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    Friday, August 24th, 2007
    6:06 pm
    Same quiz. This time, I used just my middle initial and spelled out my last name. Lookie, different.
    Your Expression Number is 9

    An idealist and humanitarian, you strive to make the world a better place.
    You do your best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion.
    Deep down, you dream of being loved by many.

    You are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others.
    While you are very ambitious, you never lose site of perspective.
    You have an abundance of creative talents... you just need to tap into them.

    Although you are a giving person, you can become selfish if you are ignored.
    If you are not able to help people, you tend to shelf your talents.
    Without others, you become aloof and start to lack sensitivity.


    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: Chicago- Stay The Night
    6:01 pm
    Got this from Erin's LJ.
    This sorta creeped me out. I hate when they are dead on.



    Your Expression Number is 4

    Practical and down to earth - everything in your life is organized.
    You are a great writer and teacher. You never forget a detail.
    Very patient, you have the ability to cultivate talents in difficult fields.

    You also tend to have an artistic side. You'd make a great architect or classical musician.
    You face your responsibilities with a positive attitude - and you always get things done.
    You are serious, sincere, honest, and faithful.

    Sometimes your strong sense of responsibility leads to frustration.
    You also tend to develop strong likes and dislikes, which border on dogmatism.
    At you're worst, you can be a dominant disciplinarian.


    Current Mood: dirty
    Current Music: Chicago- 25 or 6 to 4
    Friday, August 10th, 2007
    5:35 pm
    Someone just shoot me now...
    *Takes a breath..*

    Okay. Imagine you just got a new car. Well, newish car. It's a used car. 2003 Volkswagen Jetta 1.8 Turbo Wolfsburg Edition. Yay! you think. Dealership says you don't make enough yearly to be able to have the title all to yourself. Okay. In steps Mom to the rescue. Fine. She's the co-signer of your 'new' car. Excellent. Your happy ass takes the 'new' car off the lot.

    Months go by. Your birthday month comes around and so does your re-registration. You hop off to the DMV *hisses* and get in line to wait how ever long it takes. My experience lasted twenty odd so minutes. Get up there to find out, your wonderful Mom has a not so wonderful driving record. Two DUI's and a butt load of fines. The woman's DL is suspended for FIVE years. Come to find out, I can't re-regsiter the car because Mother has outstanding fines and the loss of said DL. Crying, I step out of DMV *hisses* and tuck my tail between my legs. There's nothing I can do, but have my Mother settle her issues with the DMV and her license. Fine.

    Fast forward a few months. August. I haven't been driving my car since the Fourth of July. Got pulled over for said expired tag for issues mentioned above. Explained the hellacious deal I'm in with the car, and understanding police officer let me go without a fine of 78 odd dollars to pay and got a warning. Thank god. Said car sits unloved and undriven in the drive way as I type this.

    I get together with a friend, said friend has a friend that is an ex-police officer. Ex-police officer has contacts with people in the DMV. Excellent. Find out from ex-officer, that I can get my Mom's fines paid off, there's a good chance I can register my car again. I put up the 140 dollars and drive out to St 60 and Faulkenburg, to the Clerk of Circuit Courts building to pay it there. Find out in that same strip mall that there's a DMV office. Go there with Mom in tow and find out more shit. Seems there's more to it than I thought. 300 dollars more in fucking fines. Yay! Not only that, any car, including mine that has her name on it to have a breathalizer machine installed in the car. That's 800 dollars there for that fucking machine. And I don't drink! I'd be punished further if that went through.

    Flash forward to 8/9/07. Get more inside info from ex-police officer and friend saying that there's an old ex-police office off of Hillsborough and 30th street next to a school and infront of a Drivers License office that could help my troubles. Go there and phone the friend. Find out name of a lady inside the DL office that can help me. Go inside and find out that in the end, there isn't any help for me, just more hell. Mom has to pay up on her other fines and shit and I need to ultimately find me a new co-signer or do what countless co-workers have been telling me, take the hit on the credit and turn the car back in. No way in hell I wanna do that. SO, I need to get in contact with my Grandmother and see if she can help me out and be my new co-signer.

    Only snag with my Grandmother being that I have to promise to go to church and meet some 'good Christian friends'. Whatever.

    -Angel-

    Current Mood: frustrated
    Wednesday, July 18th, 2007
    11:39 am
    More sarcastic Mike Rowe selling crap on QVC!
    PRECIOUS MOMENTS






    Bye for now.
    -Angel-

    Current Mood: listless
    11:33 am
    I'm sorry, this has to be the funniest QVC moments in their history!
    I couldn't resist!


    Circa 1992, Mike Rowe (host of Dirty Jobs) worked in (very) late-night TV selling crap to idiots on QVC. He used the opportunity to its full comedic potential.

    NOAH'S ARK





    Enjoy!

    By for now.
    -Angel-

    If interested in more of that oddity, you can find more vids here..
    http://www.youtube.com/user/brinydeep

    Current Mood: tired
    11:28 am
    He did...WHAT?!? *blinks*
    In my past visit to YouTube, I popped 'Mike Rowe' into the search box.
    I was very surprised to find out what he did prior to 'Dirty Jobs'.

    Take a look..


    He clearly hates his job and the crap he has to sell. LMAO!





    Bye for now.
    -Angel-

    Current Mood: surprised
    Current Music: Nada
    11:11 am
    I have brought forth treasure!
    www.breuerunleashed.com Comedians Jim Breuer, Mike Weingartner, Billy Mira, Dean Edwards, and Rob Magnotti, recast the classic scene from the Wizard of Oz

    The dude that does Andrew Dice Clay is hillarious!






    Bye for now.

    -Angel

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: the dulcet sounds of ...fishtank!
    10:03 am
    Finally adding an actual PERSONAL entry into this fucker!
    *sighs*


    Sometimes I wonder where times goes. Wonder how the hell the week flies by. Wonder how my future is going to pan out. It worries me to no end, that when at work, depressed at the unnatural, but ever present flow of my life gets me on unpleasent thought of suicide. Now, to be honest, I couldn't see myself pulling off any scheme to end my life, I just get stuck thinking about the possibilites. Would anyone miss me? I'm sure some would. Would they care? Sure. Would like to hope a few would. With all that gets me down, it becomes a constant struggle to meander from those dire dark thoughts and pretend to be happy. Be happy I'm alive. Be happy I have a place to call home and all that other shit. There are always those times that I am constantly questioning EVERYTHING.


    When, in times like these...When I get off work, I jump online. I do it because I can't get to sleep right away. Sure, I could lie down and let sleep take me eventually, but I like to wind down some. Funny, I say that. Working all night, at a very physical job does wear me out, but mentally I'm not ready for the bed.

    I'd like to take this time to interrupt my current topic, if there is/was ever one, to jump to something else. There, after all, is a reason I named my journal what I did. I can be non sequitor. I just recently jumped the bandwagon of yet another band WAY before my time. I guess I was born in the wrong generation or something, because todays music is seriously lacking talent and drive. Where are those meaningful lyrics anymore? Chicago. Yes, the band. Like I do with any band I stumble on upon, I latch onto a certain member. My 'prey' or 'subject' happened to be Peter Cetera. Now, I like Chicago, only with this man in the band. Post 1985, I can't bother with. With anyone who really knows me, knows that I become HIGHLY obessive and I am naturally inquisitive. I seek out knowledge. How else would I have gotten through History in school? It was my favourite subject. Still is. Seriously. If I'm flippin' through the channels on tv and I catch a glimpse of some archival footage on a program about World War II, I'm rivited to the screen. There I go, getting easily distracted...

    Mr. Cetera's voice is so ...calming. It's beautiful. I love his tone. The current song I am listening to...well, I actually paused it while I am taking the time to write this, is called 'Even A Fool Can See.' This is perfommed by Peter Cetera. Dunno if he wrote it. Here are the lyrics. It's a nice song. It makes me sad, though. I did get teary eyed listening to it.




    EVEN A FOOL CAN SEE
    LYRICS BY - PETER CETERA
    ALBUM - WORLD FALLING DOWN

    One big happy family
    Together the rest of our lives
    As far as our friends were concerned
    Everything seemed right

    But that’s when she told me
    She said me it was time to move on
    Just something that she kept inside
    That told me the thrill was gone

    And now I can’t believe
    I can’t believe it’s over
    Suddenly it’s plain to see
    She’s leaving me and

    Even a fool can see
    There’s nothing left between us
    I knew all along something was wrong
    But I did my best to deny it
    And now I can’t go home
    She wants to be alone so
    Tell anyone who misses me that I’m alright
    Even a fool can see

    There were times we had nothing
    And somehow we laughed through it all
    There are moments I’ll never forget
    And some I wouldn’t care to recall

    And still I can’t believe
    I can’t believe it’s over
    Suddenly it’s plain to see
    She’s doesn’t need me

    Even a fool can see
    There’s nothing left between us
    I knew all along something was wrong
    But I did my best to deny it
    And now I can’t go home
    She wants to be alone so
    Tell anyone who misses me that I’m alright
    Even a fool can see

    Nothing more to talk about
    It’s over when it’s over
    In the end you both stop trying
    In the end it’s oh so sad
    And you are crying

    And now I can’t go home
    She wants to be alone so
    Tell anyone who misses me that I’m alright
    Even a fool can see

    Won’t ya tell me that I’m alright
    Even a fool like me

    Woo ooo I’m alright
    Even a fool can see
    Whoa ooo ooo ooo


    I am aware it is a breakup song and I have no doubt, it was written about the singers real life goings-on, but I can relate to it. I feel calm and sad with all his solo music. But, when listening to his contributions in the band Chicago, I'm not feeling sad. Odd. Well, it's 9:33 a.m. What am I doing? Going on and on about some classic pop/rock singer. *sighs* I really have it in for those older dudes.

    I recently discovered that the comedian Jim Breuer ( HA! I've been mispelling his last name for the longest. Brewer. Funny!) has his own radio show. The only bummer is, it is only avaliable to listen to on Sirius satelite radio. It's featured weekly at four p.m. It's called Brewer Unleashed. This knowledge was discovered when I popped his name, mispelt and everything, into the search box on YouTube. I have recently become a YouTuber. I have my own page. Nearing a hundred on my favourites. Anyway, I searched and my results came up with video clips of his radio show. The humor was hit or miss. Not everybody enjoys Jim Breuer's flavour of comedy. It's safe to say, that it takes an aquired taste.

    http://www.breuerunleashed.com
    ...is the offical radio show site.

    http://www.youtube.com/user/breutube
    .... is the offical YouTube vids of the radio show.

    http://groups.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=groups.groupProfile&groupID=102002409&Mytoken=D0E2ED79-8CC9-42B6-8B555C71753AEAAA29217182
    ....is the offical MySpace page for Breuer Unleashed.


    OH! Before I forget and get lost in a tangent...

    I have a MYSPACE page. As much as I dislike the very thought of MySpace, I had went along with the hapless masses and made one. Now, I warn you, it is very, very, very boring and plain.

    http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=194945872

    I know. I know. All that is on there is a profile. A weak one at that, and a picture of Hugh Laurie as HOUSE as my icon. Why not me? I don't like having my photo taken. Even if I did, I wouldn't post it. Who'd wanna see little ol' me? Hah!

    Back to Jim Breuer.

    There goes that damn tangent again.
    Jesus.

    My horoscope is right.

    I AM the definition of 'easily distracted'.



    www.breuerunleashed.com Comedian Jim Breuer tells the story about getting laser eye surgery and it going wrong!




    How does this man make this story sound funny? It's great.


    Bye for now!

    -Angel-

    Current Mood: touched
    Current Music: The sounds of the fishtank
    8:55 am
    Got this from Thrilldare....


    Current Mood: groggy
    Current Music: Restless Heart - Peter Cetera
    Monday, July 16th, 2007
    10:51 am
    10:39 am
    I took way too much time saving these...


    If favoriting four different recorded versions of one song means anything, it's just that I enjoy, "If You Leave Me Now," way too much. "Stay The Night" is hillarious. Read some trivia on it, said that a stuntman for Peter Cetera actually broke his leg when he was hit by the truck in one of the stunts. Really? Who would have thought?

    Current Mood: horny
    Current Music: It's a Hard Habit To Break, this damn CHICAGO!
    6:47 am
    A Bit of Fry and Laurie good-ness!


    Some of this is just plain funny. Some of this is just plain stupid. But, as a whole, it is entertaining.

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: Enough with the Chicago!. I know what damn time it is!
    6:37 am
    Peter Cetera solo music videos


    My obsessive-ness knows no bounds. Here, as you can see, I have a mild curiousity with Mr. Cetera.
    No. I'm okay, really. Get the tasers away.

    Current Mood: contemplative
    Current Music: Isn't it obvious by now? Music on loop. See previous entry.
    6:33 am
    I'm gonna take this time to pimp myself!
    http://www.youtube.com/profile_favorites?user=DOCTORxHOUSE

    I have a wide variety of vids I have favorited from other users. Feel free to waste some time looking at them.

    Current Mood: good
    Current Music: Chicago, on loop.
    6:26 am
    My new obsession.... Peter Cetera, ex-Chicago bassist, vocalist.




    Love his hair!
    So 80's.

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: Peter Cetera - Big Mistake
    Tuesday, October 31st, 2006
    7:28 am
    " I keep a sock in my pants." Various HOUSE quotes..
    All quotes by Dr. Gregory House, unless otherwise noted.


    I hurt my leg. I have a note.

    Sorry, up late. Internet porn.

    Excuse me, I have to go make pee-pee.

    Chris Dewey: [trying to tell an uninterested House a patients history] You're reading a comic book.
    Dr. Gregory House: And you're drawing attention to your bosom by wearing a low-cut top.
    [she covers her chest with her clipboard]
    Dr. Gregory House: Oh, I'm sorry, I thought we were having a "state-the-obvious" contest. I'm competitive by nature.

    Dr. Lisa Cuddy: People talk.
    Dr. Gregory House: About how big your ass is getting? I've been defending you- you got back!

    [to Cameron at Christmas]
    Dr. Gregory House: Candy canes? Are you trying to mock me?

    You always trust me. Big mistake.

    Oh it's story time! Let me get my baba.

    Like I always say, there's no "I" in team, there is a "me", though, if you jumble it up.

    Look I have a cane, and I know how to use it.

    Medical screwing. It's what I do.

    So, there I was in the clinic, drunk. I open the drawer, close my eyes, take the first syringe I can find..


