiousness slipping away until finally he hit the ground. There was little blood in his system now, having it sucked from his body by his sire. He was almost dead now, a few more gulps would be all it would take. He had figured that Angel would probably take him out of the world this way before he had passed out. There was nothing he could do now.
JulzRhadeG3: (No cordi)
JulzRhadeG3: (But wesley is here..hee hee)
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley only snapped out of his trance of watching Angel feed when he heard the thump of Julian's body hitting the ground. Was he dead? "Angel?" Wesley inquired, moving closer. He stopped, remembering it would be useless to check Julian's pulse. He had none. Wesley looked back to Angel again. "Angel." he repeated. But it seemed as if Angel was too busy drinking to hear him. He had shut the rest of the world out.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel was oblivious to the outside actions. He closed everything off from him. The only thing he heard was the liquidy, audible swallows he was taking from Julian. One after another. He thought he detected a thump someplace, but that was soon forgotten. Angel let out a low reverberating warning growl.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3: (Can't really do Julian. Hes unconcious..)
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia watched in horror when Julian hit the ground. She saw that Angel didn't look like he was planning on stopping any time soon. She felt like letting him continue, killing what was once her friend. But there was nothing left of her friend in that body when it came down to it. She felt a part of her die then. She couldn't watch anymore, not knowing if Julian was dead or not. She had to stop it. "Angel!" She screamed, shaking the vampire.
JulzRhadeG3: (No wesley)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn was still shocked at what was happening. He saw Julians body flop to the floor, Something was up. Gunn would continue to watch the vampire feed off the other if that didn't mean one of them would be rendered dead forever. Gunn rose from the floor, and stalked over to the nightstand. He picked up the iron table lamp, ignoring Cordilea, he went back to Angel, and struck him upside the head. If the first wack didn't do it...try try again. About 3 good wacks dislodged Angel from Julians wrist. Angel flung back, his back colliding with the floor. Gunn had knocked him out.:: Well..that is one way to stop it...:: Gunn said and lowered the broken lamp to the floor. Some blood was smeared on it.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: (Now thats interesting)
JulzRhadeG3: (Gunn saving Julian?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (well...I suppose...)
JulzRhadeG3: (lol how interesting)
JulzRhadeG3: (You doing Angel?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (oh...)
JulzRhadeG3: (Oh?)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel was swallowing down a mouthful of cold blood, when he felt a sharp pain to right side of his head. Then there was another and another. The blows tore his fanged mouth from the others wrist. It all happened so quickly, and the fact that Angel was caught off guard, he was taken down just as easily. He fell instantly into darkness. Amber eyes rolling back when his head, smacked the floor, following his back. The vampiric vistage remained for a few more moments before it faded away. There was a small amount of blood trickling down the right side of his head from his temple.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 10:42:55 PM.
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JulzRhadeG3: -sigh- I'm sorry...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (wb)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: no biggie
JulzRhadeG3: There is only one number for all of Athens to sign onto AOL so it booted me
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Need a repost?
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JulzRhadeG3: may get kicked like 2 more times before it stops
JulzRhadeG3: just a heads up
DrmntBrthOfLife1: blah
JulzRhadeG3: but yea, repost please
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel was swallowing down a mouthful of cold blood, when he felt a sharp pain to right side of his head. Then there was another and another. The blows tore his fanged mouth from the others wrist. It all happened so quickly, and the fact that Angel was caught off guard, he was taken down just as easily. He fell instantly into darkness. Amber eyes rolling back when his head, smacked the floor, following his back. The vampiric vistage remained for a few more moments before it faded away. There was a small amount of blood trickling down the right side of his head from his temple.::
JulzRhadeG3: Thats really all we can do now that we are both unconsious lol
JulzRhadeG3: so we'll have to skip ahead like a day later??
JulzRhadeG3: Its up to you...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Well....cordy, gunn and wes are still consious.
JulzRhadeG3: okay
DrmntBrthOfLife1: so..why would we have to go forward? or just want to have them recouperating in bed...?
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia had to back away quickly when Gunn hit Angel with the lamp. She sighed in relief when Angel was on the ground unconsious. "Thanks gunn for that great display of heroism" She chirped, crawling to Julian. She grabbed his wrist and squeezed it to stop what little blood was left in him from seeping out. She looked at his extremely pale face and then to Wesley. "Do you think he'll live?" She asked, her voice filled with regret. Regret that if this was when Julian would die, she wished she had been--
JulzRhadeG3: nicer towards him. She looked back down and moved her head in Angel's direction. "At least he looks better.." She sighed again.
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley was left standing, his jaw dropped after Angel hit the ground. He looked at the weapon that had been used to knock the vampire unconsious. "A lamp?" He asked Gunn, looking to him with an expression only Wesley could give. "You hit him with a lamp?" Wesley inquired again. He walked over and lowered himself to the ground, checking Angel over. He listened to Cordelia's question and frowned. "I honestly don't know." he admitted.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (::pictures the look that only Wes could give.::-)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( smile not included.)
JulzRhadeG3: (I am trying to think of the episode..)
JulzRhadeG3: (omg)
JulzRhadeG3: (Do you know the look I am talking about? Wide eyes, head cocked to the side slightly, mouth open, staring in semi amazement, shock, and confusion..)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (nods..)
JulzRhadeG3: (-dangles a packet of fresh human blood in front of Angel's face as he waits for post)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn shrugged his shoulders at Wes's look.:: What...English? I did..what no one else thought of. Well.....::he paused looking down at the bloody side of Angel's head.:: At least no one acted on it. I did and I don't know why. I just..::he paused looking to Cordy.:: It just didn't feel right watching that.::he said.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::he looked back down to both unconcious vampires.:: They could be faking it and we would never know.:: he said gesturing a hand towards them.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia looked over at Gunn and nodded. "Help me.." She said, grabbing Julian under his arms and lifting him off the ground a little. He was so much heavier when he was unconsious, but she managed. She waited for Wesley or Gunn, whoever was going to help her. *Faking it?* she asked herself, cocking her head to the side a little. A small lock of hair fell across her forehead and she blew it out of the way, only to have it rest in the same place.
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley responded to Cordelia and stood, leaning down to grab the young vampire's legs. Quickly, he made his way towards the bed, letting go of him. He turned his head to Angel. "We might as well bring him to his room..." Wesley intoned. Angel was alot heavier than Julian, especially being unconsious and limp. He slowly made his way back to Angel.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn stood back and watched as Wesley stepped up to help Cordy bring Julian to the bed. Then he still stood there silently as Wes moved to Angel. Gunn finally moved, stepping forward and slumping down, he slipped an arm underneath Angels shoulders.:: Little help...this one is H - E-A-V-Y.:: Gunn spelt out in a grunting voice. He huffed and struggled to raise the vampires back up.:: He needs to go on a low...uh blood diet.:: Gunn looked to Wesley.:: Can he do that? Go on a diet?:: he asked as he continued to strain.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel made a slight grunt but other than that was silent. He was just a large dead weight in Gunns arms. He was still lost in the darkness, eyes still rolled back and some blood caught in his throat. It would be some time till he came out of it.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia thought for a moment. "I'm going to stay..here...for a while..." She said, sitting on the edge of Julian's bed and moving the pieces of Angel's old broadsword off of the bed. She stared at the unconsious, pale, ill looking figure laying on the bed and wondered if maybe there was a little bit of her friend left. She sighed and reached out, grabbing his limp hand. She held it for a while, sitting there and just watching him. Hoping he would wake up.
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley helped Gunn by grabbing Angel's feat and believing Gunn when he had said Angel was heavy. He almost dropped Angel when he heard the grunt. "Well at least hes alive." Wesley stated the obvious, heading out the door slowly, kicking his big old book away so Gunn didn't trip. Wesley wondered which was worse. Dying, or living eternal life as a vampire.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: Julian made no movement or noise as he layed on the bed, un aware that Cordelia was there. Unaware of anything. He was in complete darkness.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done, your turn)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn , with the help of Wesley, carried their very heavy boss out of the room, back to the vampires room. All the while, Gunn was wincing and grunting.:: Damn, English, you let me handle the heavy side.:: He complained. Soon, the weight was dropped off onto the bed in the room. Gunn whipped both of his palms along the sides of his pant legs. For some reason he felt he had to do that.:: So, that's it then?:: Gunn asked, turning to Wesley.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel couldn't hear or feel anything, just sense that something was near. He didn't know that he had been placed in a bed, away from the floor of the room that Julian was using. His head flopped over to the side, his mouth opening slightly.:: B-blooood...thick...cold......::there was a pause.:: Julian...:: He gasped out in a low tone. He was still out to the world, just now he was mumbling stuff.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (all is wrong on the western front...)
JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia remembered the journal she'd found and saw it by the door. She got up from the bed and walked to the door, leaning down and picking it up. She walked back to the bed and opened it. It was Julian's journal, but not just any journal. It was the one he had been keeping ever since he was sired. She read page after page, word for word. Tears started to stream down her face as she read on.
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley felt he needed to cover Angel with the blanket on his bed. After he did so, he watched Gunn whipe his hands off. Wesley raised his right eyebrow at the man standing next to him, but was interrupted by Angel's mumbling. "Thats odd..." Was all he said, staring down at the vampire.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn inclined his head, trying to focus.:: What did he just say?:: Gunn asked perplexed. He didn't think he quite heard that.:: Don't think that was a sentence. More like a fragment of thoughts.::he added. He wondered what was going on with Angel. * It might just be some kind of vampire dreams.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (skipping Angel.)
JulzRhadeG3: "That would be my guess." Wesley returned. "Do you think we should go check on Cordelia?" he asked Gunn, moving his eyes towards the door. He wondered if she was okay. She had been acting weird lately, and tonight she wasn't herself at all. He was worried, and wondering what Angel meant when he mumbled the fragments out.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done, no Cordelia)
JulzRhadeG3: (Or Julian)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel rolled his head back and forth on the pillow a few times. He let out some moans. Was this a sign he was coming to? They couldn't be sure.:: S-sharp....fangs.....s-slice...voices...none...at all.:: More words came from him, but it didn't seem ot make sense.:: Hurts t-too much, b-belly spills, dries .....is...gone.:: Angel mumbled out. That was the end of it for now.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Your call.:: Gunn told him. He had his attention back on Angel when more odd words came from the vampires lips.:: What do you think this means? Some kinda puzzle?:: Gunn asked.:: I think Cordiela is safe in there for the first time.:: He said and turned his head, looking over his shoulder at the door.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
JulzRhadeG3: Wesley quickly adjusted his glasses. "I think she needs some time..alone..for now." As soon as he was finished, Angel started to mumble again. "Puzzle?" He asked confused. "Its probably just random thoughts. " he added, finding a chair and sitting down. " We should stay with him.."
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: Cordi finished reading for the moment and closed the book, moving closer to Julian. She tried to smile but she couldn't make herself. It was to painfull. "You better wake up..." She said softly, picking his hand up again. She fell into a mild trance staring at him, watching for any movement.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia remembered the journal she'd found and saw it by the door. She got up from the bed and walked to the door, leaning down and picking it up. She walked back to the bed and opened it. It was Julian's journal, but not just any journal. It was the one he had been keeping ever since he was sired. She read page after page, word for word. Tears started to stream down her face as she read on.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: JulzRhadeG3: Wesley felt he needed to cover Angel with the blanket on his bed. After he did so, he watched Gunn whipe his hands off. Wesley raised his right eyebrow at the man standing next to him, but was interrupted by Angel's mumbling. "Thats odd..." Was all he said, staring down at the vampire.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn inclined his head, trying to focus.:: What did he just say?:: Gunn asked perplexed. He didn't think he quite heard that.:: Don't think that was a sentence. More like a fragment of thoughts.::he added. He wondered what was going on with Angel. * It might just be some kind of vampire dreams.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (skipping Angel.)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: JulzRhadeG3: "That would be my guess." Wesley returned. "Do you think we should go check on Cordelia?" he asked Gunn, moving his eyes towards the door. He wondered if she was okay. She had been acting weird lately, and tonight she wasn't herself at all. He was worried, and wondering what Angel meant when he mumbled the fragments out.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done, no Cordelia)
JulzRhadeG3: (Or Julian)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel rolled his head back and forth on the pillow a few times. He let out some moans. Was this a sign he was coming to? They couldn't be sure.:: S-sharp....fangs.....s-slice...voices...none...at all.:: More words came from him, but it didn't seem ot make sense.:: Hurts t-too much, b-belly spills, dries .....is...gone.:: Angel mumbled out. That was the end of it for now.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Your call.:: Gunn told him. He had his attention back on Angel when more odd words came from the vampires lips.:: What do you think this means? Some kinda puzzle?:: Gunn asked.:: I think Cordiela is safe in there for the first time.:: He said and turned his head, looking over his shoulder at the door.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)

JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 11:51:58 AM.
JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 11:55:09 AM.
JulzRhadeG3: ...
DrmntBrthOfLife1: I was almost done....then you ...left.
JulzRhadeG3: I didn't leave on purpose
DrmntBrthOfLife1: kay
JulzRhadeG3: DC port sparked and failed
JulzRhadeG3: Instant power loss
DrmntBrthOfLife1: jeez
JulzRhadeG3: Its fine now, I need to replace it
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ok
JulzRhadeG3: But its a 'restricted part' so only apple techs can order them
DrmntBrthOfLife1: ah.
DrmntBrthOfLife1: Well I will repost.
JulzRhadeG3: alright
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia remembered the journal she'd found and saw it by the door. She got up from the bed and walked to the door, leaning down and picking it up. She walked back to the bed and opened it. It was Julian's journal, but not just any journal. It was the one he had been keeping ever since he was sired. She read page after page, word for word. Tears started to stream down her face as she read on.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: JulzRhadeG3: Wesley felt he needed to cover Angel with the blanket on his bed. After he did so, he watched Gunn whipe his hands off. Wesley raised his right eyebrow at the man standing next to him, but was interrupted by Angel's mumbling. "Thats odd..." Was all he said, staring down at the vampire.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
JulzRhadeG3: I got that
JulzRhadeG3: and the next wesley post
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn inclined his head, trying to focus.:: What did he just say?:: Gunn asked perplexed. He didn't think he quite heard that.:: Don't think that was a sentence. More like a fragment of thoughts.::he added. He wondered what was going on with Angel. * It might just be some kind of vampire dreams.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: (skipping Angel.)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: JulzRhadeG3: "That would be my guess." Wesley returned. "Do you think we should go check on Cordelia?" he asked Gunn, moving his eyes towards the door. He wondered if she was okay. She had been acting weird lately, and tonight she wasn't herself at all. He was worried, and wondering what Angel meant when he mumbled the fragments out.
JulzRhadeG3: (Done, no Cordelia)
JulzRhadeG3: (Or Julian)
DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel rolled his head back and forth on the pillow a few times. He let out some moans. Was this a sign he was coming to? They couldn't be sure.:: S-sharp....fangs.....s-slice...voices...none...at all.:: More words came from him, but it didn't seem ot make sense.:: Hurts t-too much, b-belly spills, dries .....is...gone.:: Angel mumbled out. That was the end of it for now.::