    Okay you two. Grab some scalpels and settle this like doctors.

    Dr. Lisa Cuddy: If you had a problem working with Stacy, you should have said so.
    House: What was I supposed to do? Ask her to leave? That's just rude. Death row guy. I want the case.
    Dr. Lisa Cuddy: How do you even know about him. You don't have access to the hospital's mainframe.
    House: No, but "partypants" does.
    Dr. Lisa Cuddy: You stole my password?
    House: Hardly counts as stealing; It's a pretty obvious choice.

    House: So, how are we doing on cotton swabs today? If there is an acute shortage, I could run home -
    Cuddy: (looks at his leg) No, you couldn't.
    House: Nice. (He walks over to the waiting room full of patients) Hello sick people and their loved ones! (Cuddy looks at him incredulously)
    House: In the interest of saving time and avoiding a lot of boring chit-chat later, I'm Doctor Gregory House. You can call me Greg. I am one of three doctors staffing this clinic today.
    Cuddy: Short, sweet. Grab a file.
    House: This ray of sunshine is Doctor Lisa Cuddy. Doctor Cuddy runs the whole hospital, unfortunately, she is much too busy to deal with you. I am a board (looks at Cuddy) certified diagnostician with a double specialty in infectious disease and nephrology.I am also the only doctor employed at this clinic against his will That is true, isn't it? (Cuddy just looks at him) But, not to worry. Because for most of you, this job could be done by a monkey with a bottle of Motrin. Speaking of which, if you are particularly annoying, you may see me reach for this. (Holds up his pill bottle) This is Vicodin. It's mine. No you can't have any. And no, I don't have a pain management problem, I have a pain problem. But, who knows? Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'm too stoned to tell. So, who wants me? (None of the clinic patients seem too eager) And who would rather wait for one of the other doctors? ( Everyone raises their hands) Okay, well, I'll be in Exam Room 1 if you change your mind.

    House: (To Cuddy) Let me ask you something; If this were another doctor, if the patient were complaining about, let's say, I don't know, Foreman, you'd just dismiss this as the paranoid bitching of another bitch
    and file it under "P" for...
    Dr. James Wilson: Paranoid?
    House:(Turns around) Am not!

    [Don't worry. I promise to post more quotes soon. Also, haven't forgot about Bones quotage.]

    Oh, almost forgot, with the working nights and all...
    HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

    -Angel-

    Current Mood: tired
    Monday, April 24th, 2006
    1:53 am
    Something to fill the void..
    [ Can't quite remember if this is previous or in the follows what I already posted...oh well.]




    JulzRhadeG3: Julian stood from his bed, walking over to his desk. He sighed, opening one of the drawers and removing a dark wooden stake. He stared down at it for a moment, thinking. He considered for a moment staking himself, wanting to. But he couldn't bring himself to do it. He hoped that eventually, things would be right between him and Cordelia. But after what he did, that possible future seemed almost impossible to reach. Julian looked into the mirror, not seeing his reflection. Shaking his head, he walked back-
    JulzRhadeG3: to his bed and layed down, staring at the stake blankly as he spun it around with his fingers.
    JulzRhadeG3: (done)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel laid on the bed once again reading the lines of a book he had many times before. He wasn't really getting into the book as much as he usually did. His mind was elsewhere. He lowered the book to his chest and ran a weary hand through his tossled hair. He sighed. He could sense Julian down the hall. He felt his worry, his depression as of late. He had that tingle go through him and he knew there was a stake in the other vampires grasp. He contemplated getting up and hobbling down there to check up on his childe. With a sigh, Angel sat up, then rose from the bed. His dark hazy eyes going to the door.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (should I do Gunn now?)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Gonna do gunn now or wait?)
    JulzRhadeG3: Oh didnt see thatlol
    JulzRhadeG3: uh, whichever you want)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (ok ...I will..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn was standing in the middle of the lobby. He still didn't see any of his vampiric boss or Julian. It was well into the night, having past dusk about 2 hours ago. He walked over to the weapons closet and pulled it open. His eyes wandered over the many weapons housed there. A slot in the middle still stayed vacant. The spot were Angel's favorite broadsword would have hung had it not been shattered. Gunn turned from the cabinet and looked over his shoulder. Wesley was behind the reception counter.:: English, I think I know what's up with Angel. His cherished sword got ice-a-fide, and now he's mopin. I bet that's it. We should get him another.:: Gunn started over to the desk.:: You think the pawn shops carry 17 century swords with gold and sliver handles?:: Gunn asked as he stopped before the counter and leaned an elbow to it.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Its been 4 days since the sewer thing..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (ok...)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (your point? I didn't specify a day.)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Just double checking)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (ok..)
    JulzRhadeG3: Wesley looked up from his work, he blinked a few times. " Thats a great idea. Lets get Angel another broad sword. " He said smiling, " Something special. Something that says " Angel's sword. " Wesley got up and walked to Gunn. " There has to be a place somewhere in LA that can do that. " He raised an eyebrow and turned toward the reception desk where Cordelia was standing, still burried in a book. " What do you think? "
    JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia lifted her head. She let out a small yawn, " Theres always ebay " she said , the edges of her lips curling up into a smile. She would have laughed but she was to tired. " And I'll take a wild guess that you want me to get on my handy-dandy computer and run a search for local sword shops..." She said, " I guess I'll get to work. At this point I'll do anything to make Angel feel better. " With that, she turned and sat at her computer.
    JulzRhadeG3: (done)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (yay..)
    JulzRhadeG3: ( Yay?)
    JulzRhadeG3: ( lol )
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (uh huh...)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel was taking painful, limping strides to his door. A wince crossing his face each time he leaned his weight on his left ankle. Sure it had been days since their trip to the tunnels, but for some reason his ankle hadn't fully healed. His long, black leather duster almost seemed to consume him. Angel hadn't been feeding regularly and it showed almost making his skin look translucent. The black slacks he was wearing was still the ones from that sewer nite. His chest was bare and a thin line remanied from that claw slice he had inflicted by the demons. The door opened slowly and Angel suck his head out.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: He gazed down the hallway in both directions, seeing it was empty. He carried himself, slowly and agonizingly down to Julian's room door. He halted before it and rested a broad shoulder to the side of the door frame.:: Julian.:: Angel called out in a hoarse voice from the hallway.:: I know you are in there.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (Gunn now.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn smiled at Wesley's suggestion. That would be perfect, get the age old vamp down from his hiding hole and start helping out the helpless again. Gunn nodded towards Cordiela.:: Ya, that internet might find something very close to what Angel had. Like get his name carved on the handle or the blade. That would be bitchin!:: Gunn exclaimed happily. He lifted his elbow fromt the counter and rubbed his palms together.:: I can check out the shops. English, just get me the addresses.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
    JulzRhadeG3: Julian's eyes looked to the door, breaking his stare on the stake. He knew who it was. He could smell Angel coming down the hallway. Setting the stake down on the sheets, he sat up. " I have nothing to say to you..." He said in a normal tone. " And I know you have nothing to say to me.." He finished. Julian got up and reached for the stake. He took one last look at it before walking back to his desk and placing it neatly back in the drawer he had taken it from.He looked at the door, hoping Angel would--

    JulzRhadeG3: go away.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Completely for now)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (for now?)
    JulzRhadeG3: ( Not doing Wesley or Cordi until next turn)
    JulzRhadeG3: (BRB)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (okay)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel growled in frustration as he eyed the closed door. He really didn't know what possessed him to come to stand at Julian's door. Maybe it was just a feeling, something that he felt as being his sire. Either way, both vampires needed to come out of the rooms and venture downstairs. Angel figured cases were building up ever since he went immobile in his room for days.:: Julian, open the door. :: He sighed and paused lowering his eyes to the floor.:: Please.:: he almost sounded like he was begging.:: Cordiela has to hear it from you.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (I'll pick up on Gunn when you do Wes and Cordy)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Ok)
    JulzRhadeG3: Julian folded his arms and walked slowly toward the door. He stopped in front of it. " Has to hear what from me? " He leaned against the fram to the right of the door handle, waiting for his reply. He didn't want Angel to come in. He didn't really want to see Angel for a while, if ever again. He sucked in a short un-needed breath.
    JulzRhadeG3: Wesley walked toward the garden door of the Hyperion. " I'm going to get take out. Anyone want anything? " He said, putting his light brown jacket on. He turned and stared at Cordelia and Gunn. Chinese sounded good to him, but he'd go wherever to get what the others wanted. It would probably be a long night.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (I will do Gunn first..)
    JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia didn't take her eyes from the computer. " How about..." She thought, " Pizza? " She asked, bringing up the yellow pages website and starting a tab for ebay. She typed in her searches and hit enter. " Gunn what do you want? " Cordi turned her head to the man.
    JulzRhadeG3: (OK)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn looked from Cordy to Wesley. Almost seeming like he knew what Wesley thought he answered.:: Chinese sounds good to me, English. Get me some chicken lo mein, and a side of that fried rice.:: With that said he turned his attention back to Cordiela.:: Maybe when he gets back, the vampires will come down and make an apperance.:: He told them. He cocked his head to the side thinking for a moment.:: Has Angel even had a mug of blood today?:: he wondered outloud to himself.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: (K)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel listened intently to the sounds from beyond the door.:: Listen, Julian. I know you know what I am talking about. Just hiding up here, with that stake, and not coming out, what good is that going to do?:: he sighed. He raised his head, looking to the door again. He could feel Julian right on the other side of it, doing much as he did. His eyes narrowed as something came to him.:: Why did you shatter my 17 century broad sword?:: he asked suddenly. His arms crossing over his chest.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
    JulzRhadeG3: Julian Rhade reached for the door handle. His hand was cold and the door handle glazed over with ice. The broadsword. *How could Angel ask that question? Did he not remember how he had pointed it at my head?* He quickly asked himself. He twisted the door knob and opened the door halfway, using his body to block Angel access to his room. " The good it will do is I won't be near Cordi to possibly go nuts again and do you-know-what. " He paused for a few seconds. " And your broadsword? Hello? Is that brain--

    JulzRhadeG3: old brain of yours finally giving up, or do you not seem to remember how you pointed it at my face. I didn't really do it on purpose. Hell, as you already know I wasn't really myself at the time. " He tilted his head down toward the ground and closed his eyes, feeling almost bad about exploding in Angel's face. But why should he feel bad? He was just another disappointment to Angel, and he knew Angel didn't really want him around. Or at least thats what he thought. He waited.
    JulzRhadeG3: Wesley nodded to the both of them and turned, walking out the garden door. He neared his motorcycle and took out his key. He smiled to himself as he grabbed his black helmet, remembering how he went walzting through the doors of the Hyperion 4 days before wearing the pink one. Wesley swung his leg over and put the key into the ignition. He turned it and kicked the starter. The engine rumbled to life. He put it into gear and sped off.
    JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia raised both of her eyebrows at Gunn. " He hasn't really had anything these past few days. " She said sounding depressed about it. " Have you even seen him? Hes a wreck! thanks to that horrible, rude, uncontrolable, parasite upstairs and down the hall from our lovable boss. " Cordi turned back to her computer and started browsing through the web pages.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( doing Gunn first.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Gunn walked around the counter and came up to stand behind Cordeila. His eyes went to the glowing screen of her computer. He noticed the small pictures showing different swords going for bids. He pointed towards the screen at one.:: That one.:: He exclaimed.:: It looks similar to the one he had. It ain't 17 century , but I don't know how many peeps would be selling something that old. I would think something like Angel's old one to be in a museum someplace.:: he said and lowered his head over her shoulder.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Maybe someone should go give Angel some blood.:: he suggested and straightened up.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done, now Angel)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::First off...I didn't point it to your head. I had it going for your throat. Besides..::He paused taking in an unneeded breath.:: How can you learn to deal with the new you, if you don't try?:: Angel asked him. His eyes slid to the side seeing just a sliver of the other vampire.:: I can't come in without an invitation, so I don't know why you don't open the door all the way.:: He knew neither vampire wanted to see the other , but all had to change.:: I need some blood, and I can get you some as well. Just come out.:: He told him. Angel turned and started limping away.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done)
    JulzRhadeG3: Julian listened to what Angel had to say. Angel was right. He couldn't come in without an invitation. He stared as Angel limped away, considering his offer. * No, I don't want any help from him* he said in his mind. He was hungry and he knew it. If he didn't have blood soon he would probably bite someone again. He sighed, walking over to a chair near his bed and grabbing his shoes, slipping them on lazily in his upright position. He threw on his black denim jacket. He walked slowly to the door and--

    JulzRhadeG3: continued out, following far behind Angel. He almost had no choice at this point. It was either follow Angel or end up a miserable and dangerous wreck.
    JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia took her hands quickly from the mouse. " This one? " She asked, pointing to the screen. It looked similar to the Angel's old sword. She knew that they could never replace his favorite broadsword with one exactly like it, but the were going to try and get one that would mean more to him. She glanced at the price. " Ouch. " She said quietly, looking up at Gunn. " Anyone got a credit card? " She said jokingly.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    JulzRhadeG3: ( I gotta go in a second, so make your last Angel post please)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Gunn winced at the actual price of the sword. Way past what even he would consider a good buy.:: Well, Angel does have a credit card. Just charge it to his Platinum Visa. It's a gift for him. I'm sure he won't mind.:: Gunn told her and shrugged his shoulders.:: Get it personalized at some shop with his name on it or something when we get it.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (ok..)
    JulzRhadeG3: ( Thats so mean! I'm not gonna let you charge it to his credit card! lol)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel started decending the stairs slowly. He heard the voices down in the lobby from as far as the hallway he had been in. :: I won't mind about charging WHAT to my card??:: Angel asked as he came down the stairs. He had heard what they were discussing, just wanted to hear it again.::
    JulzRhadeG3: (that your last post for now?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (yes..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (you leaving for the nite?)
    JulzRhadeG3: ( I have to go pick up a German Ping Pong table and some compressed Air)
    JulzRhadeG3: ( Not for the night)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (and can you save this to your email?)
    JulzRhadeG3: (I'll be back later..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (I cant save this to my email.)
    JulzRhadeG3: I'll save it and send it to thedarkavenger
    JulzRhadeG3: Is that one working?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (save it to yours as well. I cant get to my email..lol)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: My roomie has a block up on sites...
    JulzRhadeG3: ...
    JulzRhadeG3: OK
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yeah...can you? Ok
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: how long till you come back on?
    JulzRhadeG3: Probably at least 2 hours
    JulzRhadeG3: but I'll get the thing to you somehow
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ok well i am working a few hours tonite..
    JulzRhadeG3: I saved it to my computer
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ok cool
    JulzRhadeG3: What time you get off?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: not sure..early though
    JulzRhadeG3: I'll just keep checking
    JulzRhadeG3: gotta run
    JulzRhadeG3: later Angel
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: later
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 3:24:37 PM.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 3:27:53 PM.
    JulzRhadeG3: Hey
    JulzRhadeG3: I'm not leaving I guess
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Hmm..why's that?
    JulzRhadeG3: They are going to grab the table and then coming back. Then I will leave
    JulzRhadeG3: ok so it was my turn?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yep
    JulzRhadeG3: Julian's eyes widened as he noticed Angel was leading him downstairs. He put on a burst of vampiric speed and grabbed Angel by the shoulders,pulling him back so hard he thought he might break more of Angel's bones. " Hey, I'm not going down there! " He whispered, just barely audible. He let go of Angel and looked him in the eye. " Cordi is down there, I'm not going. " He said, getting ready to turn and head back to his room. He couldn't see Cordelia. Not only because of the discussion they had earlier but-

    JulzRhadeG3: he was still afraid he might bite her again.
    JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia stared in shock at Gunn, " We are not charging it to HIS credit card! "She exclaimed, suprised at Gunn for even suggesting it. " Hello? Gift for Angel. Keyword, GIFT. " She sighed and grabbed her bag from next to her. She rummaged around for a few seconds and pulled out a gold credit card. " Why charge it to Platinum Visa when I've got gold mastercard? " She smiled slightly. " I should have enough points built up. But it may come up just a bit short. " She admitted, clicking the buy it now option.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Wesley won't be back for a while)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (alright.)
    JulzRhadeG3: I cannot believe this~
    JulzRhadeG3: !
    JulzRhadeG3: My mom is making me go!
    JulzRhadeG3: ...sorry
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (damn)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (ok...later then..)
    JulzRhadeG3: later
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: save this.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 3:35:25 PM.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 5:04:29 PM.
    JulzRhadeG3: ...
    JulzRhadeG3: You cannot play ping pong with them, dude its impossible. They don't play by any rule and they do stupid stuff like even if its totaly out of bounds, they smack it as hard as they can and say they win.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: wb
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: really now.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I woul rather play air hockey.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: *would
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: or pool
    JulzRhadeG3: Air hockey kicks all ass
    JulzRhadeG3: Ping pong is second
    JulzRhadeG3: third is foosball
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Uh huh
    JulzRhadeG3: So, how long you stayin on?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Waiting on a phone call I believe.
    JulzRhadeG3: Waiting on a phone call to go to work?
    JulzRhadeG3: BRB coffee
    JulzRhadeG3: back
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: k wb
    JulzRhadeG3: Scones. I love them. They are good. But theres one thing I just don't get...
    JulzRhadeG3: How the HELL does something come out of the oven STALE?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: eh...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I dunno
    JulzRhadeG3: Scones, Jam, and coffee...damn good breakfast
    JulzRhadeG3: OK so are we continuing our RP?
    JulzRhadeG3: ::Angel started decending the stairs slowly. He heard the voices down in the lobby from as far as the hallway he had been in. :: I won't mind about charging WHAT to my card??:: Angel asked as he came down the stairs. He had heard what they were discussing, just wanted to hear it again.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Hold on...I should call em.
    JulzRhadeG3: OK i am just posting our last things
    JulzRhadeG3: Julian's eyes widened as he noticed Angel was leading him downstairs. He put on a burst of vampiric speed and grabbed Angel by the shoulders,pulling him back so hard he thought he might break more of Angel's bones. " Hey, I'm not going down there! " He whispered, just barely audible. He let go of Angel and looked him in the eye. " Cordi is down there, I'm not going. " He said, getting ready to turn and head back to his room. He couldn't see Cordelia. Not only because of the discussion they had earlier but-

    JulzRhadeG3: he was still afraid he might bite her again.
    JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia stared in shock at Gunn, " We are not charging it to HIS credit card! "She exclaimed, suprised at Gunn for even suggesting it. " Hello? Gift for Angel. Keyword, GIFT. " She sighed and grabbed her bag from next to her. She rummaged around for a few seconds and pulled out a gold credit card. " Why charge it to Platinum Visa when I've got gold mastercard? " She smiled slightly. " I should have enough points built up. But it may come up just a bit short. " She admitted, clicking the buy it now option.

    JulzRhadeG3: there
    JulzRhadeG3: ( Angel you still there?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yes I am here. Sorry I had used the phone.
    JulzRhadeG3: Ah
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel stumbled back being pulled by the shoulders off of the stairs and back up to the hallway. When he got sight of the other vampire, his dark eyes were gone, replaced by deep glowing amber. A growl purred from him, his eyes narrowed. He felt his bones shift in his broken left ankle, and it had caused him to yelp in pain.:: What the hell....::he sputtered out.::
    JulzRhadeG3: (Doing Gunn now or are you waiting?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Actually ...Thats my only post. I have to go to work. be back around 9pm

    Current Mood: crappy
    1:45 am
    :: BLINKS::
    You know what is a bit disturbing at 1:45 in the A.M.? Huh? Invisioning David Boreanaz dancing around in your head to, not one, but two songs. First up, 'Temperture', by Sean John. Quickly followed by 'Itsy Bitsy, Tinnie Weenie, Yellow Poka Dot Bikini' song.


    ::SHUDDERS::


    I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP!