[ TO BE CONTINUED...]

David Boreanaz + muscle massage = FULL BODY MELTDOWN !!

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 05:28:35 GMT

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia stared in shock at Gunn, " We are not charging it to HIS credit card! "She exclaimed, suprised at Gunn for even suggesting it. " Hello? Gift for Angel. Keyword, GIFT. " She sighed and grabbed her bag from next to her. She rummaged around for a few seconds and pulled out a gold credit card. " Why charge it to Platinum Visa when I've got gold mastercard? " She smiled slightly. " I should have enough points built up. But it may come up just a bit short. " She admitted, clicking the buy it now option.

JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel stumbled back being pulled by the shoulders off of the stairs and back up to the hallway. When he got sight of the other vampire, his dark eyes were gone, replaced by deep glowing amber. A growl purred from him, his eyes narrowed. He felt his bones shift in his broken left ankle, and it had caused him to yelp in pain.:: What the hell....::he sputtered out.::

JulzRhadeG3: Rhade looked at Angel. " I can't go down there, Cordi is down there..." He said with a look in his eye of worry. He didn't want to risk anything. " She.." he let his voice fade to nothing. He didn't want to say it. He turned and started to walk down the hallway again, back to his room.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel still stared at him, with his feral amber eyes.:: Listen, no one told you to follow me down the hall. I was simply going to make an appearance down there and get some blood for the both of us.:: He sighed and looked back to the stairs.:: You can do whatever you want. But I don't want you going after Cordeila again.:: he growled. He let his eyes return to their regular dark brow and he decended the steps again. When he reached the floor, he turned and with limping strides approached the counter. He saw Gunn standing behind Cordy, both were peering down at something.:: What are you two doing?:: he asked.::

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia heard Angel's voice and jumped up from her seat, her head knocking into Gunn's Jaw. " Ow! " He said, using her left hand to hold her hand while she franticly pounded on the computer monitor. She hit the button so hard the flat panel monitor fell over on her desk. She turned back to Angel and put her hand on her hip. " Oh nothing..just..." She paused, looking around and searching in her head for something. " RESEARCH! " she blurted. There was a small moment of silence before she ran over to Angel--

JulzRhadeG3: and lightly wrapped her arms around him, giving him a gentle hug. She smiled. " Your back! "

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley's motorcylce died out softly as he hopped off. He opened the small compartment hanging from the side. He grabbed out a few bags and gripped the pizza he had been holding tighter. He made his way through the garden to the back door of the Hyperion. Someone had locked the door. There was a thud as he ran into the locked glass paneled door.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn was caught by suprise when Cordiela sprung up from her chair and knocked the top of her head against his jaw.:: Oww...Cordiela...yo...watch it.:: Gunn croked out and rubbed at his jaw. He looked up to where Cordiela was and saw Angel. He looked worse than bad, even worse from the times he returned from their demon killing excursions.:: Damn...I mean...Angel..what brings you down to the livin?:: Gunn asked trying to sound believeable. He heard a sound behind him and turned his head eyeing the back door.::

JulzRhadeG3: (Done??)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: no.

JulzRhadeG3: (K)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel knew something was up. He knew they were hiding something from him and it involved the computer. He continued inching closer to them, still limping on his left leg. When he heard the thump from the back door, his head snapped in that direction.:: Who locked the back door?:: he asked out, looking back to Gunn and Cordy.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

JulzRhadeG3: Julian had snuck back to the railing, staring down into the lobby. Watching Cordelia. He saw her neck and a deep chill ran up his spine. He almost wanted to cry again. Now, not only would she never forgive him for biting her, but now she said they weren't friends. That ate at him. He had only slightly lied to Angel. He wanted to see her, he just didn't want to risk interraction between them. As Angel turned he silently backed up and started walking down the hall again towards his room. He reached his what-

JulzRhadeG3: he considered an " apartment " and turned the handle, walking in and leaving it open for Angel.

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley stared in through the glass over the top of the pizza box. " Well don't just stand there! " He called through the door loudly, shifting his weight so the heavy food bags didn't hurt his shoulder. He still ached from the fight with the Hakurm demons. He looked through the glass harder. He saw Angel.

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia tried to look natural. For being an actress she never could lie to Angel. Angel had that look which made it almost impossible for her to lie to him without him knowing. She backed away when she heard the sound of wesley running into the back door she had locked earlier absentmindedly. " Wesley! " She said, walking to the door and unlocking it for him. She snatched the pizza box from Wesley and ran back to her desk with it, throwing it open and grabbing a slice.

JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn moved from next to Cordiela , when she herself rose from the seat to help Wesley. Gunn walked up behind Cordiela and was trying to pull bags from Wes' grip.:: Here, English take a load off.:: he told him and tried to pull a white bag from his arm.:: I think I smell my food.:: he said.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel just stood there, watching everyone else move around him, almost as if he was invisable much like he was in a mirror. He watched Cordy run to Wesleys aid and Gunn follow behind. He turned his head, eyeing back behind him at the stairs. He knew Julian wouldn't be coming down. Too much to handle for him. He couldn't be around Cordeila and Angel knew it. He had done her wrong in the most complete sense of the word. He cleared his throat.:: Get me anything?:: he chirped up, knowing it was to be a no.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley released the bags and lost his balance. He fell to the ground with a low thump. He got sprung up immediatly, seeing Angel and walking quickly to him. " How're you feeling? Do you need anything? We've got Chinese food and Pi--" He paused. Looking to Cordelia who was shoving pizza in her mouth. He raised both eyebrows and turned his head back to Angel. " Well, we've got Chinese..." He said dully, looking back to Cordelia in amazement. He'd never seen her eat like that.

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia was now in her own heaven. Slice by slice. She closed her eyes and shut out the rest of the world, releasing her inner pizza eater. She loved pizza. Pizza was her favorite. She didn't realize she was moaning over the saucey, cheesy, goodness they called Pizza. She gave a small laugh, finishing her first piece and instantly shoving another into her mouth.

JulzRhadeG3: Julian sat on his bed, waiting for Angel to return. He closed his eyes, sniffing the air. Pizza and Chinese food. He badly wanted to go and get some but he knew it didn't do anything for him physically. And Cordelia was still down there. He could sense that Angel wouldn't be coming up for a while. Rhade sighed and let himself fall back onto the soft bed. His eyes turned bright blue. He was still hungry. He hoped Angel would return soon enough with some blood.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn scooped up a bag from the floor where they were dispensed when Wesley fell down. He hurried off to the counter and pulled out the small white chinese boxes. He dug out the utensils in the bottom. He tore into the first box.:: Thanks English.:: He mumbled through a mouthfull of food. He looked to his right seeing Cordy chowing down on her pizza. He didn't even hear Angel's voice in his food induced hearing loss.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel shook his head at Wesley, when the ex-watcher fell down beneath the weight of the bags. If he had been at full strength he might have zipped over there and been of some use.:: Nah, I can't taste it anyhow.:: Angel told him and shuffled off limping still towards another room on that floor, that his blood was kept.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

JulzRhadeG3: Cordi opened her eyes only long enough to grab one of the pale green peppers from the corner of the box. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Angel walking towards his blood storage room. She also saw Gunn stuffing his mouth with Chinese food. She closed her eyes again, chewing the hot pepper. No later than the second she had swallowed it she shoved one more piece of pizza in her mouth and stood. She slapped the box shut and picked it up with one hand. Slowly she made her way towards Angel's location.--

JulzRhadeG3: she barely opened her eyes, seeing the way in her mind. She stopped behind Angel and extended the hand clutching the pizza box. " Want some? " She said through a sauce lined mout that looked almost like blood.

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley turned and walked to Gunn, snatching one of the boxes away from him, " Hey thats mine! " He exclaimed looking into the half empty container. Wesley grabbed the chop sticks right from Gunn's hand and dug into what was left of his meal. He made his way to his desk and sat down, watching Cordelia leave.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn snorted at Wesley and paused his chewing till he could swallow.:: Yo, English. I told you. Chicken Lo Mein and a side of fried rice. Did I not? What did you order? Sum young english guy....Uh..:: he paused thinking.:: Platter? I think not.:: But before he could thrust those chopsticks back into the box, it had been torn from him and the same with the chopsticks.:: Yo..I better be gettin some fried rice for that!:: he snapped while shoving his hand into the bag.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel felt her presence even before he heard her words:: Cordiela...No..I don't want any. I am just getting blood for me and Julian.::he said as he reached the fridge and pulled out two plastic containers of blood. He twirled around to face her. His back pushing the door of the fridge closed. He raised a single brow to the way her face looked.:: And I thought I was a messy eater.:: He remarked and brushed past her limping to the microwave.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia dropped the Pizza box at Angel saying the J word. Her mouth was open as he walked passed her. She was frozen. She couldn't make herself move. Ignoring Angel's joke, her neck started to hurt. It was in her head. Cordi closed her eyes and then shuttered. She placed her right hand on her neck and leaned down, picking the box off of the floor. She turned silently and walked back to her desk. She sighed and acted like nothing was wrong. That she was good at.

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley mocked Gunn's snort several times while he was eating. He stared down at a book on his desk. A book of demons, as always. He heard Cordi sit back down at her desk. He knew something had happened because she was no longer shoving pizza into her mouth as enthusiasticly. He decided he better not ask as it was probably about Julian.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( thats the end of it.)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn watched with narrowed eyes at Wesley.:: Ya know that's takin it too far, English.:: He retorted. He shook his head and out the corner of his eye, noticed Cordiela return, sitting back in the chair.:: Wassup back in there? Angel chase you out?:: he asked. He looked to Wes and got a hard look from the ex-watcher.:: What?:: he spat at him.:: I can be concerned.:: he replied.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel heard the pizza box hit the floor, as he put in both mugs of blood into the microwave. He set the minutes, and looked back at her over his shoulder. She had started out the room by the time he looked towards her. His mouth was hanging slightly open like he was going to say something to her. He decided against it. He could feel the vibes off her. She was still reeling over that bite from Julian. The microwave soon beeped and he retrieved the hot mugs. He exited the room, and didn't pay any attention to the reception counter. If he were going to address Cordy, it would be later. He could feel Julian's hunger from where he was. He padded across the lobby, and up the stairs.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: He limped down the hallway and pushed through the already slightly open doorway of Julians room. He didn't need an invitation to enter seeing Julian was a fellow demon. He noticed Julian laying on the bed. He felt the waves of bloodlust come off him.:: I ...brought you..some blood. It's not human. But you can grow to accept it.:: He mumbled. He limped to a stop beside the bed, one hand offering the other a mug.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)

JulzRhadeG3: Julian sat up quickly as Angel entered, smelling the blood. He was very hungry, and it showed as he snatched the mug from Angel's grasp so quickly some spilled onto the floor. He ignored Angel's comment about it not being human. He didn't want human. He was to afraid to go anywhere near human blood. He started to drink it quickly but slowed himself down. Then he stopped, looking up at Angel, " Thanks.." he muttered softly through lightly blood stained fangs which he hadn't realized extended. Sighing, he--

JulzRhadeG3: set the half empty mug down on the stand next to the bed. He needed a minute to let it sink in. JulzRhadeG3: (Done now cordi)

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia paused and looked up at Gunn. " I'm fine.." She lied. She noticed a slight non-believing look in Gunn's eyes, " REALLY.." she added, " I'm fine.." She forced a smile, feeling the burning in her neck again. Slowly, she turned back to her pizza and righted the computer monitor. She turned it on and motioned for Gunn and Wesley to come to the computer so they could finish purchasing Angel's new sword.