    -Angel-

    Current Mood: flirty
    1:41 am
    ...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel looked down seeing the ground freezing over. He knew the powers Julian possessed, and saw what had happened to his favorite broadsword. He didn't move, he stood motionless, as his dark eyes were glued on the moving sheet of ice. It continued to creep up and then overtook his legs. They were incased in solid ice. His legs tingled and he winced some, but still didn't move. He wasn't a fool.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Any slight movement, and it was bye bye to his legs. He swallowed hard and blinked at Julian. He scented the air and smelt Wes, Gunn and Cordy.:: Don't come any closer guys.:: He shouted out warning them. He didn't want anyone to anger Juilan any further. He didn't want to loose his legs, or worse off any of his friends.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::his dark eyes never left Julian. He wanted to keep them on him even when he spoke to the group, just standing 10 feet away down the same street. Sure, they were concerned about both of them, but no need to have them storming in to save the day at the expense of Angel loosing his legs. He bit down on his lower lip. Usually tempertures didn't effect him, mostly cold, cause he was that already. But this, this was different. He held back the shivers that were rising in him. He was worried that if just one escaped his inner hold on it, that that would trigger the shattering of his legs.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: He obviously didn't need, or want that. He thought that Julian did this, so that he could have a better shot at feeding from him. He just hoped in the process, he wouldn't loose his legs, any pressure could be the determining shatter point. He closed his eyes briefly.:: Julian....::He started out slowly in a whisper. He almost had the chill running though his
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: -whole body now.He wanted to hold back on the teeth chattering, so he clentched his jaw tightly when he wasn't speaking. But, that did little to take the waves of chill that entered his voice. This caused his voice to shake. He closed his eyes once more, just blocking out the ice and powerful effects it had on him for the moment. He had a reflection on how bad he had been treating Julian. It had been horrible. He took no time to help the youngester make the change from being human to vampire. No training, no guidance, no willpower, nothing. Angel shunned him on every level possible. Angel groaned outwardly. This was bad. This was his punishment. If Julian chose to feed off him till the last drop of the shared blood was sucked clean out of him, that would be that.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (DONE..)
    JulzRhadeG3: wow...
    JulzRhadeG3: i feel so bad..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (heh..)
    JulzRhadeG3: But hey, the heartless bastard deserved it
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I guess..)
    JulzRhadeG3: Julian stepped foward, closer to Angel, happy with his handy-work. He forced a smirk even though he barely had the power to stand. The ice wouldn't hold forever. "Sorry but it was necissary so that maybe for once in your entire life since you sired me, you'll listen." Julian mumbled out, a chill going up his own spine. He was having the hardest time in his life not sinking his fangs into Angel and drinking till he felt especially stuffed. "You...killed me. You ended my life, only to bring me back as this filthy demon...every time I tried to get close, you just pushed me away when you full well knew that I needed help. And you know, for the longest time back in sunnydale...when I was...not the unholy thing you made me. I was happy..or at least I thought I was.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (and....)
    JulzRhadeG3: All until a cute little blonde named Darla came to me and told me everything I wanted to hear. You, Angelus killed my parents. The only family I had left. And sure, maybe it wasn't you. Maybe it was her that killed them, but you lost your fucking mind and turned me into..this...thing thats inside of me now, constantly clawing, trying to surface." There was a silence between them. Julian inched even closer, now only a few inches from his sires face. "You probably think I'm going to kill you, or tear of your legs or whatever is running through that demonic head of yours...."--
    JulzRhadeG3: He paused. "But I'm not going to. I'm not..." Julian was forced to stop by the smell of Angel's blood catching under his nose. He shuttered and shrugged it off. "I'm not...that sick and twisted. Not like you think I am." Julian slowly paced back and forth, his hands now behind his back, trying his best not to collapse or bite Angel. "Tell me, how many have there been? How many innocent people like me have you sank your teeth into and then sired them? HMM?"
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    JulzRhadeG3: (No cordi or wes)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (hmm...making it simple.. No Gunn for me either..then..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel simply just stood there, not like he could move. That would not be reasonable. He kept eye contact for as long as he could, till that urge of the shiver rose in him and he squeezed his eyes shut and gritted his teeth together. He hoped after all this, discussion, that Julian would release the icy hold he had on him. It was becoming unbareable. The words coming from the othger vampire were noted in his head. Darla- check, Julians family- no check, killing innocents - many checks in that column. He flipped his eyes back open when he felt that the other had moved very close to him.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: They were nearly eye to eye, so close he could feel the others cold breath beating on his face.:: I-I c-c-can't k-keep t-t-t-track.:: Angel studdered out. The chill was invading his voice. He could not hold that back. He did what he could with what mattered, holding back the full body shiver. That would be the end of him. His veins felt like they were frozen
    JulzRhadeG3: (Thats because they ARE LOL)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: -solid. Angel ticked his eyes from Julian for just a second. He looked forward down the dark street. He could see the outlines of three figures, he knew who they were. His eyes returned to Julian.:: W-w-what..d-do y-y-you w-want from m-m-e?::: he forced out. He knew what the other wanted. If not just his blood, he wanted answers. Why did it matter how many lives he took?::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done. I figured that. But Angel is unsure..)
    JulzRhadeG3: The younger vampire closed his eyes for a few seconds and then opened them again. What did he want? He would tell Angel what he wanted. Slowly, Julian lowered his right hand, releasing Angel from the ice, it melting harmlessly into water. "Theres only one thing that I want to know from you..." Julian stared into Angel's eyes. He felt ready to snap but he couldn't. Not yet. Not before he found out. That is, if there was an answer. There had to be.
    "Why?" He croaked weakly, not taking his eyes away from his sires. Julian felt another chill disperse itself through his body, the smell of blood nearly causing his legs to buckle from underneath him. But he held still, focusing his attention on nothing but Angel.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel felt the hold on his legs disapate. There was a watery feeling, and he knew the ice was melting away. His legs were feeling weak, and had become like jello. With a puddle of water at his feet, Angel stumbled back, regaining use to his legs again. The stumble turned into a fall. Angel slammed back on his ass on the wet pavement. The rain had let up from earlier. It was on longer pouring down as it was. Smooth rumbling from the clouds was heard in the distance. Angel raised his head and looked up at Julian.::
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 1:16:08 AM.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 1:16:42 AM.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Why?:: Angel repeated, blinking his eyes. He didn't attempt to get up this time. His legs were still getting used to the fact that they were free now.:: Why? Because, You may not k-know the whole deal yet. But un-life as a vampire is a very tasking duty. Some of this ...you have :: he paused and swallowed:: figured out...others you haven't. I have been under constant pressure for being in control of my own operation. An undercover operation. I...it wasn't planned for me to sire you, Julian. And that young woman, a few weeks back. Her, I didn't mean to end her life as I did. I just snapped. I don't know why. AND I could do NOTHING to stop it. It was controlled by the demon. I hold back a hell of a lot, Julian.:: he said in a whisper. He tried not to vampi out at that moment.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: His nerves were fried and had just been unfrozen.:: I have a soul and concience and that innner fucking demon. I have to deal with. That girl and your life wasn't a thing I planned. I just b-broke..snapped. I'm sorry.:: he paused looking down for a moment and closing his eyes. :: Every time I try to sleep, I am haunted, not just by you, but by her..and the countless others. I have to pay and pay and pay..for all of it. Eternal torment...look it up. I pay for it....every damn day. I am sorry, Julian, but I can not give you your life back.:: He ended it there sighing.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: He walked towards it and ripped the sign part off, tearing the pole out of the ground and breaking a piece of the wood off into a make-shift stake. He held it over his heart and closed his eyes, trying to move, but he couldn't. *damnit*
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done, have fun)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (boy that was random..)
    JulzRhadeG3: (No it wasn't)
    JulzRhadeG3: (This is how its been for him since we started the RP. The thought of killing himself lingering in the back of his mind)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel looked up at Julian expecting the other to retaliate. No, that wasn't to be. Julian had moved from towering near him. Angel felt the woosh. He had temporarly closed his eyes focusing on inner thoughts for the moment, and Angelus rambling on in his mind. When he opened his eyes, he saw Juilan had a make shift stake in his clutches, and it was over his own heart. He narrowed his eyes and started to raise himself off the ground. He winced, but got up to stand. He didn't move towards Julian, just stood still.:: Julian....you ...don't have to ...:: he told him.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: Julian's face was now streaked with tears, staring at his sire and moving his eyes towards the area where three figures stood. He looked back to Angel, returning his face to his human features. "Tell Cordelia...I'm sorry.." Those were Julian Rhade's last words. In an instant, Julian pulled the stake hard towards his chest, the ragged tip penatrating his skin and driving itself through his heart. Julian's body exploded into a cloud of dust and fell to the ground. The stake bounced a few times before resting itself at the top of the small pile of dust. He was gone. Forever...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (dude...)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Yes?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (why?)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Don't even ask me that question)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (::sighs:: alright...)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (::morns::-)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :-(
    JulzRhadeG3: (Alright now for my cordi and wes posts...)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (alright..)
    JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia had been inching closer during Angel and Julian's conversation, trying to see what was going on. She watched as Angel fell backwards onto the ground and she watched Julian walk away. But he seemed to disappear for a moment. By the time she realized what Julian was holding it was too late. She watched the last reminants of her friend disappear into a pile of dust. She screamed and broke into a run, but it would do no good. She turned her head towards Angel and ran to him. "WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP HIM?!" She screamed at him. Her knees gave-way and she collapsed onto the ground, her face in her hands crying.
    JulzRhadeG3: Wesley had tried to warn Cordelia about getting any closer but she had ignored him. He wasn't even sure if she really heard him. Wesley went to turn to Gunn to plan incase the two vampires snapped, but Cordelia's scream quickly drowned out any other though. Wesley squinted his eyes, but there were only a small handfull of things that could have happened. Wesley's eyes moved to Gunn. He wanted to say something but he couldn't find anything to say.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    JulzRhadeG3: (-sigh-)
    JulzRhadeG3: (This isn't 'the end' though..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( isn't? ::ponders the meaning..::-)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: damn smiles...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: sorry..
    JulzRhadeG3: I sorta didnt want to kill him..but I couldn't stand to post him anymore...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn had watched it all, standing behind Wesley, squinting when needed. That still didn't make the figures ahead of them any clearier when he did so. He watched as one of the figures, Angel, fell back and onto his ass. The other figure when out of view but then soon returned. Then that tell tale sound hit his ears. The sound he could never forget. The last sound a vampire made before poofing into dust. The immistakeable screaming mixed with a growl they did. Gunn hung his head down.:: Well one of them just..excuse the pun...but bit the dust.:: Gunn said in a low voice. He looked up at Wesley. He heard Cordy scream out and run past them. It was Julian. It had to be.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (Done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: (That was so impersonal)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Of course, I doubt that bastard even cared)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (well he had mixed feelings.)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Yeah, but when it comes down to it, he was just another vampire. Soul-less, creature of the night. Evil.)
    JulzRhadeG3: (That was really hard for me to do...)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel still remained still, he thought maybe he had a chance at winning back Julian, or atleast get him to stop himself from the staking he was going to do. All that ended in an instant. Julian, in complete sadness, took his own un-life. Angel had no hand in it. He just watched blinking as the vampire bursted into dust before his eyes. The stake making a clatter apon the pile left behind. Angel lowered his head, looking down at it. He swallowed hard. That was when he heard Cordiela...
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 1:51:39 AM.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 1:53:03 AM.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: she was screaming and running up behind him. In some effort to try to make a last ditch attempt at saving Julian. Angel didn't think he had a chance at even doing that. Somehow, he figured with the way he had been treating him, the whole group as a whole also had been treating him like dirt. This was his only way out. Angel licked at his bottom lip and raised his head up. He closed his eyes.:: Cordy....:: He breathed out slowly. :: He told me to tell you...that he is sorry.:: he said and then looked over his shoulder at her. He saw the emotion on her face.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: Was that your only angel post?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (for now..yes..)
    JulzRhadeG3: alright it looked like the second part to one
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( oh there was one before that..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (lol)
    JulzRhadeG3: (-growls lowly-)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (need that one??)
    JulzRhadeG3: yea
    JulzRhadeG3: I got kicked off)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel still remained still, he thought maybe he had a chance at winning back Julian, or atleast get him to stop himself from the staking he was going to do. All that ended in an instant. Julian, in complete sadness, took his own un-life. Angel had no hand in it. He just watched blinking as the vampire bursted into dust before his eyes. The stake making a clatter apon the pile left behind. Angel lowered his head, looking down at it. He swallowed hard. That was when he heard Cordiela...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: she was screaming and running up behind him. In some effort to try to make a last ditch attempt at saving Julian. Angel didn't think he had a chance at even doing that. Somehow, he figured with the way he had been treating him, the whole group as a whole also had been treating him like dirt. This was his only way out.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Angel licked at his bottom lip and raised his head up. He closed his eyes.:: Cordy....:: He breathed out slowly. :: He told me to tell you...that he is sorry.:: he said and then looked over his shoulder at her. He saw the emotion on her face.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (damn, I feel like shit..)
    JulzRhadeG3: I feel even worse)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :'(
    JulzRhadeG3: I'm literally crying and my chest feels like someone is squeezing my heart)
    JulzRhadeG3: just give me a minute.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: wow...okay..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: dude...I am sorry..now I feel like the heartless bastard...
    JulzRhadeG3: "Sorry isn't good enough!" Cordelia yelled over her sobbing. She let herself..fall onto her side, curling up and continuing to cry. She thought about how she had treated him the past few days. What she had said to him. She cried harder, thinking about one of the last things she had said to him while he was still sane. She had told him they weren't friends. Those words ate at her painfully, she felt dead and empty, like there was nothing left of anything. "Julian I'm so sorry.." She said over her tears, her eyes still closed and trying in some way to hold onto the memories of him that were quickly fading in her mind.
    JulzRhadeG3: (its nothing you did...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (in a way it was..)
    JulzRhadeG3: (How so?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (heh..do I have to explain?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I didn't want you to loose your character..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (but, that was your choice. I was going to intervene...)
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 2:06:55 AM.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 2:07:15 AM.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (wb)
    JulzRhadeG3: Did you get my wes post?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: no..
    JulzRhadeG3: ok
    JulzRhadeG3: Wesley arrived a few feet away from Cordelia and Angel, unable to speak or move. He could hardly believe what had all just happened. He eyed the pile of dust on the ground, still unable to move. (I'm sorry this is all i can write..)
    JulzRhadeG3: I lose characters all the time..its just the way things have to go sometimes..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :'(
    JulzRhadeG3: its probably not a healthy thing with long term rps like this because i get so attached..
    JulzRhadeG3: and then when i have to do things like that...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I killed off Angel...once....and had numerous attacks on him from others...always a vampire slayer was there to risk their life to ffeed him for some reason.....I understand..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I am bonded to my character...
    JulzRhadeG3: Well i just lost my last character,,,but its fine i guess
    JulzRhadeG3: not like he was real
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: True...but it still is an expression of yourself somewhat...you created Julian. I didn't created the character of Angel, but I try my hardest to keep with the backround and the detail of the character to keep it true to form. I don't like to sway. Angel can be heartless and unthinking...so I did that tonite..sorry.
    JulzRhadeG3: its fine dude
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: anyways...the end right?
    JulzRhadeG3: if you want to
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Not, really..but I was unsure..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Wouldn't know where to go from here. But I was going to risk Angel for Julian if he hadn't got the stake. Seriously..
    JulzRhadeG3: Theres still alot thats been left unsaid
    JulzRhadeG3: I can create the base for an ending if you want
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Umm...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I..uh guess...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I got attached to your character..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: You did a fine job. I hope I did the same.
    JulzRhadeG3: Where do you want 'the end' to begin
    JulzRhadeG3: As I've said in the past, your a great RPer
    JulzRhadeG3: I don't have anything to complain about
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: How..about...well....now..? Or did you want to reverse it?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: That would be altering it if we backed it up..
    JulzRhadeG3: No, no, I mean like now or later like the next day or a week later or whatever. Not reverse, that wouldn't make sense
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yeah...well do you have time now?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Or..you going? Cause I am not sure when I can be back online..
    JulzRhadeG3: I have plenty of time
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (<< has been holding in a pee since before Angel and Julian fought.)
    JulzRhadeG3: Dude
    JulzRhadeG3: like..go to the bathroom
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I couldnt leave...)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: hahah
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: sure...hold on then.
    JulzRhadeG3: ok
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: dont go no where.
    JulzRhadeG3: if you needed to make a pitstop you could have said something
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: back
    JulzRhadeG3: damn
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ssorry I was really stuck itno the rp
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: *into
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: what?
    JulzRhadeG3: you were gone a while
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I had to piss ..
    JulzRhadeG3: Alot!
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: yes..
    JulzRhadeG3: lol
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: that happens
    JulzRhadeG3: damn Angel
    JulzRhadeG3: next time just say something lol
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Alright..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: But I..sadly live to rp. I love it...I hold it dear...like you this is my social outlit.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: But anyways..::sighs:: onward..
    JulzRhadeG3: lol
    JulzRhadeG3: As I asked before,
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: yes..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: continuing..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: "the end"
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I would like closure..
    JulzRhadeG3: yeah, so where do you want this end to start?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: why not like I suggested...where we left off?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: What did you have in mind?
    JulzRhadeG3: I dunno I haven't thought of anything yet lol thats why I'm asking you
    JulzRhadeG3: Your post
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ah
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel turned his head back, lowering his eyes to the pile. He bent down and took the makeshift stake from the top. He rose, holding the stake. He spun around on his heel, he looked down seeing Cordiela torn up, and crying her eyes out. He tilted his head up and saw Wesley there. He just swallowed.:: It...happened..so...fast....::he started to say...:: then paused. He focused back on Cordy. It ate at him how much she felt for him all the sudden.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done. Unsure of what do to with Gunn.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: *to do
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (damnit man..Why did you have to go and do that??? I really liked this Rp...the way it was going. ::sighs:: Im sorry..)
    JulzRhadeG3: (I'm sorry but it was eating at me at all of the pain and emotion and crap. I couldn't to do it anymore. Sorry.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (right...okay)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( but did Angels explaination even make any sense? About why he did what he did? I was trying to make it sound right.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (shuting up now..)
    JulzRhadeG3: Julian wanted purpose. And he wanted to know why Angel sired him. You basicly came out and said that he had no purpose, so he saw no reason to keep 'living' if all he was, was a danger to people he cared about
    JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia didn't say anything. She didn't know what else to do except stand up and walk towards the hyperion, wanting to be alone. When she reached the doors, she walked in and up the stairs, down the hall and into what used to be Julian's room. She tried to stop crying. Julian wouldn't want to see her like this. She did her best to hold back what she could but it still wasn't enough. She let her body fall onto his bed and she curled up once more, trying to calm herself down.
    JulzRhadeG3: Wesley was still frozen, eyes locked on the pile of dust. He absolutely refused to cry. He managed to move his head to look at Angel, a blank expression was locked onto his face. He still couldn't say anything, or make any noise for that matter.
    JulzRhadeG3: (done...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :'(
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (hell, I dont know what to do..)
    JulzRhadeG3: "So the poor creature finally staked himself. What a shame" A sarcastic, sexy voice said from a dark alley behind everyone. Footsteps were heard as the figure stepped into the very little light ther was. Darla stared around and finally locked her sight onto Angel, walking foward. Step by step she got closer to him, an evil smirk that seemed permanatly whiped across her cherry red lips. She was wearing a black leather jacket with matching pants, and high heeled boots to complete it all. Her hair was dry and perfectly waved as she finally stopped about two feet from the large vampire.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (okay..now I got something to work from..)
    JulzRhadeG3: "Bravo...Bravo.." she said smoothly, clapping her hands slowly.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    JulzRhadeG3: (I figured this might help)
    JulzRhadeG3: brb while i raid the fridge
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 2:46:02 AM.
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    JulzRhadeG3: sry
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 2:52:46 AM.
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    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel heard that unmistakable voice reach his dead ears. He spun around, his duster swinging around his legs. He had a firm grip on the stake, still in his hand. He saw her, it was Darla. ** What the hell is she doing here?** Angelus inquired in his mind. He gave her a questioning look and couldn't help but cock his head to the side. His dark eyes skimmed over her attire. **Damn her for looking so, entireablely, sexy.** Angelus cursed in his head.:: Darla..:: Angel blurted out. Standing still, he watched as she inched closer and then halted 2 feet from him.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: He narrowed his eyes at her, as he inclined his head some.:: It's not like you to miss the main event.:: Angel spat. He gripped the stake at his side tighter. With all the confusion, he had half the mind to stake himself. But, first before that was even attempted, he wished to hear her out. Why had she come along all the sudden? His dark chocolate eyes became glittered with feral gold.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: the sight of his own sire, enough to spring him into an emotional tizzy. She would always be able to arouse his demon, and his attention. He heard footsteps moving away from behind them. Angel snapped his head to the side, and looked back over his shoulder, Gunn was heading back to the Hyperion. He sighed and turned back to Darla. He crossed his arms over his broad chest. He still held the stake.:: Is there a reason to your visit?:: He inquired.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: Wesley followed soon after Cordelia and gunn, after seeing Darla. He didn't want to stick around for what might happen at this family reunion. Why was she there? This is the question Wesley asked himself all the way back into the lobby. He sat in Angel's office with the doors closed and locked and finally let himself cry some for the loss of Julian.
    JulzRhadeG3: Darla smirked. "What, your honestly trying to say that your not the least bit happy to see me, Angelus?" She stepped closer to him and ran her finger along his arm. "I was here for the show. The grand finale! The little mutt finally broke down and bit the dust, tell me Angelus, how does it feel to lose another one?" The expression on her face changed from smooth and sexy, to total seriousness. She honestly wasn't there to rekindle old habits, only to screw with Angel's head until he snapped like a mouse's neck in a mousetrap.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    JulzRhadeG3: (I've never really RPed Darla before, how am I doing so far?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (nice imagery...heh..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (very well actually.)
    JulzRhadeG3: lol why thank you
    JulzRhadeG3: lol why thank you
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (your welcome.)
    JulzRhadeG3: LOL
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: He squinted his eyes at her words.:: *how does it feel to loose another one?* he asked himself in his head. ** Tell her it takes a weight off your shoulders.** Angelus suggested. ** Tell her he took himself out. He was pitiful and finally saw that. The boy was not good enough to be a vampire. And you were not fit enough to train him. Just a sad story thats all.** Angelus said. Angel gave that some thought.:: I don't have anything to say.:: he put dryly. He shrugged his wide shoulders.:: But, Angelus has something to add.::He told her.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (boy that was blunt.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( If I let Angelus out..he is gonna say some nasty stuff bout Julian...)
    JulzRhadeG3: Angel's eyes sent a chill down her spine. She could tell by the look in them he was thinking with two minds. When he spoke of Angelus she smiled and leaned in, resting her weight on his chest. "What does my dear boy have to say?" She asked, her tongue running visibly across her lips and then disappeared back into her mouth. She gave a very short and indirect laugh as she stared deeper into Angel's eyes. Seeing Angelus in small parts.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Do what you want)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Don't hold back because your afraid of what I might think)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel allowed his eyes to fully change into that deep, glowing feral amber. Then he morphed into the demon. The corner of his lips curled up on one side, giving off that signature Angelus smirk.:: Well, in one word..this sums it up.:: Angelus purred.:: Unworthy.:: he ended. He let loose a low chuckle and the smirk fell from his lips. He ticked his yellow eyes down and eyed the stake in his hand. He twirled it around letting it roll over his strong fingers. He ticked his eyes back up.:: After all...:: He growled.:: I know that was what you would have wanted.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: Darla let her own face morph, matching his smirk. "I wouldn't exactly call it. Unworthy. I would call it. Pathetic. " She said, eyeing the stake and trusting that Angelus would never even consider it. "So," She started, running a hand through Angelus's still partly wet hair. " It is now gone, having taken its own life. Who should we kill next?" She asked, her smirk turning into a weak smile through her fanged teeth.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    JulzRhadeG3: (But thats as much as i can do tonight)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: awww...
    JulzRhadeG3: i'm emotionally exhausted
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Im am seriously sorry..
    JulzRhadeG3: All is not lost though
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: not really
    JulzRhadeG3: I have a small idea in the works but my mind is refusing to work properly.
    JulzRhadeG3: Hey does Angel have a last name?
    JulzRhadeG3: -trying to change subject-
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Why...do you wish to know?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Just curious..
    JulzRhadeG3: Well on the show I have never seen anything about his last name?
    JulzRhadeG3: if there was I missed it
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Well in fanfics that use Angelus in them..they refer to his last name as Galway or something close to that. That is the name of his hometown. Galway Ireland. So...thats all about I know..
    JulzRhadeG3: hmph
    JulzRhadeG3: And what about you?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: There are others that just make it up.
    JulzRhadeG3: Mister no last name
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Well now...aren't we getting personal..

    JulzRhadeG3: -tackle-
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::stumbles back only slightly.:: Woah that was quick.
    JulzRhadeG3: -knocks you over- I ran
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 6:50:15 PM.
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    DrmntBrthOfLife1: nice disappearing act.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::folds arms over chest::
    JulzRhadeG3: More like damaged modem scripts
    JulzRhadeG3: And whats with the folding of the arms? Hmm?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I dunno. Just a response.
    JulzRhadeG3: -arcs a brow-
    JulzRhadeG3: alright
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: yea..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: anyways..
    JulzRhadeG3: "Hooray for I am pretty!"
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: lol
    JulzRhadeG3: LOL
    JulzRhadeG3: "Heh. Boobies"
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: you looking at that again?
    JulzRhadeG3: No
    JulzRhadeG3: Memory
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: oh
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: right.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: wish to continue?
    JulzRhadeG3: Last posts..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: k
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 6:56:52 PM.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 7:00:31 PM.
    JulzRhadeG3: sorry sire
    JulzRhadeG3: lol
    JulzRhadeG3: -ducks in fear-
    JulzRhadeG3: PLEASE FORGIVE ME!
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Raises single eyebrow and peers down at him. Shakes head:: I suppose I can.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::guestures for him to stand.::
    JulzRhadeG3: -stands-
    JulzRhadeG3: Yes sire?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Would you like to continue?
    JulzRhadeG3: Yes
    JulzRhadeG3: But I need my Darla posts
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: k
    JulzRhadeG3: and your Angel ones. Just the most recent
    JulzRhadeG3: like our last two posts
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel allowed his eyes to fully change into that deep, glowing feral amber. Then he morphed into the demon. The corner of his lips curled up on one side, giving off that signature Angelus smirk.:: Well, in one word..this sums it up.:: Angelus purred.:: Unworthy.:: he ended. He let loose a low chuckle and the smirk fell from his lips. He ticked his yellow eyes down and eyed the stake in his hand. He twirled it around letting it roll over his strong fingers. He ticked his eyes back up.:: After all...:: He growled.:: I know that was what you would have wanted.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

    DrmntBrthOfLife1: JulzRhadeG3: Darla let her own face morph, matching his smirk. "I wouldn't exactly call it. Unworthy. I would call it. Pathetic. " She said, eyeing the stake and trusting that Angelus would never even consider it. "So," She started, running a hand through Angelus's still partly wet hair. " It is now gone, having taken its own life. Who should we kill next?" She asked, her smirk turning into a weak smile through her fanged teeth.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)

    JulzRhadeG3: Thats it?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: so far. I am doing my response.
    JulzRhadeG3: Alright
    JulzRhadeG3: -waits-
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus ticked his amber eyes up, peering at the star sprinkled sky. He pondered her words.**Who to kill, who to kill?:: he asked in his mind. Cordiela would be interesting. But it was all the more fun to go after innocents, ones that don't know him personally. What he wouldn't do to have a repeat of what he did to that 23 year old woman. Just that memory got him hardining down below. His yellow eyes slid down and he smirked at her. He sensed something up the road.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: (-arcs a brow- 'hardening down below' are we? )
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (lol well she is his sire..and he does in a way love her.)
    JulzRhadeG3: (ugh, didn't need that image running through my brain -cringe-)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: LOL
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Well I will spare you any more details...hehehehe
    JulzRhadeG3: (lol it was more of a joke, but okay)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (knew you would cringe)
    JulzRhadeG3: ('details' are something thats needed)
    JulzRhadeG3: (omg you did that on purpose?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I know...and I live for details. Sorta...But it was needed. I know that is how Angelus feels.)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Exactly. It doesn't really bother me. I'm a dramaking..)
    JulzRhadeG3: (MOVING ON)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (-please-)
    JulzRhadeG3: Darla sensed Angel's emotions. "How about that dumpy girl that works for you..she looks...tasty." Darla suggested this running her hands from his shoulders down to his abdomen, her tongue licking at her fangs. "Or we could go find a nice, quiet alley and show eachother how I know you feel.." She gave him another smile, staring into his amber eyes.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( ..go find a nice, quiet alley and show each other how I know you feel." hehehe...You know..if you want me to go into detail...you are asking for it there. You want them to...? I can live with it. Just can you deal with the imagery?)..
    JulzRhadeG3: (It won't bother me, and its not up to me if they do or not because your the one playing Angel here..)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Its on the table)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (right. But I would like to know if you are comforable with that...Obviously you are..)
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 7:19:54 PM.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 7:20:48 PM.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Sorry..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus slid his eyes to the side, looking off at a building across the street.:: She does look tempting.:: Angelus had to admit. He couldn't deny that along with the soul, he too had feelings for the ex-Sunnydale queen of mean. The only feelings he wanted out of it, were the sound of her neck breaking after he drained her. Then he would do what he willed with the body, take it. Licking at his dry lips, being careful not to snare his tounge on his sharp top teeth and fangs, he answered her.:: I am up for a nice dinner and a show.:: he purred. He turned his attention back to her and lowered his head to hers, leaving a light kiss on her lips.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done. wb.)