JulzRhadeG3: (Done, now Wesley)

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley was busily eating his food as Angel went up the stairs,* Two mugs...* He noted in his head, knowing full well one had to be for Julian. He had wondered how Julian had been. Though he couldn't completely forgive him for biting Cordelia, he knew it wasn't entirely Julian's fault. Julian was a new Vampire, not used to the new emotions, strengths, and mental abilities that came with the territory. The thirst had to be the worst. If he ignored it for too long, innocents like Cordelia paid for it.----

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley noticed Cordelia's signal. Feeling lazy while burried in thoughts and food, he rolled to her desk with his chair.

JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn sighed as he heard Cordelia's comment. Then he watched Wesley first hand over his wallet. Gunn dug in the back of his jeans and retrieved his own wallet. It was denim, and he set it down next to Wes'.:: There you go, girl. The mastercard is overcharged. I think the other one in there is good to go.:: He chimed.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel stood, watching Julian pass him once again, out of the bathroom. His eyes were on him as he went to the desk and pulled out something, the sound it made, intrigued him. He moved forward, still holding the mug, which had slightly cooled down. He peered down over Julians shoulder.:: Whats....:: all that he could manage. He just stared at it.::(done>)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (hey save your post..and send it to my email. thedarkavenger@antisocial.com <composemessage.cfm?uid=28ad5452f53832335314428a95abbwfe3673433d79741339fd&action=compose&to=thedarkavenger@antisocial.com>

JulzRhadeG3: Julian leaned in and grabbed the bag by its strap and zipped it open. He poured the contents onto the bed. Light metallic clanking could be heard as the objects hit one another. They were the pieces of Angel's broadsword that he had shattered via freezing. " I thought you might..." he paused for a second, " I thought you might...you know...want these.." He said, his voice had fallen off into silence as he finished. He felt bad about had shattering it. If he had been sane when the sword was still frozen,--

JulzRhadeG3: Julian could have fixed it. He could reverse the effect his power had on things, but only while they were still frozen, and only by his power. Julian turned and looked out the dark window, waiting for Angel to say something. He was expecting alot of growling and insults, so he braced himself mentally.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Gunn avoided eye contact with the two vampires. He nodded his head after Wesley spoke and lowered his head. The book the other man found peeked his interest. He took it from Wes and opened it to the middle. It appeared to be a journal. He started skimming the entries.:: Hmm..::he only said.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (that sucked...but moving on to Angel...)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel soon felt the same coldness against his severely chapped lips. He could smell the borrowed cold blood below the flesh. He was reluctant to act on his urges. This was Julian here. The one he sired, the one he thrust into the darkness. The one that he had taken the life from. Julian hated him and he didn't know what to think. Angel started to open his lips. The tip of his tounge slipping out and tasting the pale skin.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done...)

JulzRhadeG3: Julian waited rather impatiently. Waiting for the bite, but then he felt something else and pulled away. "Alright, thats where I draw the line." He said quickly, grabbing his neck and extending his wrist instead. "Little ironic don't you think?" He asked Angel, looking away. Julian blinked a few times, wondering where Cordelia was. He couldn't focus anymore.

JulzRhadeG3: (Done and pretty lame)

JulzRhadeG3: Cordi got up and crossed her arms. She walked past the two vampires and stood by Wesley and Gunn. She couldn't find anything to say to anyone, wiping a tear that was desperatly trying to escape her eye. She raised both eyebrows waiting for something to happen. No one was moving yet. Cordelia's mind focused on Angel, silently praying in her mind. *He dies, and its no more vision girl..* she thought, narrowing her eyes at Julian. *No one would care if you died!*

JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley now ignored Gunn, who was busy reading the journal he'd found. He watched as Cordelia walked over to them and wondered what she was thinking. Whatever it was, it wasn't pleasant. "Will you just hurry up." He intoned, crossing his own arms and stepping foward a step. He reached up and adjusted his glasses, then continued to keep his arms folded. "We don't have all day you know"

JulzRhadeG3: (Done, short..sorry)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Gunn ticked his eyes up looking towards Cordy. His eyes soon returned to the journal. He felt a bit like an intruder with reading the book and all. But he really didn't enjoy watching a vampire snack on anything. Stepping in on Angel while he fed from a mug wasn't all that settling. Gunn still found that displeasing. He turned the page continuing to read.:: Angel, take a damn bite.:: Gunn stated sighing.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done..now Angel.)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel's reaction time was off. Just as he was attempting to ready himself to clamp down on Julians neck, his head was moved. Another piece of flesh was pushed towards his lips. By the contours of the dead veins, he knew it was a wrist. Again, there was a slight flick of his cold tounge. Then he eased his mouth open and had his fangs right above the strike zone. He bit down, yes, it was agonizingly slow, but he was weakened terribly to this state. He was very hungry. The craving was undeniable. He heard the flesh snap in his ears, and felt his fangs bore down into the vein, tearing it open.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: He hated that the blood didn't pour into his mouth right away. That was the downside of feeding from a vampire and not a living, breathing human. *Well, take what you can get, Angel.* his concience reminded him. He brought a hand up to steady himself, and curled his fingers around the arm just below the wrist. He started to deeply suck, pulling the stubborn blood from him.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

JulzRhadeG3: Julian grunted slightly as Angel bit into his wrist. *This sucks on too many planes..* he complained in his mind. After a short while he already started to feel 'drained'. He kept his eyes tightly shut, trying to focus his mind on something other than the pain in his wrist. Julian sighed inaudibly, going over the events from the past few days in his mind, regretting every single move he made.

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia turned her head quickly to stare at the wall when Angel started to drink. Mugs of blood she could handle, but feeding on a living thing was a different story. No. Wait. Julian wasn't alive, even though he looked it. Underneath he was just a filthy demon, and unholy monster that had bitten her. Cordelia's neck felt like it was burning again.

JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley watched, only because he had to make sure Julian wouldn't try anything stupid. It would be so easy for the younger vampire to stake Angel or do something of that nature. "Angel do you feel any different?" He inquired, stepping closer and squatting down.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel suddenly laxed the pressure on his jaw, and withdrew his fangs. He had barely swallowed down 3 gulps when he sensed something. He turned his face away from the offered wrist, that wasn't even showing much blood, just deep holes. Angel winced and and made a face. The taste was awful. He growled and moved his head so, he could wipe his face on his duster sleeve.:: Oh....god...::he groaned out. He tried to loose the taste in his mouth. Even when he had pigs blood it HAD to be warmed. He couldn't handle cold blood anymore. It was just one of those last resort kind of things. He spat some blood that was in his mouth to the floor. He heard Wesleys voice.:: I am not sure...Wes...::he ground out.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Gunn looked up from the book when he heard Wesley. He saw the ex-watcher down on his haunches, next to Angel. He looked concerned as anyone was here, Well maybe except Julian. He narrowed his eyes as he caught a glimpse of Angel stopping the feeding. He saw the blood tinted fangs and the coated tounge.:: That is so...what...I didn't want to see...::he blurted out. He saw the disgust on Angels face. He couldn't hold back the next comment.:: Recycled blood, not your cup of tea?:: he said. Instantly his eyes flipped back down to the journal reading.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done...and well I am not sorry ..)