    iTitaniumX3: Darla cocked her head to the side at his comment. "Mm sounds go-" Angel's lips pressed against hers. She let out a small purr of pleasure, kissing him back before pulling away. "Later, " She started, putting her finger on his bottom lip. "I want to go say hello to your....friends.." She morphed her face back to her human features and started slowly walking towards the Hyperion.
    iTitaniumX3: (Short, sorry)
    iTitaniumX3: ( I am doing so many things at once_
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (ah...multitasker you...::points.:: )
    iTitaniumX3: (-winces when he points- Sorry Sire! -lowers head-
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus looked a bit perplexed as she moved away from him. He let the demon fade away from his face. Dark eyes stared at her back as he spun on his heel. Sliding his eyes to the side, he peered at the Hyperion. A blood bath was surely not far off. He started like he was going to go after her, but he let her fade from view. When that happened, he sprinted across the road, and hopped the fence. He ran through the backyard garden area, and shoved open the doors. He was sure he beat his sire by more than a few steps. He didn't spot anyone in the lobby. Sighing, the vampire bolted across the slick floor, and bounded up the stairs. He slowed as he stalked down the hallway. Scenting the air, he paused infront of the third door on the right.:: Cordy..::he said urgently.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    iTitaniumX3: (be right back...)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (narrows eyes. Crosses arms. Waits.)
    iTitaniumX3: -comes back in with lowered head and arms in air- Sorry sire, I had to get cookies for Miz-Doesn't-have-any-time-for-me
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::raises brows:: COOKIES??:: Cocks head to the side.::
    iTitaniumX3: -looks away- yes..cookies..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::scoffs, waves a hand towards him.:: Please continue....
    iTitaniumX3: As you wish
    iTitaniumX3: Darla sensed that Angelus wasn't behind her. She narrowed her eyes knowing he probably went to warn his pathetic friends. Her hands touched the cold metal of the front door handles. She pulled, the doors opening with a faint squeak. "Darla's hom--" she stopped before she could finish because she saw that the lobby was empty. *How suprising.* She said sarcasticly in her mind, walking in. Darla took a look around scenting the air. She picked Angelus's scent up. It lead to the stairs. She was on her way.
    iTitaniumX3: (What was my last Cordi post?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: *hold on..*
    iTitaniumX3: (Thanks sire)
    iTitaniumX3: (lol thats fun)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia didn't say anything. She didn't know what else to do except stand up and walk towards the hyperion, wanting to be alone. When she reached the doors, she walked in and up the stairs, down the hall and into what used to be Julian's room. She tried to stop crying. Julian wouldn't want to see her like this. She did her best to hold back what she could but it still wasn't enough. She let her body fall onto his bed and she curled up once more, trying to calm herself down.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (there you go.)
    iTitaniumX3: (Thank ya)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (no prob)
    iTitaniumX3: Cordelia jumped when the voice behind Cordelia spoke her name. She grabbed a bunch of the sheet and whiped her tear streaked face. She turned and glared at Angel. "W-h-a-t." She shot harshly at him. Cordelia was angry for two things. For not saving Julian, and for siring him in the first place. Her eyes narrowed even further waiting for her answer from the vampiric boss.
    iTitaniumX3: (Done)
    iTitaniumX3 signed off at 9:11:11 PM.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::growls::
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    iTitaniumX3 signed on at 9:14:22 PM.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::growls::
    iTitaniumX3: Sorry sire..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Uh huh...
    iTitaniumX3: Seriously
    iTitaniumX3: I am
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Were you posting? or was it mine?
    iTitaniumX3: My hard drive
    iTitaniumX3: My hard drive keeps damaging itself and it halted while I was typing
    iTitaniumX3: Your turn
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: hmm...
    iTitaniumX3: -gets on knees- SORRY!
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: * I was under the impression that Cordiela had her door closed on her room. Was it open?*
    iTitaniumX3: (Yea it was open)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::glares down at you.:: Better be.
    iTitaniumX3: (And its Julian's room)
    iTitaniumX3: (Or it was..)
    iTitaniumX3: -kisses your shoes-
    iTitaniumX3: (okay that was pathetic)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: agreed.
    iTitaniumX3: hmm
    iTitaniumX3: -hands you warm fresh blood-
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: *Now sssshh !! I am posting. ::pushes mug away.::
    iTitaniumX3: -pouts- Alright)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus stood in her doorway, a hand pressed to the doorframe. He was dripping wet on the threshold of the room. Now that Cordiela resided in the room, he needed an invite. He wasn't going to enter anyway, unless needed.:: Leave :: He snapped.:: Get Out.:: He snarled out at her. He snapped his head to the side and eyed down the hall. He heard the double doors open and felt Darlas presence. He turned his head back to her.:: NOW!:: he shouted.::
    iTitaniumX3: (Sire, I said it was Julian's room)
    iTitaniumX3: (You don't need an invite)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I know ....well I was unsure...either way...)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( my mind is wandering away again.)
    iTitaniumX3: (I'm trying to figure out what to do..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (alright..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (want me to post Gunn?)
    iTitaniumX3: (sure..its needed. I will be starting my wesley posts again)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (Kay..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn was sitting in a chair facing the window, when he was sure he heard someone yell. It sounded oddly like Angel. He pulled his eyes from the darkness outside, and stood up. He cautiously padded across the suite he stayed in and got to the door. He wrapped a hand around the knob and slowly turned. The door opened slowly, and he poked his head out. He saw Angel standing in a doorway, about 5 doors down. Just then, the vampire turned his head gazing directly at him.:: You:: He stated, and pointed at him. :: OUT!:: he spat.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (ooops forgot the colors..)
    iTitaniumX3: Cordelia got off of what used to be Julian's bed and walked to the door, smirking at him not being able to enter. "Whats the matter Angel? Can't get in? You're NOT INVITED!" She screamed, slamming the door in his face. Because Julian was dead, he should have been able to enter. But something cancelled his invite. Cordi stormed back to Julian's old bed and sat down, arms crossed and her face red with anger and sadness.
    iTitaniumX3: Wesley stared at the title of a book sitting on Angel's desk. He had locked himself in and was trying to privately mourn for tonight's loss. He heard the garden doors slam open and then the sound of a female voice. *Darla!* Wesley said in his mind. If she was here Angel would turn into Angelus, and if Angel turned into Angelus then everyone was in grave danger.
    iTitaniumX3: Darla reached the top of the stairs and started down the hallway, seeing Angelus there. "Well well Angelus..trying to warn our supper?" She folded her arms and glared at the man she sired so many years ago. The man she was with for more than 150 years. He had a soul now. *Oh well* She thought. She would just have to tempt him more and more until he snapped like a toothpick.
    iTitaniumX3: (Done)
    iTitaniumX3: (Your turn Sire)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (goodie)
    iTitaniumX3: (Lol its fun calling you that)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus felt her right away, turning his head quickly. He glared at her, not letting her deep filled desires she had on him, take effect. He snarled at her once. He pounded on the door before him. He looked down the hall, towards the room Gunn was in. The door was now closed. No one wanted to listen to him. It was like they were blocking him out because of what happened. *Screw em then.* Angel thought angerly. ** Yes, screw...one of them. Maim and torture the rest.** Angelus purred. Angel vamped and snarled at her showing his fangs menicingly.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    iTitaniumX3 signed off at 9:42:40 PM.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn had closed his door, when he saw Darla show up in the hallway. No way was he going to get in the middle of those two vampires. He was safe, he figured in the room. Without an invite, the vampires would be forced to stay out. Gunn moved to the far end of the room and found the ax his homeboys from the streets made him. He snatched it up and sat back down in the chair he was in earlier.::
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    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn had closed his door, when he saw Darla show up in the hallway. No way was he going to get in the middle of those two vampires. He was safe, he figured in the room. Without an invite, the vampires would be forced to stay out. Gunn moved to the far end of the room and found the ax his homeboys from the streets made him. He snatched it up and sat back down in the chair he was in earlier.::
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    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn had closed his door, when he saw Darla show up in the hallway. No way was he going to get in the middle of those two vampires. He was safe, he figured in the room. Without an invite, the vampires would be forced to stay out. Gunn moved to the far end of the room and found the ax his homeboys from the streets made him. He snatched it up and sat back down in the chair he was in earlier.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: *wb*
    iTitaniumX3: (Terribly sorry sire)
    iTitaniumX3: (lol)
    iTitaniumX3: (Modem scripts..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::nods:: continue...
    iTitaniumX3: Darla sighed, letting her face go. "Angelus you really have gone all gooey haven't you? I knew it!" She exclaimed, turning and heading back down the hall. She was going to take this manipulation as far as she could. All until his soul was ripped from his body. Darla growled inaudibly to human hearing, but vampiric hearing could hear it loud and clear.
    iTitaniumX3: Wesley heard Darla move up the stairs and slid one of the double doors open just a little to see if anyone was in the lobby. He found it empty and spotted the weapons cabinet at the far end. He made a run for it, sprinting across the marble flooring of the lobby at top speed. He went to stop, but traction gave way and he slipped, falling on his side and sliding about two feet. He winced in pain, getting up and opening the cabinet, grabbing every stake he could carry.
    iTitaniumX3: Cordi looked around. Julian hadn't had much. She saw his laptop on the ground on the other side of the bed. Sometime when everything had started, it must have fallen. It looked to be undamaged when she picked it up, setting it on the bed and opening the case. While she waited for it to power up, Cordelia looked through his desk drawers. She wasn't looking to see if he had been hiding anything. She was looking for things to remember him by. "Its like Doyle all over again.." She said quietly in a sad voice. There was nothing in his desk but a few pieces of paper, a pen, a broken stake and...She stopped. Her eyes rested on a picture tucked half into the corner of the drawer she was going through. She picked it up. It was a picture of Julian and herself.
    iTitaniumX3: (Sorry that took so long. Grams keeps asking me why my eyes are tearing..)
    iTitaniumX3 signed off at 9:58:51 PM.
    iTitaniumX3 signed on at 9:58:52 PM.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: wb
    iTitaniumX3: -hands him a stake- Go ahead!
    iTitaniumX3: -turns head away-
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: *You are overracting..* ::hands stake back::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (did darla head down the hall past Angel or away from him?)
    iTitaniumX3: (away)
    iTitaniumX3: (-drops it and bows-)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (thanks.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus watched at Darla moved away from him, back towards the stairs. He knew Cordiela wouldn't budge out of that room, or Gunn for that matter. As long as both stayed in their rooms, they were safe. Angelus grunted and moved off, stalking behind Darla. He had picked up on that low growl she made. She was near the stairs when he sacked her from behind. He collided into her back, and both of them fell as one, tumbling down the stairs. Angelus was growling and grunting all the way down. Various body parts were struck roughly apon the hard steps. When they came to rest at the bottom, Angelus was halfway atop her, some blood was running from his nose and lip.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done. no Gunn.)
    iTitaniumX3: (Okay..what kind of thing was that? A sexual move or a 'I'm kicking your ass!' move?
    iTitaniumX3: (Knowing those two. That could mean anything)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: *second one....lol and I know what you mean.*
    iTitaniumX3: (Yeah, Angelus isn't exactly...um. Gentle)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Nope..
    iTitaniumX3: Everything was going her way at the moment. Angelus was getting angry. It showed as they tumbled down the stairs. She laughed when they stopped and Angelus was 'halfway atop her'. "Mmm lets to that one again!' She said, licking her lips, carefully piercing her tongue as she did so. She stopped her laughing, smelling someone in the lobby. She turned her head to see Wesley Windom Pryce next to a cabinet and loaded with stakes. "Lets eat him first!" Darla exclaimed, trying to squirm out from under Angelus.
    iTitaniumX3: Wesley heard voices and then loud grunts and growls from Angelus when he came toppling down the stairs. He held up a stake in each hand when Darla spoke. "Don't come near me you unholy demon..." He knew full well if she came anywhere near him, he was dead. The color drained from his face, but he inched closer. "Angel...or Angelus?" he asked.
    iTitaniumX3: Cordelia held the picture to her chest, over her heart and turned, sitting back on the bed and staring at the computer screen. Another picture of them was his desktop backround. She closed her eyes tightly, trying to keep the tears from running again. It was no use in the end, the tears started to run. She tried to shrug off the feeling like she was being watched. What she didn't realize is that she really was being watched.
    iTitaniumX3: (Your trying to say something?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: *Wyndam* lol..
    iTitaniumX3: (I'm not done. And thank you)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (lol)
    iTitaniumX3: Julian phased into view, though a bit transparent behind Cordelia. He didn't say anything. He couldn't find anything to say to her. He just watched her for a little while, 'stepping closer to the bed. He saw she was on his computer and had found the picture he kept of them. He sighed inaudibly and phased back out again, still standing there but invisible to human eyes.
    iTitaniumX3: (Done)
    iTitaniumX3: (I'm not telling you anything! -ducks-
    iTitaniumX3: )
    iTitaniumX3: (Sire? You there?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I am here.)
    iTitaniumX3: (-reaches out with mug of blood for you-)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: *takes it this time.*
    iTitaniumX3: (-gets a mug for self and sips it-)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus squirmed around and felt her doing the same under her. He got his footing and shot up to his feet. He reached a hand down and helped Darla up. He shook his head at Wesley.:: Oooh..Am I supposed to be threatened by that?:: He asked him , while raising a single eyebrow. Then without warning he quickly backhanded Darla across the face. When she stumbled back, he tore a stake from the inner pocket of his duster. He raised it above her breast.:: WESLEY!:: Angel barked.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    iTitaniumX3: (No Charles?)
    iTitaniumX3: (I'll be back in a second)
    iTitaniumX3: (Grams is kicking me out!)
    iTitaniumX3: (-growls- I guess I can't complain. Shes 75
    iTitaniumX3: so brb
    iTitaniumX3 signed off at 10:32:52 PM.
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    iTitaniumX3: Back....
    iTitaniumX3: (No Gunn? -sips blood-)
    iTitaniumX3: (You busy sire?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Not anymore.
    iTitaniumX3: ?
    iTitaniumX3: What..were you doing?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn had heard the racket in the hallway and then downstairs. He hurried from the chair now feeling he had to get into motion. Something was going on and he needed to be of some help. He blasted out of the room and hurried down the hall. He felt on himself and found that he had a hidden stake stashed in his belt loop. He pulled it out and held it in the one hand. In his other, he hefted the homeboy made ax. He stopped atop the walkway above the lobby. Peering down, he saw Angel and Darla. He turned his head and then saw Wesley near the weapons cabinet. Without a second to pass, Gunn dropped the ax, and with the stake raised in one hand, he clodded down the stairs in a hurry.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: He got up behind Angel , and hooked that stake hand around the front of him. He aimed and brought the weapon home. That got a cry out of Angel.:: Got em, English!:: Gunn called out proudly. Gunn stepped away from both vampires and bounded up the stairs to retreive his ax.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    iTitaniumX3: What the fuck?
    iTitaniumX3: Okay back up
    iTitaniumX3: That last part made no sense to me
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (lol..hey ...whatever...trying other stuff..)
    iTitaniumX3: what?
    iTitaniumX3: -arcs a brow at his sire-)
    iTitaniumX3: Okay Angel. Just start from the beginning lol
    iTitaniumX3: I thought you weren't busy anymore?
    iTitaniumX3: We can stop if your busy
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: What?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: No...I just have another Rp going.
    iTitaniumX3: okay explain that last part of Gunn to me
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Ok..Gunn figured Wesley was in trouble so..he went in to help.
    iTitaniumX3: yeah yeah
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: makes sense.. Cordiela is busy with what appears to be ghost julian.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: and his laptop
    iTitaniumX3: I'm not saying anything
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Ahah..Phantom Julian.
    iTitaniumX3: and I meant explain the part with the stake and Gunn?
    iTitaniumX3: Still not saying anything sire
    iTitaniumX3: Sorry
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Well ...like I said...I am not completely sure why I did that. Figure that Gunn is confused. Doesnt know what team Angel is on at the moment. The ax he didn't want to use....so ..a stake...
    iTitaniumX3: -sigh- you still don't get it!
    iTitaniumX3: I mean you said he drove it home..ahem angel would burst into dust
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( he thought he did....)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (it his pretty damn close though...)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I get what you are saying.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I am..getting..out there with my posts. I do apologize.
    iTitaniumX3: Its fine
    iTitaniumX3: Sire can do no wrong! HAHA
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :-\
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :-(
    iTitaniumX3: ? Whats wrong?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Ok...I admit it...I didn't know what the hell to do with Gunn...okay??
    iTitaniumX3: Your saying that like its a problem
    iTitaniumX3: I don't know what the hell I'm doing!
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (go ahead...)
    iTitaniumX3: Darla felt Angelus's hand collide with her face, and then the she saw a stake over her heart. "Oh, Angelus you can't and you know it. You just love me too much." She told him, purring with pleasure at his anger. She managed to pull free from his grasp. She turned and growled at him, but not out of anger. "Come and get me Angelus!" She bolted towards the garden doors and ran out into the night.
    iTitaniumX3 signed off at 11:05:11 PM.
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    DrmntBrthOfLife1: wb
    iTitaniumX3: Wesley watched the most recent events unfold and then dropped the stakes he was holding when Darla ran out of the hotel. Without saying anything, he walked back into Angel's office and locked himself in once more, sitting back down in the chair. (Done and super short, terribly sorry)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Geez..
    iTitaniumX3: what?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: nothing.
    iTitaniumX3: No no
    iTitaniumX3: Tell me
    iTitaniumX3: Angel.
    iTitaniumX3: I don't see you typing..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ?
    iTitaniumX3: Cordelia Chase turned around, seeing nothing but empty space. Empty space. Thats how she felt. Empty. Empty and depressed, mixed with anger. *What did Julian mean when he told Angel to tell me he was sorry? Sorry for what? biting me? * She thought back to his journal which was lying on the bed next to his computer. She didn't know exactly why she was on his computer. She didn't know what she was looking for. Cordelia shut the case and sighed loudly, only to take in an equally loud breath or air. There had been nothing left of Doyle when he died. Nothing except the only thing he had. HIs visions. Which he passed on to Cordelia. Julian only had a few things, but she would keep every single one of them.
    iTitaniumX3: IDone)
    iTitaniumX3: You said quote-unquote Geez
    iTitaniumX3: -ahem- why?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: No one seemed to notice what happend to Angel..but ..dont worry I have a plan.
    iTitaniumX3: Wesley ignored it
    iTitaniumX3: He was in no mood to stick around
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angelus was full of anger, he didn't know whether to jam the stake in her , or throw it away and beat her up some for the hell of it. She made up his mind for him, moving out of the way and heading for the double doors of the backyard. He didn't realized he had been staked, and wrongly at that. In all the anger he had inside, he didn't take heed to the woosh of air and the warnings his inner senses were telling him. Now that Darla had run off, Angelus then looked down , and stumbled back some. His head turned, eyes at the stairs. Gunn. He smelt Gunns scent all over him. He lowered his head, seeing the butt end of the stake hanging out of his chest. It was off to the right. It had missed his heart, but it had hit a lung. Coughing, and reaching a hand to clutch at his chest, the vampire sank hard to the floor. Blood started coming from his mouth.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done. I wanted drama...)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn caught the look Angel gave him before the vampire collapsed onto the ground coughing up blood. With the ax in his hand, he skipped down the steps and past Angel. He headed past the counter and turned. Through the window, he saw Wesley sitting at Angel's desk. He went to open the door, but it was locked. He tapped a finger to the window.:: Wes..:: He mouthed the words.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    iTitaniumX3: Wesley didn't bother to look at Gunn and ignored him. He just wanted to sit and be alone. He wondered if Angel was on Darla's side or on their side. There was no sure way to know. When Angel became Angelus, anything was possible. Wesley rested his gaze on the book he had been staring at before. He wondered why Angel would have a copy of a book he could not touch. Slowly, Wesley moved his eyes to another book and tried to shut the world out.
    iTitaniumX3: (No anyone else for now)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: hmm
    iTitaniumX3: (And um. Angel doesn't need air)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I know..
    iTitaniumX3: (lol lung my ass)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Just a reaction...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: just like Juilan.
    iTitaniumX3: (lol)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I have seen him spit up blood before..so this isnt new
    iTitaniumX3: (Yeah it would kinda be hard to not breath. Reguardless of whether you needed it or not)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Thats what I am trying to do..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn figured out that the ex-watcher was ignoring him on purpose. He moved from the door, heading back out into the lobby. He looked down across the floor, seeing Angel yanking out the stake and throwing it away.:: Yo, you evil? Cause I got something for you if you are.:: Gunn told Angel as he came a bit closer and then stopped.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)

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    1:39 am
    One Potato, Two Potato, Three Potato, Four...
    [ AND NOW THE EXCITING, CONFUSING CONCLUSION...]


    JulzRhadeG3: The younger vampire closed his eyes for a few seconds and then opened them again. What did he want? He would tell Angel what he wanted. Slowly, Julian lowered his right hand, releasing Angel from the ice, it melting harmlessly into water. "Theres only one thing that I want to know from you..." Julian stared into Angel's eyes. He felt ready to snap but he couldn't. Not yet. Not before he found out. That is, if there was an answer. There had to be.
    "Why?" He croaked weakly, not taking his eyes away from his sires. Julian felt another chill disperse itself through his body, the smell of blood nearly causing his legs to buckle from underneath him. But he held still, focusing his attention on nothing but Angel.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel felt the hold on his legs disapate. There was a watery feeling, and he knew the ice was melting away. His legs were feeling weak, and had become like jello. With a puddle of water at his feet, Angel stumbled back, regaining use to his legs again. The stumble turned into a fall. Angel slammed back on his ass on the wet pavement. The rain had let up from earlier. It was on longer pouring down as it was. Smooth rumbling from the clouds was heard in the distance. Angel raised his head and looked up at Julian.::
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    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Why?:: Angel repeated, blinking his eyes. He didn't attempt to get up this time. His legs were still getting used to the fact that they were free now.:: Why? Because, You may not k-know the whole deal yet. But un-life as a vampire is a very tasking duty. Some of this ...you have :: he paused and swallowed:: figured out...others you haven't. I have been under constant pressure for being in control of my own operation. An undercover operation. I...it wasn't planned for me to sire you, Julian. And that young woman, a few weeks back. Her, I didn't mean to end her life as I did. I just snapped. I don't know why. AND I could do NOTHING to stop it. It was controlled by the demon. I hold back a hell of a lot, Julian.:: he said in a whisper. He tried not to vampi out at that moment.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: His nerves were fried and had just been unfrozen.:: I have a soul and concience and that innner fucking demon. I have to deal with. That girl and your life wasn't a thing I planned. I just b-broke..snapped. I'm sorry.:: he paused looking down for a moment and closing his eyes. :: Every time I try to sleep, I am haunted, not just by you, but by her..and the countless others. I have to pay and pay and pay..for all of it. Eternal torment...look it up. I pay for it....every damn day. I am sorry, Julian, but I can not give you your life back.:: He ended it there sighing.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: He walked towards it and ripped the sign part off, tearing the pole out of the ground and breaking a piece of the wood off into a make-shift stake. He held it over his heart and closed his eyes, trying to move, but he couldn't. *damnit*
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done, have fun)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (boy that was random..)
    JulzRhadeG3: (No it wasn't)
    JulzRhadeG3: (This is how its been for him since we started the RP. The thought of killing himself lingering in the back of his mind)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel looked up at Julian expecting the other to retaliate. No, that wasn't to be. Julian had moved from towering near him. Angel felt the woosh. He had temporarly closed his eyes focusing on inner thoughts for the moment, and Angelus rambling on in his mind. When he opened his eyes, he saw Juilan had a make shift stake in his clutches, and it was over his own heart. He narrowed his eyes and started to raise himself off the ground. He winced, but got up to stand. He didn't move towards Julian, just stood still.:: Julian....you ...don't have to ...:: he told him.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: Julian's face was now streaked with tears, staring at his sire and moving his eyes towards the area where three figures stood. He looked back to Angel, returning his face to his human features. "Tell Cordelia...I'm sorry.." Those were Julian Rhade's last words. In an instant, Julian pulled the stake hard towards his chest, the ragged tip penatrating his skin and driving itself through his heart. Julian's body exploded into a cloud of dust and fell to the ground. The stake bounced a few times before resting itself at the top of the small pile of dust. He was gone. Forever...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (dude...)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Yes?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (why?)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Don't even ask me that question)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (::sighs:: alright...)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (::morns::-)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :-(
    JulzRhadeG3: (Alright now for my cordi and wes posts...)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (alright..)
    JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia had been inching closer during Angel and Julian's conversation, trying to see what was going on. She watched as Angel fell backwards onto the ground and she watched Julian walk away. But he seemed to disappear for a moment. By the time she realized what Julian was holding it was too late. She watched the last reminants of her friend disappear into a pile of dust. She screamed and broke into a run, but it would do no good. She turned her head towards Angel and ran to him. "WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP HIM?!" She screamed at him. Her knees gave-way and she collapsed onto the ground, her face in her hands crying.
    JulzRhadeG3: Wesley had tried to warn Cordelia about getting any closer but she had ignored him. He wasn't even sure if she really heard him. Wesley went to turn to Gunn to plan incase the two vampires snapped, but Cordelia's scream quickly drowned out any other though. Wesley squinted his eyes, but there were only a small handfull of things that could have happened. Wesley's eyes moved to Gunn. He wanted to say something but he couldn't find anything to say.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    JulzRhadeG3: (-sigh-)
    JulzRhadeG3: (This isn't 'the end' though..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( isn't? ::ponders the meaning..::-)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: damn smiles...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: sorry..
    JulzRhadeG3: I sorta didnt want to kill him..but I couldn't stand to post him anymore...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn had watched it all, standing behind Wesley, squinting when needed. That still didn't make the figures ahead of them any clearier when he did so. He watched as one of the figures, Angel, fell back and onto his ass. The other figure when out of view but then soon returned. Then that tell tale sound hit his ears. The sound he could never forget. The last sound a vampire made before poofing into dust. The immistakeable screaming mixed with a growl they did. Gunn hung his head down.:: Well one of them just..excuse the pun...but bit the dust.:: Gunn said in a low voice. He looked up at Wesley. He heard Cordy scream out and run past them. It was Julian. It had to be.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (Done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: (That was so impersonal)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Of course, I doubt that bastard even cared)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (well he had mixed feelings.)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Yeah, but when it comes down to it, he was just another vampire. Soul-less, creature of the night. Evil.)
    JulzRhadeG3: (That was really hard for me to do...)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel still remained still, he thought maybe he had a chance at winning back Julian, or atleast get him to stop himself from the staking he was going to do. All that ended in an instant. Julian, in complete sadness, took his own un-life. Angel had no hand in it. He just watched blinking as the vampire bursted into dust before his eyes. The stake making a clatter apon the pile left behind. Angel lowered his head, looking down at it. He swallowed hard. That was when he heard Cordiela...
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 1:51:39 AM.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 1:53:03 AM.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: she was screaming and running up behind him. In some effort to try to make a last ditch attempt at saving Julian. Angel didn't think he had a chance at even doing that. Somehow, he figured with the way he had been treating him, the whole group as a whole also had been treating him like dirt. This was his only way out. Angel licked at his bottom lip and raised his head up. He closed his eyes.:: Cordy....:: He breathed out slowly. :: He told me to tell you...that he is sorry.:: he said and then looked over his shoulder at her. He saw the emotion on her face.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: Was that your only angel post?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (for now..yes..)
    JulzRhadeG3: alright it looked like the second part to one
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( oh there was one before that..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (lol)
    JulzRhadeG3: (-growls lowly-)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (need that one??)
    JulzRhadeG3: yea
    JulzRhadeG3: I got kicked off)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel still remained still, he thought maybe he had a chance at winning back Julian, or atleast get him to stop himself from the staking he was going to do. All that ended in an instant. Julian, in complete sadness, took his own un-life. Angel had no hand in it. He just watched blinking as the vampire bursted into dust before his eyes. The stake making a clatter apon the pile left behind. Angel lowered his head, looking down at it. He swallowed hard. That was when he heard Cordiela...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: DrmntBrthOfLife1: she was screaming and running up behind him. In some effort to try to make a last ditch attempt at saving Julian. Angel didn't think he had a chance at even doing that. Somehow, he figured with the way he had been treating him, the whole group as a whole also had been treating him like dirt. This was his only way out.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Angel licked at his bottom lip and raised his head up. He closed his eyes.:: Cordy....:: He breathed out slowly. :: He told me to tell you...that he is sorry.:: he said and then looked over his shoulder at her. He saw the emotion on her face.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (damn, I feel like shit..)
    JulzRhadeG3: I feel even worse)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :'(
    JulzRhadeG3: I'm literally crying and my chest feels like someone is squeezing my heart)
    JulzRhadeG3: just give me a minute.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: wow...okay..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: dude...I am sorry..now I feel like the heartless bastard...
    JulzRhadeG3: "Sorry isn't good enough!" Cordelia yelled over her sobbing. She let herself..fall onto her side, curling up and continuing to cry. She thought about how she had treated him the past few days. What she had said to him. She cried harder, thinking about one of the last things she had said to him while he was still sane. She had told him they weren't friends. Those words ate at her painfully, she felt dead and empty, like there was nothing left of anything. "Julian I'm so sorry.." She said over her tears, her eyes still closed and trying in some way to hold onto the memories of him that were quickly fading in her mind.
    JulzRhadeG3: (its nothing you did...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (in a way it was..)
    JulzRhadeG3: (How so?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (heh..do I have to explain?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I didn't want you to loose your character..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (but, that was your choice. I was going to intervene...)
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 2:06:55 AM.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 2:07:15 AM.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (wb)
    JulzRhadeG3: Did you get my wes post?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: no..
    JulzRhadeG3: ok
    JulzRhadeG3: Wesley arrived a few feet away from Cordelia and Angel, unable to speak or move. He could hardly believe what had all just happened. He eyed the pile of dust on the ground, still unable to move. (I'm sorry this is all i can write..)
    JulzRhadeG3: I lose characters all the time..its just the way things have to go sometimes..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :'(
    JulzRhadeG3: its probably not a healthy thing with long term rps like this because i get so attached..
    JulzRhadeG3: and then when i have to do things like that...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I killed off Angel...once....and had numerous attacks on him from others...always a vampire slayer was there to risk their life to ffeed him for some reason.....I understand..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I am bonded to my character...
    JulzRhadeG3: Well i just lost my last character,,,but its fine i guess
    JulzRhadeG3: not like he was real
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: True...but it still is an expression of yourself somewhat...you created Julian. I didn't created the character of Angel, but I try my hardest to keep with the backround and the detail of the character to keep it true to form. I don't like to sway. Angel can be heartless and unthinking...so I did that tonite..sorry.
    JulzRhadeG3: its fine dude
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: anyways...the end right?
    JulzRhadeG3: if you want to
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Not, really..but I was unsure..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Wouldn't know where to go from here. But I was going to risk Angel for Julian if he hadn't got the stake. Seriously..
    JulzRhadeG3: Theres still alot thats been left unsaid
    JulzRhadeG3: I can create the base for an ending if you want
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Umm...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I..uh guess...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I got attached to your character..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: You did a fine job. I hope I did the same.
    JulzRhadeG3: Where do you want 'the end' to begin
    JulzRhadeG3: As I've said in the past, your a great RPer
    JulzRhadeG3: I don't have anything to complain about
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: How..about...well....now..? Or did you want to reverse it?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: That would be altering it if we backed it up..
    JulzRhadeG3: No, no, I mean like now or later like the next day or a week later or whatever. Not reverse, that wouldn't make sense
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yeah...well do you have time now?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Or..you going? Cause I am not sure when I can be back online..
    JulzRhadeG3: I have plenty of time
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (<< has been holding in a pee since before Angel and Julian fought.)
    JulzRhadeG3: Dude
    JulzRhadeG3: like..go to the bathroom
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( I couldnt leave...)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: hahah
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: sure...hold on then.
    JulzRhadeG3: ok
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: dont go no where.
    JulzRhadeG3: if you needed to make a pitstop you could have said something
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: back
    JulzRhadeG3: damn
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ssorry I was really stuck itno the rp
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: *into
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: what?
    JulzRhadeG3: you were gone a while
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I had to piss ..
    JulzRhadeG3: Alot!
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: yes..
    JulzRhadeG3: lol
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: that happens
    JulzRhadeG3: damn Angel
    JulzRhadeG3: next time just say something lol
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Alright..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: But I..sadly live to rp. I love it...I hold it dear...like you this is my social outlit.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: But anyways..::sighs:: onward..
    JulzRhadeG3: lol
    JulzRhadeG3: As I asked before,
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: yes..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: continuing..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: "the end"
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I would like closure..
    JulzRhadeG3: yeah, so where do you want this end to start?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: why not like I suggested...where we left off?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: What did you have in mind?
    JulzRhadeG3: I dunno I haven't thought of anything yet lol thats why I'm asking you
    JulzRhadeG3: Your post
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ah
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel turned his head back, lowering his eyes to the pile. He bent down and took the makeshift stake from the top. He rose, holding the stake. He spun around on his heel, he looked down seeing Cordiela torn up, and crying her eyes out. He tilted his head up and saw Wesley there. He just swallowed.:: It...happened..so...fast....::he started to say...:: then paused. He focused back on Cordy. It ate at him how much she felt for him all the sudden.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done. Unsure of what do to with Gunn.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: *to do
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (damnit man..Why did you have to go and do that??? I really liked this Rp...the way it was going. ::sighs:: Im sorry..)
    JulzRhadeG3: (I'm sorry but it was eating at me at all of the pain and emotion and crap. I couldn't to do it anymore. Sorry.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (right...okay)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( but did Angels explaination even make any sense? About why he did what he did? I was trying to make it sound right.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (shuting up now..)
    JulzRhadeG3: Julian wanted purpose. And he wanted to know why Angel sired him. You basicly came out and said that he had no purpose, so he saw no reason to keep 'living' if all he was, was a danger to people he cared about
    JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia didn't say anything. She didn't know what else to do except stand up and walk towards the hyperion, wanting to be alone. When she reached the doors, she walked in and up the stairs, down the hall and into what used to be Julian's room. She tried to stop crying. Julian wouldn't want to see her like this. She did her best to hold back what she could but it still wasn't enough. She let her body fall onto his bed and she curled up once more, trying to calm herself down.
    JulzRhadeG3: Wesley was still frozen, eyes locked on the pile of dust. He absolutely refused to cry. He managed to move his head to look at Angel, a blank expression was locked onto his face. He still couldn't say anything, or make any noise for that matter.
    JulzRhadeG3: (done...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :'(
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (hell, I dont know what to do..)
    JulzRhadeG3: "So the poor creature finally staked himself. What a shame" A sarcastic, sexy voice said from a dark alley behind everyone. Footsteps were heard as the figure stepped into the very little light ther was. Darla stared around and finally locked her sight onto Angel, walking foward. Step by step she got closer to him, an evil smirk that seemed permanatly whiped across her cherry red lips. She was wearing a black leather jacket with matching pants, and high heeled boots to complete it all. Her hair was dry and perfectly waved as she finally stopped about two feet from the large vampire.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (okay..now I got something to work from..)
    JulzRhadeG3: "Bravo...Bravo.." she said smoothly, clapping her hands slowly.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    JulzRhadeG3: (I figured this might help)
    JulzRhadeG3: brb while i raid the fridge
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 2:46:02 AM.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 2:50:59 AM.
    JulzRhadeG3: sry
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 2:52:46 AM.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 2:53:42 AM.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Angel heard that unmistakable voice reach his dead ears. He spun around, his duster swinging around his legs. He had a firm grip on the stake, still in his hand. He saw her, it was Darla. ** What the hell is she doing here?** Angelus inquired in his mind. He gave her a questioning look and couldn't help but cock his head to the side. His dark eyes skimmed over her attire. **Damn her for looking so, entireablely, sexy.** Angelus cursed in his head.:: Darla..:: Angel blurted out. Standing still, he watched as she inched closer and then halted 2 feet from him.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: He narrowed his eyes at her, as he inclined his head some.:: It's not like you to miss the main event.:: Angel spat. He gripped the stake at his side tighter. With all the confusion, he had half the mind to stake himself. But, first before that was even attempted, he wished to hear her out. Why had she come along all the sudden? His dark chocolate eyes became glittered with feral gold.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: the sight of his own sire, enough to spring him into an emotional tizzy. She would always be able to arouse his demon, and his attention. He heard footsteps moving away from behind them. Angel snapped his head to the side, and looked back over his shoulder, Gunn was heading back to the Hyperion. He sighed and turned back to Darla. He crossed his arms over his broad chest. He still held the stake.:: Is there a reason to your visit?:: He inquired.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: Wesley followed soon after Cordelia and gunn, after seeing Darla. He didn't want to stick around for what might happen at this family reunion. Why was she there? This is the question Wesley asked himself all the way back into the lobby. He sat in Angel's office with the doors closed and locked and finally let himself cry some for the loss of Julian.
    JulzRhadeG3: Darla smirked. "What, your honestly trying to say that your not the least bit happy to see me, Angelus?" She stepped closer to him and ran her finger along his arm. "I was here for the show. The grand finale! The little mutt finally broke down and bit the dust, tell me Angelus, how does it feel to lose another one?" The expression on her face changed from smooth and sexy, to total seriousness. She honestly wasn't there to rekindle old habits, only to screw with Angel's head until he snapped like a mouse's neck in a mousetrap.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    JulzRhadeG3: (I've never really RPed Darla before, how am I doing so far?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (nice imagery...heh..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (very well actually.)
    JulzRhadeG3: lol why thank you
    JulzRhadeG3: lol why thank you
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (your welcome.)
    JulzRhadeG3: LOL
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: He squinted his eyes at her words.:: *how does it feel to loose another one?* he asked himself in his head. ** Tell her it takes a weight off your shoulders.** Angelus suggested. ** Tell her he took himself out. He was pitiful and finally saw that. The boy was not good enough to be a vampire. And you were not fit enough to train him. Just a sad story thats all.** Angelus said. Angel gave that some thought.:: I don't have anything to say.:: he put dryly. He shrugged his wide shoulders.:: But, Angelus has something to add.::He told her.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (boy that was blunt.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( If I let Angelus out..he is gonna say some nasty stuff bout Julian...)
    JulzRhadeG3: Angel's eyes sent a chill down her spine. She could tell by the look in them he was thinking with two minds. When he spoke of Angelus she smiled and leaned in, resting her weight on his chest. "What does my dear boy have to say?" She asked, her tongue running visibly across her lips and then disappeared back into her mouth. She gave a very short and indirect laugh as she stared deeper into Angel's eyes. Seeing Angelus in small parts.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Do what you want)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Don't hold back because your afraid of what I might think)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel allowed his eyes to fully change into that deep, glowing feral amber. Then he morphed into the demon. The corner of his lips curled up on one side, giving off that signature Angelus smirk.:: Well, in one word..this sums it up.:: Angelus purred.:: Unworthy.:: he ended. He let loose a low chuckle and the smirk fell from his lips. He ticked his yellow eyes down and eyed the stake in his hand. He twirled it around letting it roll over his strong fingers. He ticked his eyes back up.:: After all...:: He growled.:: I know that was what you would have wanted.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: Darla let her own face morph, matching his smirk. "I wouldn't exactly call it. Unworthy. I would call it. Pathetic. " She said, eyeing the stake and trusting that Angelus would never even consider it. "So," She started, running a hand through Angelus's still partly wet hair. " It is now gone, having taken its own life. Who should we kill next?" She asked, her smirk turning into a weak smile through her fanged teeth.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    JulzRhadeG3: (But thats as much as i can do tonight)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: awww...
    JulzRhadeG3: i'm emotionally exhausted
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Im am seriously sorry..
    JulzRhadeG3: All is not lost though
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: not really
    JulzRhadeG3: I have a small idea in the works but my mind is refusing to work properly.
    JulzRhadeG3: Hey does Angel have a last name?
    JulzRhadeG3: -trying to change subject-
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Why...do you wish to know?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Just curious..
    JulzRhadeG3: Well on the show I have never seen anything about his last name?
    JulzRhadeG3: if there was I missed it
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Well in fanfics that use Angelus in them..they refer to his last name as Galway or something close to that. That is the name of his hometown. Gallway Ireland. So...thats all about I know..
    JulzRhadeG3: hmph
    JulzRhadeG3: And what about you?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: There are others that just make it up.
    JulzRhadeG3: Mister no last name
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Well now...aren't we getting personal..