JulzRhadeG3: Julian turned his head and dropped his jaw, glaring at Angel. "Your blood isn't exactly a venti vanilla mocha either tough guy." He snarled, snatching his wrist back. "Maybe next time I'll let you die," he started. "If there even is a next time." He added, standing. He looked around at everyone, growling. "Get...out.." he shot, letting himself vamp out. He still hadn't noticed that his journal he had been keeping since he was sired, was being read.

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia was glad when Angel stopped feeding. *Please be better..* she thought, walking to Angel and sitting on the ground. She stared for a moment, waiting for a response, but was interrupted by Julian. "Excuse me, but this isn't YOUR hotel. So YOU can get out. " she shot harshly but not turning her head. Her gaze remained on Angel. "Can we stake him now?"

JulzRhadeG3: "If it worked you should at least...feel different." Wesley stated, adjusting his glasses again. The smell of Angel's open stomach passed under his nose again, almost knocking him backwards. Wesley was thinking quickly, trying to come up with something in case Julian's blood didn't work. Wesley cocked his head to the side only slightly at Julian's comments and he stood. "We need to stay here, we can't move Angel at the moment, so sit down and shut...up.."

JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn felt eyes on him. He closed the book immeditately. He raised his head looking directly at Julian who was giving him the "stare". He turned and dropped the book behind him on the bed.:: Sorry.::he blurted out. His eyes went to Angel.:: Any better?::He asked. He decided to leave the rising comments in his head to himself. Now was the time to worry about his ailing boss. *Sure hoping the blood helps.* he thought.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done..)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel stopped his visual act of showing his displeasure for that taste test of blood. Sure, it wasn't the best, but from the vibes he was getting, he knew Julian wasn't doing this because he liked Angel. No, the other one despised him. Didn't want anything to do with his sire. The one that shooed him away, just like the others. His eyes that were slowly getting more color to them, the white starting to fade, and the feral yellow returning, flicked from Wesley to Cordy. He ran his tounge across his jagged upper teeth, and fangs.:: I...am....c-can't move.:: he growled out. He could barely stand, and knew any large movement to try, wasn't safe. He was almost gutted from the weeks past slice to his abdomen. He was oblivious to the scent it was giving off. He drapped a hand over his showing innards.::
DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

JulzRhadeG3: Julian glared at everyone, finally settling his eyes on Angel. "I could always throw all of you out of the window.." he said, gesturing his head towards the balcony. He let his face return to his human features and plopped himself into his desk chair. "Someone...stake me.." he said in a serious tone. He was still wet from the rain, so he shook his head, sending small drops of water flying. He personally didn't care about Angel. He obviously didn't care about him, which made him wonder why Angel sired him--

JulzRhadeG3: in the first place. What a stupid move that was. First thing on his to do list was kill Angel and then himself, but now Angel was removed from that list. He would just settle for killing his already dead self. There wasn't anything to live for, and he was dangerous.
Cordelia smiled, ignoring the smell Angel was giving off. "you..you can't move, wesley-he-can't-move-what-does-that-mean!" Her voice rose consistantly until the end of her sentance. She stood and franticly searched for Wesley's book. She spotted a book on the bed and walked quickly, snatching it up. Cordi frowned, opening the book and seeing it wasn't the book she was looking for, but the page she had opened too had caught her interest. It was about her. She raised her head and hid the book from Julian's-

JulzRhadeG3: sight, knowing that if he saw it, he'd take it back and she wouldn't be able to read it.
Wesley blinked, listening to what Cordelia was saying. "Maybe he didn't drink enough?" He asked, moving his eyes to the side, staring Julian down. He cleared his throat as if to say 'get your ass over here'. "Angel, what EXACTLY do you feel right now?" he inquired, breathing through his mouth instead. But it was just as bad. There was no way to get away from the odor.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::...I feel.....::He paused tasting what was left on his tounge, as he scrapped it against the roof of his mouth.:: empty..::Angel said. He blinked a few times, catching Wesleys eyes. A questioning look was on his face. *What had happened? Had that worked? Did I take enough? I don't want anymore.* All these thoughts bounced around in his dark mind. His hand fell away from his showing intestines to rest on the floor limply. He didn't feel a change.:: What....am.....I....s-supposed to feel?::he asked cocking a brow at Wes.::

JulzRhadeG3: "Oh, well..this is just plain ridiculous!" Julian chimed in loudly, having listened to Angel's comments. He got up from his chair and walked to the bed,where the remanants of Angel's old broadsword still sat. He grabbed one and stormed over to Angel, dropping to his knees and using the jagged piece of metal to make several slits on his wrist, icy blood starting to seep out. He thrust his wrist in Angel's direction. His dark eyes slowly phased blue. His breathing was heavy and uneven as he stared, waiting.

JulzRhadeG3: Cordi backed up quickly as Julian neared. She watched him slit his already bitten wrist numerous times. "You've lost it.." was all she offered, pressing her back hard into the doorframe. *Wheres a vacum when you need one?* she asked herself.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn looked to Wesley and listened closely.:: So...how we gonna get a hold of Julian for Angel. It's not like he is concious enough to like suck his blood. How is it gonna work, English?:: Gunn asked he looked back to Angel's seeable organs.:: And I thought garbage smelled bad.:: He pinched his nose and waved the other hand infront of his face.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel sturred on the floor. His dark eyes opening to thin slits. They blinked once and focused on the face he saw first.:: Wesley..?::he croaked hoarsely. An arm raised with a lot of effort, and his fingers came in contact with his abdomen. It felt sticky, wet and...was that squishy? Angel cantered his head down, and winced at the sight.:: Uh...:: He moaned out. Nothing could verbally explain what he thought. And nothing he could think of for what and why he was about to spill his guts.:: Towel?:: he grunted out. His eyes slid to the side, seeing Gunn crouched down like Wesley.:: Gunn..::he stated like he was about to add more..but didn't. He winced again when he attempted to move.::

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Livin' it up....Here in the darkness...

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 05:26:27 GMT

Angelus18872: -attacked his Cordy, but he did.:: H-hows...::he coughed hoarsely:: hows Julian?::He asked not really carring.::

JulzRhadeG3: Cordi dropped her smile instantly. " I wouldn't know..." she said dryly. " Hes been just as reclusive as you, and I don't really care.." She straightened. " I'm sorry.." She managed.

JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

Angelus18872: ::Truthfully, he didn't care as much as he about his childe. He resented making him now. What a foolish move that was. Angel was weak and feeling very vunerable at the moment. He needed to have a better look at Cordiela. He pulled open the door all the way, taking in an unneeded drawl of breath as he revealed her whole body to his glazed eyes.:: Angelus18872: (done.)

Angelus18872: (done.)

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia stepped backward only slightly. She stared at the rest of Angel * Ow, that looks like it hurts..* she thought. she decided she needed to go back downstairs. " Well...it was nice...seeing you..." She stammered. " Feel better..." She said, turning and walking down the hallway. She rounded a the corner and walked a few doors down. She wasn't really paying attention, but she noticed she was coming up on Julian's room. She slowed, then stopped--

JulzRhadeG3: Cordi sighed loudly and turned, knocking loudly on his door. She didn't care what he was doing, sleeping, trying to have quiet time. She just banged on the door.

JulzRhadeG3: Julian got up from his bed. He was typing on his laptop at the time when she knocked. He walked to the door and opened it, not making eye contact with who it was. Cordelia. " hi.." He said plainly

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia saw that the wound on his neck hadn't really healed at all yet. " hi. " she returned, even more plain than he had said. She sighed again. Julian opened his mouth to speak but she intercepted it before he could get a word out. " Rhade...don't" She added a harsh flavor to that as she said it. Julian made eye contact.

Angelus18872: (done?)

JulzRhadeG3: "Do..what?" he asked, crossing his arms. She looked down almost immediatly. She gave a small laugh. " Your going to try and talk about something completely irrelavant, your going to start sweating and throw in a few stammers here and there...." She paused. " Don't. I don't want to hear it. "

JulzRhadeG3: Julian stared in amazement as she said that to him. He didn't blame her. For what he did, he wouldn't hold it against her if she put a stake through his heart. " Bu--" He was cut off by Cordi again. She called him Rhade. His last name, which was rather impersonal. He didn't care that much. " Rhade, lets just get something straight. So we're clear on the subject. " She looked into his eyes. " We're not friends...."." She paused. " Don't. I don't want to hear it. "

JulzRhadeG3: Julian stared in amazement as she said that to him. He didn't blame her. For what he did, he wouldn't hold it against her if she put a stake through his heart. " Bu--" He was cut off by Corol
Angelus18872: good job.

JulzRhadeG3: Julian stood from his bed, walking over to his desk. He sighed, opening one of the drawers and removing a dark wooden stake. He stared down at it for a moment, thinking. He considered for a moment staking himself, wanting to. But he couldn't bring himself to do it. He hoped that eventually, things would be right between him and Cordelia. But after what he did, that possible future seemed almost impossible to reach. Julian looked into the mirror, not seeing his reflection. Shaking his head, he walked back-

JulzRhadeG3: to his bed and layed down, staring at the stake blankly as he spun it around with his fingers.

JulzRhadeG3: (done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel laid on the bed once again reading the lines of a book he had many times before. He wasn't really getting into the book as much as he usually did. His mind was elsewhere. He lowered the book to his chest and ran a weary hand through his tossled hair. He sighed. He could sense Julian down the hall. He felt his worry, his depression as of late. He had that tingle go through him and he knew there was a stake in the other vampires grasp. He contemplated getting up and hobbling down there to check up on his childe. With a sigh, Angel sat up, then rose from the bed. His dark hazy eyes going to the door.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn was standing in the middle of the lobby. He still didn't see any of his vampiric boss or Julian. It was well into the night, having past dusk about 2 hours ago. He walked over to the weapons closet and pulled it open. His eyes wandered over the many weapons housed there. A slot in the middle still stayed vacant. The spot were Angel's favorite broadsword would have hung had it not been shattered. Gunn turned from the cabinet and looked over his shoulder. Wesley was behind the reception counter.:: English, I think I know what's up with Angel. His cherished sword got ice-a-fide, and now he's mopin. I bet that's it. We should get him another.:: Gunn started over to the desk.:: You think the pawn shops carry 17 century swords with gold and sliver handles?:: Gunn asked as he stopped before the counter and leaned an elbow to it.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)

JulzRhadeG3: (Its been 4 days since the sewer thing..)

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley looked up from his work, he blinked a few times. " Thats a great idea. Lets get Angel another broad sword. " He said smiling, " Something special. Something that says " Angel's sword. " Wesley got up and walked to Gunn. " There has to be a place somewhere in LA that can do that. " He raised an eyebrow and turned toward the reception desk where Cordelia was standing, still burried in a book. " What do you think? "

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia lifted her head. She let out a small yawn, " Theres always ebay " she said , the edges of her lips curling up into a smile. She would have laughed but she was to tired. " And I'll take a wild guess that you want me to get on my handy-dandy computer and run a search for local sword shops..." She said, " I guess I'll get to work. At this point I'll do anything to make Angel feel better. " With that, she turned and sat at her computer.

JulzRhadeG3: (done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel was taking painful, limping strides to his door. A wince crossing his face each time he leaned his weight on his left ankle. Sure it had been days since their trip to the tunnels, but for some reason his ankle hadn't fully healed. His long, black leather duster almost seemed to consume him. Angel hadn't been feeding regularly and it showed almost making his skin look translucent. The black slacks he was wearing was still the ones from that sewer nite. His chest was bare and a thin line remanied from that claw slice he had inflicted by the demons. The door opened slowly and Angel suck his head out.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: He gazed down the hallway in both directions, seeing it was empty. He carried himself, slowly and agonizingly down to Julian's room door. He halted before it and rested a broad shoulder to the side of the door frame.:: Julian.:: Angel called out in a hoarse voice from the hallway.:: I know you are in there.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn smiled at Wesley's suggestion. That would be perfect, get the age old vamp down from his hiding hole and start helping out the helpless again. Gunn nodded towards Cordiela.:: Ya, that internet might find something very close to what Angel had. Like get his name carved on the handle or the blade. That would be bitchin!:: Gunn exclaimed happily. He lifted his elbow fromt the counter and rubbed his palms together.:: I can check out the shops. English, just get me the addresses.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)

JulzRhadeG3: Julian's eyes looked to the door, breaking his stare on the stake. He knew who it was. He could smell Angel coming down the hallway. Setting the stake down on the sheets, he sat up. " I have nothing to say to you..." He said in a normal tone. " And I know you have nothing to say to me.." He finished. Julian got up and reached for the stake. He took one last look at it before walking back to his desk and placing it neatly back in the drawer he had taken it from.He looked at the door, hoping Angel would--

JulzRhadeG3: - go away.

JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel growled in frustration as he eyed the closed door. He really didn't know what possessed him to come to stand at Julian's door. Maybe it was just a feeling, something that he felt as being his sire. Either way, both vampires needed to come out of the rooms and venture downstairs. Angel figured cases were building up ever since he went immobile in his room for days.:: Julian, open the door. :: He sighed and paused lowering his eyes to the floor.:: Please.:: he almost sounded like he was begging.:: Cordiela has to hear it from you.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)

JulzRhadeG3: Julian folded his arms and walked slowly toward the door. He stopped in front of it. " Has to hear what from me? " He leaned against the fram to the right of the door handle, waiting for his reply. He didn't want Angel to come in. He didn't really want to see Angel for a while, if ever again. He sucked in a short un-needed breath.

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley walked toward the garden door of the Hyperion. " I'm going to get take out. Anyone want anything? " He said, putting his light brown jacket on. He turned and stared at Cordelia and Gunn. Chinese sounded good to him, but he'd go wherever to get what the others wanted. It would probably be a long night.

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia didn't take her eyes from the computer. " How about..." She thought, " Pizza? " She asked, bringing up the yellow pages website and starting a tab for ebay. She typed in her searches and hit enter. " Gunn what do you want? " Cordi turned her head to the man.

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn looked from Cordy to Wesley. Almost seeming like he knew what Wesley thought he answered.:: Chinese sounds good to me, English. Get me some chicken lo mein, and a side of that fried rice.:: With that said he turned his attention back to Cordiela.:: Maybe when he gets back, the vampires will come down and make an apperance.:: He told them. He cocked his head to the side thinking for a moment.:: Has Angel even had a mug of blood today?:: he wondered outloud to himself.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

JulzRhadeG3: (K)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel listened intently to the sounds from beyond the door.:: Listen, Julian. I know you know what I am talking about. Just hiding up here, with that stake, and not coming out, what good is that going to do?:: he sighed. He raised his head, looking to the door again. He could feel Julian right on the other side of it, doing much as he did. His eyes narrowed as something came to him.:: Why did you shatter my 17 century broad sword?:: he asked suddenly. His arms crossing over his chest.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)

JulzRhadeG3: Julian Rhade reached for the door handle. His hand was cold and the door handle glazed over with ice. The broadsword. *How could Angel ask that question? Did he not remember how he had pointed it at my head?* He quickly asked himself. He twisted the door knob and opened the door halfway, using his body to block Angel access to his room. " The good it will do is I won't be near Cordi to possibly go nuts again and do you-know-what. " He paused for a few seconds. " And your broadsword? Hello? Is that brain--

JulzRhadeG3: old brain of yours finally giving up, or do you not seem to remember how you pointed it at my face. I didn't really do it on purpose. Hell, as you already know I wasn't really myself at the time. " He tilted his head down toward the ground and closed his eyes, feeling almost bad about exploding in Angel's face. But why should he feel bad? He was just another disappointment to Angel, and he knew Angel didn't really want him around. Or at least thats what he thought. He waited.

JulzRhadeG3: Wesley nodded to the both of them and turned, walking out the garden door. He neared his motorcycle and took out his key. He smiled to himself as he grabbed his black helmet, remembering how he went walzting through the doors of the Hyperion 4 days before wearing the pink one. Wesley swung his leg over and put the key into the ignition. He turned it and kicked the starter. The engine rumbled to life. He put it into gear and sped off.

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia raised both of her eyebrows at Gunn. " He hasn't really had anything these past few days. " She said sounding depressed about it. " Have you even seen him? Hes a wreck! thanks to that horrible, rude, uncontrolable, parasite upstairs and down the hall from our lovable boss. " Cordi turned back to her computer and started browsing through the web pages.

JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Gunn walked around the counter and came up to stand behind Cordeila. His eyes went to the glowing screen of her computer. He noticed the small pictures showing different swords going for bids. He pointed towards the screen at one.:: That one.:: He exclaimed.:: It looks similar to the one he had. It ain't 17 century , but I don't know how many peeps would be selling something that old. I would think something like Angel's old one to be in a museum someplace.:: he said and lowered his head over her shoulder.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Maybe someone should go give Angel some blood.:: he suggested and straightened up.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done, now Angel)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::First off...I didn't point it to your head. I had it going for your throat. Besides..::He paused taking in an unneeded breath.:: How can you learn to deal with the new you, if you don't try?:: Angel asked him. His eyes slid to the side seeing just a sliver of the other vampire.:: I can't come in without an invitation, so I don't know why you don't open the door all the way.:: He knew neither vampire wanted to see the other , but all had to change.:: I need some blood, and I can get you some as well. Just come out.:: He told him. Angel turned and started limping away.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)

JulzRhadeG3: Julian listened to what Angel had to say. Angel was right. He couldn't come in without an invitation. He stared as Angel limped away, considering his offer. * No, I don't want any help from him* he said in his mind. He was hungry and he knew it. If he didn't have blood soon he would probably bite someone again. He sighed, walking over to a chair near his bed and grabbing his shoes, slipping them on lazily in his upright position. He threw on his black denim jacket. He walked slowly to the door and--

JulzRhadeG3: continued out, following far behind Angel. He almost had no choice at this point. It was either follow Angel or end up a miserable and dangerous wreck.

JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia took her hands quickly from the mouse. " This one? " She asked, pointing to the screen. It looked similar to the Angel's old sword. She knew that they could never replace his favorite broadsword with one exactly like it, but the were going to try and get one that would mean more to him. She glanced at the price. " Ouch. " She said quietly, looking up at Gunn. " Anyone got a credit card? " She said jokingly.

JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Gunn winced at the actual price of the sword. Way past what even he would consider a good buy.:: Well, Angel does have a credit card. Just charge it to his Platinum Visa. It's a gift for him. I'm sure he won't mind.:: Gunn told her and shrugged his shoulders.:: Get it personalized at some shop with his name on it or something when we get it.::

DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel started decending the stairs slowly. He heard the voices down in the lobby from as far as the hallway he had been in. :: I won't mind about charging WHAT to my card??:: Angel asked as he came down the stairs. He had heard what they were discussing, just wanted to hear it again.::

JulzRhadeG3: Julian's eyes widened as he noticed Angel was leading him downstairs. He put on a burst of vampiric speed and grabbed Angel by the shoulders,pulling him back so hard he thought he might break more of Angel's bones. " Hey, I'm not going down there! " He whispered, just barely audible. He let go of Angel and looked him in the eye. " Cordi is down there, I'm not going. " He said, getting ready to turn and head back to his room. He couldn't see Cordelia. Not only because of the discussion they had earlier but-

JulzRhadeG3: he was still afraid he might bite her again.

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