    DrmntBrthOfLife1: omg, I am sooo glad you are here...
    JulzRhadeG3: Likewise
    JulzRhadeG3: Whats up?
    JulzRhadeG3: I am so sorry I wasn't able to get back on earlier
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I am so fucking bored..and didn't think my roomie would let me use her computer tonite..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Its ok..I wasn't on anyways..
    JulzRhadeG3: okay
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yeah...
    JulzRhadeG3: We're even then
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: So...lets pick up where we left off...cliffhangers blow...I wanna know what happens next..
    JulzRhadeG3: Let me ask you a question. Is your hair naturally curly or what?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: no..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: straight..
    JulzRhadeG3: Okay, be so glad
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: lol
    JulzRhadeG3: I've been battling with my hair for over an hour
    JulzRhadeG3: No joke
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: why?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: going somewhere?
    JulzRhadeG3: I'm married to 5 steps of frizz-ease and a hairdryer
    JulzRhadeG3: No, I just hate my curly hair
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: damn
    JulzRhadeG3: It pisses me off
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Hey.so I got a question..
    JulzRhadeG3: k
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: What was up with Julians dreams? You gonna share that info in the rp? Or am I just supposed to know that?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I figured out the box..
    JulzRhadeG3: Well do you want me to explain? Because it won't be explained in the RP
    JulzRhadeG3: not in itself anyway
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: please..
    JulzRhadeG3: Alright
    JulzRhadeG3: You've heard of Self-image right? Everyone has one. Its how you view yourself
    JulzRhadeG3: And its also a VERY delicate thing, you see
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: yeah..
    JulzRhadeG3: Julian's self image is, well. pardon le` french. But TOTALY FUCKED UP
    JulzRhadeG3: Mainly because of the person I'm talking to eh hem
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I can see that..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Yeah...
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: lol
    JulzRhadeG3: And because Angel was the one who sent his self-image straight to fuck
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: well Angel can be a "heartless bastard."
    JulzRhadeG3: OKay listen
    JulzRhadeG3: lol
    JulzRhadeG3: When we sleep, we dream
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: uh huh
    JulzRhadeG3: We dream, because its our minds way of dealing with things
    JulzRhadeG3: Stress, and anger. All that good stuff
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: okay..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I liked your addition of the box...that was a good idea..
    JulzRhadeG3: So when he was unconsious. His mind tried to deal with the problem that bashed his self image
    JulzRhadeG3: Viola`
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: so now that he is awake..he can take it out physically...lmao
    JulzRhadeG3: Exactly.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: gotcha
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: time for a beat down..
    JulzRhadeG3: Sometimes I scare myself...and usually the people around me
    JulzRhadeG3: -shrugs-
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Eh...::Aint skeered::
    JulzRhadeG3: Exactly why I'm so excited when your online to talk to
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: thanks.
    JulzRhadeG3: Well..one of many reasons, but MOVING ON
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::grins::
    JulzRhadeG3: Whos turn was it?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: Uh..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: mine...uh..yea
    JulzRhadeG3: mine
    JulzRhadeG3: no no,
    JulzRhadeG3: I was doing a cordi post
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ll
    JulzRhadeG3: when you got off
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ok
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: go ahead..
    JulzRhadeG3: alright so let me just complete that
    JulzRhadeG3: (Cordi mode)
    JulzRhadeG3: lol
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 11:52:31 PM.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 11:54:24 PM.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: wb
    JulzRhadeG3: I'm sorry
    JulzRhadeG3: -sigh-
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: comp issues?
    JulzRhadeG3: Yes
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: damn...::go ahead.::
    JulzRhadeG3: Because I use my computers so much, and tax the software, I need to reinstall my OSs frequently
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: oh..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: well go ahead and post..
    JulzRhadeG3: But since I have no system disks for this computer(yet) OS9 is panicing
    JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia ran through the broken and open doors onto the balcony, franticly searching the area below. Finding it empty, she slammed her hands on the edge, "Damnit!" She cursed. Cordelia started to turn but heard footsteps, echoing through the streets faintly as the figure moved. It was Julian, running down the street. "Wesley!" She yelled, not turning her head in fear of losing track of the vampire at large.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    JulzRhadeG3: But hang on
    JulzRhadeG3: I have to switch to GNOME and sign onto AIM
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: okay..
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 11:57:15 PM.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 11:57:57 PM.
    JulzRhadeG3: okay
    JulzRhadeG3: Post your heart out!
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: what was that for?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Gunn knew what was happening. He didn't have to look over the balcony to know. One vamp was after the other. With Julian being nearly drained of all his blood, he knew that it was he who was after Angel. Angel was in trouble, big time.:: I think Angel is in need of some back up right about now. Lets forget his box-of-errie stuff right now.:: Gunn said as he stepped from behind Wesley. He moved into the room and stood near the bed. He watched Cordy near the balcony.:: Yellin bout it aint gonna slow him down any.:: Gunn told her.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    JulzRhadeG3: My mom says i gotta get off in 15 more minutes
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: shit..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (sneak dude...that aint enought time...)
    JulzRhadeG3: -sigh- I'll push it
    JulzRhadeG3: (How long were you planning to be on?)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ( for as long as I can..)
    JulzRhadeG3: (If your roomie gives you crap, remind her ungreatful ass of how much you do around the place)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Or she can answer to me! -licks fangs-)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel felt a presence behind him. He knew it was Juilan, he could tell by the smell and the overwhelming bloodlust. He spun around quicky and just as Julian was about to pounce on him, he spun kicked him. He caught him in the midsection with that blow, and stepped forward following through with a backhanded wack to the face. Angel growled and came forward again, following Julians wobbling, he caught him roughly by the shoulder and tossed him to the side.:: GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!:: he bellowed. A growl was attatched to each word.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (the smack down..is on.)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (DING-- round one.)
    JulzRhadeG3: Julian felt every blow Angel made in full. He was felt to weak to fight back so he let Angel beat him down. Julian's shoulder slammed into the ground first, he felt it fracture and yelled in pain. He managed to lift his hand up and point it in Angel's direction. "Your...forgetting something..Angelus.." Julian coughed out weakly, Grasping every bit of air he could that he didn't need. The ground below Angel froze, continuing its path up into Angel's legs, freezing them solid. "If...you move...." He felt that he got the point across. Angel wasn't a complete dumbass. He wouldn't have been able to say anymore anyway. He let himself go limp for a moment, before pushing himself off of the ground.
    JulzRhadeG3: Wesley gave gunn a look and ran out of Angel's room, heading for the garden doors downstairs. He nearly jumped the whole set of stairs on his way down, shoving open the doors and running out into the rain. His glasses fogged as he ran, faster, out of the alley and into the street, seeing figures in the distance.
    JulzRhadeG3: Cordelia turned around and saw Wesley running out of Angel's room. She followed his example and did the same, only a few feet behind Wesley. Her legs ached from all the running she had been doing that night, chasing after the one and only Julian Rhade in attempt to save her friend. Now she was running after him again, but it wasn't to save Angel. It was to save Julian from himself. From being what he hated the most. Evil. The evil demon inside of him had driven him to bite her. Evil had driven him to break Angel's ankle. Evil was evil, and usually it gets what it wants.
    JulzRhadeG3: (Done)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Round-2. ~Ding~)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (hmm...plot thickens..)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (::rubs hands together::-)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: *)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (so, Julian froze just Angels legs..or his whole body?)
    JulzRhadeG3: Literally froze his legs)
    JulzRhadeG3: (ow)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (got it..I was imagining it to tingle like when your foot falls asleep..)
    JulzRhadeG3: (Yeah)
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::Gunn watched first, Wesley take off, then Cordy. He followed suit, lingering behind. Once he exited the Hyperion, he just followed the voices, it led to the side street beside the hotel. The rain pelted his body, making his eyes hurt. He ran up behind Wesley. He could barely make out two figures in the street, but knew who they were. He rubbed a hand on his other arm.:: Damn...you feel that chill?::he asked narrowing his eyes. He turned his head looking back at Cordy as she stood not too far away.:: I know it isn't just me.:: He said and looked back before him.::
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: (done.)
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 12:22:44 AM.
    JulzRhadeG3 signed on at 12:23:34 AM.
    JulzRhadeG3: Sorry got kicked off and then my mom came in to tell me to go to bed so I guess I'll be back whenever but I'm not sure
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: you can't like go anywhere else?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: like a bathroom with it ...or a closet??
    JulzRhadeG3: lol no
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: dammit.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: this sucks.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: well ..blows
    JulzRhadeG3: Well I'll be back in a bit maybe but as I said I am not sure but I gotta go now cause she is standing in my doorway waiting
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ok..
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: later..
    JulzRhadeG3: You gonna be on?
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: I may be..
    JulzRhadeG3: Well try
    JulzRhadeG3: be back later I hope
    JulzRhadeG3 signed off at 12:26:05 AM.
    DrmntBrthOfLife1: :: Angel looked down seeing the ground freezing over. He knew the powers Julian possessed, and saw what had happened to his favorite broadsword. He didn't move, he stood motionless, as his dark eyes were glued on the moving sheet of ice. It continued to creep up and then overtook his legs. They were incased in solid ice. His legs tingled and he winced some, but still didn't move. He wasn't a fool. Any slight movement, and it was bye bye to his legs. He swallowed hard and blinked at Julian. He scented the air and smelt Wes, Gunn and Cordy.:: Don't come any closer guys.:: He shouted out warning them. He didn't want anyone to anger Juilan any further. He didn't want to loose his legs, or worse off any of his friends.::
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    DrmntBrthOfLife1: ::his dark eyes never left Julian. He wanted to keep them on him even when he spoke to the group, just standing 10 feet away down the same street. Sure, they were concerned about both of them, but no need to have them storming in to save the day at the expense of Angel loosing his legs. He bit down on his lower lip. Usually tempertures didn't effect him, mostly cold, cause he was that already. But this, this was different. He held back the shivers that were rising in him. He was worried that if just one escaped his inner hold on it, that that would trigger the shattering of his legs.
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    DrmntBrthOfLife1: He obviously didn't need, or want that. He thought that Julian did this, so that he could have a better shot at feeding from him. He just hoped in the process, he wouldn't loose his legs, any pressure could be the determining shatter point. He closed his eyes briefly.:: Julian....::He started out slowly in a whisper. He almost had the chill running though his

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